.....

So....

Am i dead or alive?

No one truly knows.

That spark of creativity that constantly glows..

Is it still there?

Do you know where?

These all rhyme

You'll know in....

Thyme

.....

Lmao get it? Its supposed to be time but i changed it to thyme so that it rhymes.. yea.. its not funny anymore when you have to explain it.

Or it was never funny to begin with...

Anyways...

I was given many ways

But i have to choose one

But which one's the one where i won?

Im not plagiarizing. (?)

Though you might think i am.

If you don't get it,

It's fine. Don't sweat it.

....

Ok ill stop stalling.

Let me get to the point.

I want to abandon this book.

Reasons?

Im not really done with the fandom per se, it's just the fandom is mostly filled with toxic stupid ship wars between fucking children (*ahem* hargela vs harna *ahem*)

Though i must admit, that part of the fandom lives in ig, but i spend most of my time in ig anyways so that's why im getting sick of the fandom.

To be honest i still have some stories i really want to write. Like, i wanna finish stars and cards, i want to start that katites one shot ive been plannig for so long, and also a chang'e x Cyclops that i've been dying to write.

Another reason, is that ive been feeling uninspired. I don't really have a lot of readers, and my unactiveness might be one of the cause i might be losing the few that were there to begin with.

Comments.

Your comments inspires me. Even though only like.. one person who comment something about my story. It inspires me to entertain you more. I want to make people's day with my content.

But lately the feedbacks are just gone. No one comments anymore. I.. if you asked me wether i want more votes or comments, i would definitely say comment.

Why?

Well its because voting can simply be done by pressing a single button. You don't necessarily need to read the content you're gonna vote for.

I get it you're being nice by voting. But still. I don't apreciate a simple press of a button if you didn't even give the time to read my content.

This situation pushed my will to discontinue the book. My sudden disappearance won't disappoint anyone anyways, since i don't have a lot of readers.

Also not everyone likes my taste of ships. Cyley isn't technically popular in the ML fandom. Heck, some people hate it just because its an lgbt ship.

And i don't get as much story ideas as i used to when i just started this dumb book in the first place.

One last reason is...

Im kind of ashamed that all i've written my whole life is fanfics. Like... i've never written anything that is original. Im not as creative as some people think. Even my fanfics sometimes aren't pure originality from my dumb brain.

Sometimes my friends thought of the plots and i just wrote down the storyline with their core idea of the story. Im nothing but a plagiarist.

Im no artist.

I should be ashamed of myself.

And i truly am ashamed of myself.

Haha this last reason defies the beginning of this stupid rant/goodbye shit. "Im not plagiarizing" yeah right. You stupid empty headed idiot.

I wan't to improve but i don't think im making any progress at all.

This book.. ahh.. i don't know..

It brought me friends... and im greatfull for that. But even the friends i gained from this community, the wattpad community.. they're slowly dissappearing one by one.

I often question if my existance still mean anything to them. But i can't get any answers of course.

Yep. This is nothing but a rant to be honest. And possibly my last goodbye to the wattpad ML community.

I want to keep on writing. But i might not share it because im afraid the same thing will happen again. So i guess this is goodbye.

Heh.. i doubt anyone would read this anyways....

But..

See you later, alligator.

~~~~~Fluffy away...~~~~~