🌺Flower Showers🌺
~A Bakudeku Love Story~
16 - Peep
Word Count: 2,291
⚠️Warnings⚠️: Profanity, Fluff, Dream,
Information: Izuku will have some nice dreams I promise!!

🌺Previously on Flower Showers🌺

     "Alright Iida, thank you for caring," Izuku says with his eyes teary.

     "Of course! What are best friends for?" he asked and Izuku smiled. Iida left and politely said goodbye to Izuku's mother who happen to walk in the room as he was leaving.

     Inko smiled sweetly and waved goodbye. Once she locked the door she looked at Izuku who was abnormally quiet. She had heard the whole conversation, and Izuku had an idea that she had.

     Izuku started crying. She walked over to him and gave him a hug. She softly stroked his hair and whispered encouraging words in his ear.
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     After the encounter with his friends, he had to think about a lot of things. His head felt full of stress that he didn't think he had the energy to deal with more visitors. Sure, he loved his friends, but that conversation was so heavy he thought his world would tip.

     His mother gave him a brunch but he barely ate any of it. He just sat on the couch, looking on his phone. He found himself texting Uraraka.

(9:45) - Deku: Hey... I'm sorry. I really didn't know you had feelings for me. I feel horrible for not acknowledging them, and you are my best friend. How could I not have noticed? I still want to be your friend, but I sadly can't return your feelings. I don't want our relationship to be weird, and now I'm really worried because I don't want you getting hanahaki. It's scaring me that there is always a possibility, and the fact that I had it just makes it worse.

(9:49) - Uraraka: Hey Deku! I'm sorry about how I reacted earlier. I should have been more calm about it, and I took it all out on you. I never meant to make you feel horrible, and that is truly my fault. I know it must have been super scary to go through what you did. I still want us to be good friends, and if I ever get hanahaki, you'll be the first to know!

(9:50) - Deku: Lets hope that I don't have to ever find out because you won't have it!! 😂

(9:50) - Uraraka: Yeah! 😂

(9:51) - Deku: I really am sorry...

(9:51) - Uraraka: Don't be. I need to take responsibility for my actions, and it's not your fault. I could have been more mature about it, I just think I was hurt in the moment. I had to clear the air. I'm sorry if I made you feel bad!

(9:52) - Deku: It's alright! I think we should talk it out though, in person. I still won't be at school for about two more days, I should be back Tuesday. Want to meet up sometime between then?

(9:54) - Uraraka: Definitely! Even if we would never work out the way I'd hoped, I really want to be your friend.

(9:55) - Deku: We are friends!

(9:56) - Uraraka: Best friends! ☺️

(9:56) - Deku: Exactly!

(9:57) - Uraraka: Meaning we can tell each other anything!

(9:58) - Deku: Yes!

Deku is typing...

(9:59) - Deku: Are we cool? 😎

(10:00) - Uraraka: Very cool! 😎😜

(10:00) - Deku: Good 😂

Izuku smiles. He and Uraraka would be okay. He heard a knock on the door and stood up to get it. His mother walks out from another room and Izuku opened the door. "Todoroki?" Izuku questioned looking at the heterochromic boy.

"Hello Midoriya, may I come in?" Todoroki politely asked.

"Of course!" Izuku quickly says as he ushered the boy inside.

"Hello, I'm Inko, it's very nice to finally meet you," she said. Todoroki shook her hand and greeted her the same.

She left so the two boys would be able to talks. It was quiet in the room and Izuku seemed jittery. "I heard Iida and Uraraka came by," Izuku nodded. "Is everything okay?"

Izuku closes his eyes, curling his fingers into his palms and nodded his head. "I... Todoroki, have you ever had bad dreams after your surgery?"

Todoroki had a moment to think before answering, "I think I had one nightmare, but after that they were gone. Did you have one?" Izuku nodded his head. "What to talk about it?"

Izuku took a deep breath, feeling the stress fill his healing lungs and as he exhaled the anxiety went with it. "I was meeting up with Uraraka to walk to class, when suddenly blood started pouring out of her mouth," Izuku started, "I got scared and looked away, she disappeared and then you..." Izuku tried to say something but the words latched to the back of his throat. Todoroki places a hand on his back and rubs it. "You were covered in flowers and I was so terrified. Then... Kacchan..."

     "He was in your dream? Let me guess, the worst out of everyone else?"

     Izuku nodded. "He was mutilated. Covered in flowers and blood. A-and it was all m-my fault! He was dying because of me. Because I couldn't love him..." Izuku says and Todoroki was once again concerned.

     "You do love him," Izuku had a confused look. Did he really love him? Was Katsuki going to get hanahaki because of him? Todoroki made Izuku look into his eyes as he gave a firm statement, "You love him. Nothing is going to change that. Don't believe whatever your dream tells you, it's not real. It won't happen. I promise you that,"

     A few tears escape Izuku's eyes and he swiftly wipes them away from view. "Yeah, of course..."

     "Have you told him this happened?"

     "No," Izuku admits.

     "Maybe you should, it might make you feel better."

     "Yeah, maybe," Izuku says and Todoroki nods his head.

     "Unfortunately, I have to head off. My dad needs me for some work at his hero agency. As much as I would like to skip, it's going to look well on my record and I've been needing practice with my left side,"

     "It's okay. Go train with your dad, I'll be here. And then back at school on Tuesday."

     "Okay. Let me know if you need anything,"

     "I will, thank you Todoroki,"

     "You're welcome," Todoroki says as he headed out. Izuku felt much better. He was less scared and more relieved that he had Todoroki to understand.

     Izuku stood up and walked into his room. He closed his door and laid down on his bed. Even though it was now the afternoon, he was still tired. Izuku closed his eyes and fell asleep.

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"You don't love him..." a voice whispered. Izuku looked around. He was surrounded by darkness. His feet flat on the black ground. He could see everything around him, including himself, but everything was dark. He was the light shining in that dark dark room.

In that dark dark room there was a sound close and near. A whisper to his right and left ear. Izuku walked slowly, very very slow. How long did he have to go? "Do you still love him?"

"Yes I do,"

"Then why did you leave him? What did he do?"

"I didn't leave him!" Izuku shouted with rage. All his hero journals fall with a scattered page. He moved out of the way stumbling to the ground. "Kacchan are you around?"

He was never found. Izuku started to walk. A quick pace at the start. He kept walking and walking as his soul was falling apart. "Is it still there?" the voice called out.

"What?"

"Hanahaki,"

There was no doubt. Izuku called out, shouted and screamed. No one heard a thing. Izuku was trapped, what was going to happen?

Right now he was trapped in... trapped in this cage. A mind that was broken and filled with rage. Izuku stopped abruptly, trying to think. He was confused until he saw the color pink.

One tiny little flower, orange and red, he thought this was all in his head. He walked closer to it and crouched down low, this little flower... what had it bestow? It was full of life, a vibrant hue. What was Izuku Midoriya to do?

Izuku watched as the flower kept growing, and he didn't know what was swimming through the air, but he didn't really care. His nose started to bleed, and he started to cry. Now... now he wanted to die.

Why was this happening? What was going on? This is something going far too long. "Calm down boy, what's the big problem?"

"You! You are, you senseless shit!"

"Now now, what a potty mouth you have, what would your mother say?"

"Go to hell! Screw you hanahaki! I know this is you!"

"You do?"

"Yes!"

"Okay, let's show you! Show you all the things you could have seen if you still loved, because this is exactly what you've been wanting to dream of!"

The surroundings around him started to change. Images and memories of the one he loved. "I still love him! I know I do... it's why I will never trust you. I feel it in my heart and in my soul, now please just go!"

"Izuku, look and see what you want. You crave everything you've desired,"

"What does that even mean?!" he shouted.

Suddenly he was dressed in a suit. Katsuki walked into the bedroom. "Tonight was great, I loved seeing your stupid cute face blush when I asked. Then you cried, like a crybaby,"

Izuku didn't know what to say. Katsuki slipped off his shoes by the dark brown dresser. Izuku just stood there, not knowing what to do. Katsuki looked older, and he did too.

"Deku, what's wrong?" Katsuki asked as he untied his light blue tie. Izuku didn't know what to say he just stood there, watching Katsuki. Katsuki walked over and messed with Izuku's red tie before undoing the soft fabric. "Should I have waited to propose?"

Izuku looked down at his finger on his left hand and almost cried. A beautiful golden band with a small diamond encrusted around it. Katsuki never knew how to quit. Izuku smiled and hugged his love. This was what he had dreamed of. Katsuki kisses his forehead and then his cheek, when would they reach their peak?

Katsuki slipped Izuku's tie off, and Izuku let it be. Right now he felt free. Even though he was scared, in this dimly lit room, he knew Katsuki would save him from any doom.

"Katsuki?"

"Uh hmm?" he hummed as a reply.

"Am I going to die?"

Katsuki cupped his face, and kissed his lips, "no" was his answer as Izuku slips. He slips onto the mattress, sitting on the end. Katsuki saunters over with his hand extend.

Let me show you beautiful, before you feel pain. I'll always love you in this flowery rain. Red petals started to shower them again. "Showering flowers..." Izuku mumbled loud.

"Flowering showers," Katsuki whispers. Katsuki in his white tux looking like a cloud. He unbuttons Izuku's tux, slowly and calm. Izuku's heart hammers as he tries not to cry, flowers hit his palm. Katsuki kisses his face and then his neck, almost like Katsuki was putting him in check.

He kissed his lips, so soft and sweet, Izuku was swept off his feet. He laughed and giggled, like his old self. Then he was pushed against a shelf. The two kissed, roughly but it was like magic. Right now I'm this moment, it wouldn't be tragic.

His kisses burned, but it was good, like a hot steamy plate. Izuku was the dinner and Katsuki the bait. Katsuki kisses his neck once again, he pulls down the black tuxedo and tosses it to the floor. Izuku could say no more.

Izuku fumbled with Katsuki's white suit, he looked at his boots. He smiled as they were shiny and clean, Izuku was reminded that he was a queen. Katsuki's lovely little prize to have.

Body's fleshed together and a knee in between, "Katsuki..." Izuku breathes and his body sings. The two lay on the bed, slightly undressed, "I feel so blessed,"

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Izuku woke up and he was in tears. He reached over for his phone and called Katsuki.

Katsuki wakes up to an annoying buzzing sound and he growls reaching over for his phone. He looked at the caller and snarled. Why the hell was Deku calling so late at night?

Katsuki picked up the phone and brought it up to his ear, "Dammit nerd, what's up?" he asked in a tired groan.

"K-Kacchan?" Izuku said sounding worried. Katsuki sat up in bed and looked over at his clock. 4:22 in the morning.

"What's wrong?" Katsuki asked slightly irritated and slightly worried.

"N-nothing, I just really needed to hear your voice..." Izuku said as he cupped a hand over his mouth to stop a sob from escaping.

"Deku, do you realize it's 4:23 in the damn morning? What's wrong?" he asked firmly.

"Can you come o-over tomorrow? Or I-I mean today?" Izuku desperately asked.

"Yeah, I can. I need to sleep though, and your ass should be sleeping too you little cute shit," Izuku laughed. Good, Izuku was feeling better.

"Please get some rest your shitty nerd. I'll be there later,"

"Okay Kacchan, thank you for listening to me ramble,"

"You barely said anything, but it's fine. Goodnight,"

"Goodnight..."

The call ended.

Katsuki was now worried. And he was pissed. Now he would go to sleep worrying about Izuku. He still had some learning to do, but that came with time. Katsuki closed his eyes and went to sleep, the night was quiet. Not even a peep.
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