Minho P.O.V:

I missed him.

Like, a lot.

We hadn't even dated for a long time but i felt empty, as if a part of my heart had been snatched away from me. It was weird because I was running away from him, evading interactions with him, when really, all I wanted to do was to keep him close to me. But that's what i had to do right? It was the right decision. For me, him and especially the baby.

"Hello mate."

I lift up my head to see Onew.

"Oh, Hey Jinki"

I watch as he sits next to me on the high shares of his workplace. I enjoyed coming here and sitting near the window when I was not with the others. It was a nice place to think and had a view to the people walking around.

"Haven't seen you in awhile."

"Oh sorry..Been..Busy."

"I see." He answers, not hinting at disbelief.

"Amber told me you know.."

"Huh? Told you what?" I frown.

"That you've been acting weird..Ever since the party at your house." He let's out a little sigh, almost inaudible, before facing me. Face still youthful, but eyes seeming worried and searching.

"I have?"

Onew chuckles and shakes his head.

"You know minho, i'm not the brightess when it comes to these things."

"What things?" I deadpan.

"About you and Taemin, Minho."

My eyes widden at him.

"H-Huh?"

"I heard how you guys had that one date and he left you for some reason. The closet doors aren't really as thick as you guys actually wanted them to be." He looks down at his hands shyly, almost embarrassed, but I knew it was not about what he had discovered but moreso the fact that he knew and hadn't admitted it till now.

"And I saw how Taemin kept glancing at you here and there, but you were even more obvious."

"I...Did the others also know then?"

"Haha, no. They kept asking me to move my big head so I was the only one who heard most of it since all they did was keep complaining."

I sigh. How did I not hear them.

"So what exactly is going on right now? You guys aren't talking?" He questions, worried look in his eyes once again.

"No.."

"Why though?"

"So i'm guessing you didn't hear everything that night huh?"

"Not really, the others were pushing and making too much noise whispering."

"Well.." I explain what happened. Everything from the first time I saw Taemin in the dance room, to asking him out and finding out about...his secret.

"Woah..I.."

"Yeah.." I chuckle. "Big stuff."

Onew sighs and ruffles his hair. He seemed in a daze. I honestly felt like I had taken his innocence from him.

"Honestly i didn't think it was this serious. And now that i hear this..." He bites his lower lip and seems to think for awhile.

"I'm not too good with relationships that's for sure. But i do know that you guys did have strong feelings for each other. It was obvious. Now for how to fix this problem, i'm sorry but i might be of no help there." he sighs smiling sadly.

I smile back.

"It's fine. I'm pretty sure there isn't a solution. I'll just have to... Get over it...i guess."

He sighs and mutters something under his breath. Something under the lines of 'and poor Taemin too.' Poor Taemin? He shouldn't miss me. He has a beautiful wife and a beautiful life ahead of him. Seriously I'm the miserable one here. I can't get him out of my head and i don't even know what my sexual orientation was before I met the guy!

"Minho, are you okay?" Onew pats my shoulder, examining my face.

"What? Oh yes, of course." I give a smile which let's his face relax inti a smike.

"Okay,good."

I smile and get an idea. I needed a mind change.

"Hey, want to go for a drink?"

Taemin P.O.V:

I hear something vibrating on top of the nightstand. I open my eyes to see my phone screen light up and the phone vibrating.I frown and pick up the phone.It wasn't a call but text messages, all from Minho.

"What the.." I sit up and look at the time. 1:32am. I open my messages seeing that more were coming in.

>WAKE TF UP TAEMINNIE

>Come doWNSTaIRs NOW!

> HURRY IM SERIOUS

>W A K E U P

>I WANNA DO UR MAKEUP WHEN U WAKE UP LALALALALALA

>I CANT RING OR ITLL WAKE UP YOUR FAMILY YOU KNOW

>AFREDTGVUILK?O

>TAEMINNINE

>I HABE TO TALK TO YOU

I frown and quickly head outside my house, as quiet as i can. And like the text messages stated, he was in fact front of the gates

"Minho?" I whisper opening the gates

"Oh Taeminnine! You actually came!" he exclaims and chuckles. He smiles brightly and hugs me as soon as the gates are opened, letting me smell alcohol he had obviously been consuming.

"Y-Yeah, what are you doing here?" i frown looking at him up and down. He was wearing gray jog pants and black shirt under a gray jacket and nikes. He almost looked as if he had just came from the gym or a quick run.

"I've come to see you, duuuuh." he chuckles.

"Right, but-"

"Aww, you're wearing my Adidas tracksuit!" he cooes pinching my cheek and looking at me up and down.

"Yeah...i've been wearing it to sleep.." i mumble. He chuckles and almost drops his whole body on him. I wasn't sure if he had heard what i just said but it didn't seem like it. I close the gates with a little struggle, trying to balance his weight and close the gates as quietly as possible making sure he would not fall in the process.

"Minho, we're going into my house so please be quiet ok?" i whisper to him.

"Alright, i'll be as quiet as a MOUSE." he giggles drunkily and i roll my eyes smiling a little. It was my first time seeing him drunk.

We get into the house quietly. And honestly i had a little difficulty with him putting most of his weight on me and his breath hitting my neck since he had let his head fall on my shoulder. We went up the stairs quietly enough and arrived into the guest room, in which I've been sleeping in, without getting caught. I close the door with my hand slowly turn on the bedroom lights, walk to the bed and let him drop on the bed.

"Damn Minho." i groan and crack my neck. He groans the side of his face on the bed.

"Don't curse Taemin, a pretty boy like you shouldn't curse."

I shake my head softly looking at him. This was not the time to be calling me pretty Minho.

"I'll be right back, don't move okay?" i warn him.

"Mmm, this bed smells like you." he slurs making me blush.

"Minho." i whisper yell wanting him to confirm he had heard what i had said about needing him to stay put. He frowns and nods his head.

"I'll stay put~"

I sigh and leave him in the room reluctantly. I go down the stairs and quietly made my way to the kitchen. Seriously what was he thinking? Tch, but he is a cute drunk.

I grab an empty glass and fill it up with cold filtered water.

"Taeminnie~"

I jolt up almost dropping the glass of water in my hand.

"Minho?!" I whisper aloud closing the faucet and looking at a grinning Minho making his way into the kitchen.

"What are you doing, i told you to stay upstairs." i slightly panic since he might've woken up one of the girls.

"You, sir, can't tell me what to do. I'm grown man. And not just that, but you have been sneaky and hurting my feelings Lee Taemin." he points out, frowning down at me.

I feel my heart sink. He was right, i couldn't tell him what to do..

"Minho, i-"

"Taemin?"

I panic and push Minho behind the kitchen center counter and make crouch down.

"Oh, hey Makise? Why are you awake?"i question Makise who had just entered the kitchen seeming slightly sleepy.

"Nothing. I heard you talking so..." she looks around the kitchen.

"Oh, i was talking to myself." i smile nervously.

Minho tries to laugh but i put my hand completely covering his mouth.

"I see..." Makise frowns looking at me suspicious. I drink my water trying to hint on the fact that i had come here to drink water. Her suspicions seem to fade as she smiles softly

"Well, going back to sleep..." She turns around and I let go of Minho who starts getting up.

"Actually Taemin?"

"Yes?" I raise an eyebrow pushing Minho back down just in time before she had completely turned around.

Makise opens and closes her mouth. She looks at the ground before speaking again.

"Nevermind. Goodnight." Mikase smiles before going back up the stairs. I sigh once i hear her door close upstairs and look back at Minho who was smiling goofily.

"You're really a troublesome drunk." I shake my head.

"Hey, maybe we could do something dirty since i'm already down here." he licks his lip eyeing my bottom region.

"W-What?"

"You know," Minho's hands reach for the back of my butt and makes me take a step towards him. "Things like this." he grins and places his lips on my left thigh sofly.

I gasp and before i know it my hand hits the side of his head.

"Ouch." he winces.

"Oh my gosh, i'm so sorry, you just- you made me nervous and that was a reflex so..." my heart was racing a mile an hour, and my face felt hot enough to challenge a high fever.

"It's fine." he groand using one hand to help himself up using the kitchen counter and the other hand to hit the hit spot.

"Okay, let me refill your water, i already have the painkillers in my room."

He rubs his forehead and i walk to the faucet, punching myself mentally for actually stopping him. I open the water so it can refill the glass again.

"I missed you." his voice comes strong and sturdy. I freeze feeling his arms wrap around my waist. He sounded a lot more sober then a few minutes ago.

"I..." i turned my head slightly to look at him as he placed his head on my shoulder.

"Taemin, the water is spilling." he chuckles and let's go of me.

"R-Right." I studder noticing the water over-filling the glass and turning the water off quickly. I hear him chuckle once more. Voice horse and just..tempting.

"Alright, let's go get you those painkillers." I breath in deeply and began walking my way to the stairs. Minho seemed a little bit more sober since he was able to walk up the stairs alone and quietly. We enter the guest room again and after he gets in i close the door behind us. He sits on the bed and i hand him the glass of water so i can go in one of the drawers of the night stand and grab the painkillers. I had been using them for a while. I sigh and take out two of the small pills handing it to him.

"Here."

"Thanks." he smiles and takes the pills. He brings the glass of water to his lips and in a quick second the water is already gone.

"I'm..I didn't want to disturb you like this..I'm sorry." he apologizes seeming embarrassed.

"No..It's fine." I smile. I also wanted to say "I'm happy to see you anyways.." or "I missed you too." but nothing came out. So i just looked at him looking at the ground. We were in silence for another minute when he suddenly chuckled.

"I was just going to come here and yell at you to be honest. Tell you how much i hated you, how i was hurt, then leave. " he ruffles the back of his neck then looks up at me. His eyes big, just like i remembered them. Big and beautiful, but also tired.

"But honestly i want to stay..." You know that moment when someone says something so important, which shocks you so much or sounds unreal, you began hearing their words as though they were being said from a distance?

"I understand i must look like a terrible person right now, hell i might be called a home wrecker in the long run but right now," it's like that day when he confessed to me and that everything else became irrelevant. "I really...Don't just look at me like that Taemin, honestly, i feel stupid just for-"

My legs took me to him. I needed him. I needed him to understand i felt the same way he did. And to shush him, and show him how i felt, I close my eyes and place my lips on his. His lips tasted of medicine and liquor. A strange combination yet i didn't mind. I suck at his bottom lip a little then look at him. He seemed surprised yet relieved. Which exited me and relieved me of some pain.

"I missed you too Minho.. a lot." I mumble before bringing my lips to his again. I try to kiss him as passionately as i could. I sit on his lap in a straddling way, putting my hands on his cheeks. He doesn't waste time this time around and places his hand on the back my head and wraps an arm around my waist to bring me closer. We had made out before but not this feverishly. Chills went all over my body as i felt his cold hands go under my shirt and touch my bare skin.

"Ah-" I moan before biting my lip. He looks up at me and grins, honestly making me very hot and bothered.

"That is not fair play Taemin." he chuckles and i look back at him dazed and confused.

"I came here to see you, we can't..You know...In your family's house." he leaves a soft peck on my neck and grins.

I nod, getting off of him and sitting next to him, blushing slightly. To say i wasn't disappointed would've been a great lie. Hell yeah i wanted to go further with him Minho but...I guess he was right, this was not the right place.

"You can sleep it off?" i question remembering the hump i had felt while sitting on his pants.

"Never done it, but i rather not get caught."

I chuckle and nod.

"Will you sleep over tonight?" i ask hopefully.

"I'm not sure..Is that a good idea?" he answer back.

"Of course it is." i bite my lip and smile slightly embarrassed. "I mean, you're already here and i mean..We'll just have to sneak you out early in the morning." i shrug looking at him.

"Are you sure we won't get caught?"

"Yeah." i nod. Although honestly i was not one hundred percent sure.

He looks around, seeming to think about it, before smiling at me. "Alright then..." He winks and i get off the bed smiling.

"Okay great."

He chuckles and gets under the covers of the bed.

"Well thanks Taemin. And sorry." he smiles apologetically.

"No problem."

I walk to the door and lock it. Then i turn off the lights letting the room be illuminated by some of the moonlight coming from the window.

"Wait, i don't get a goodnight kiss? I don't even get tucked in?" Minho jokes, yet i still feel he was being serious.

"For someone who's drunk, you sure have a lot of specific requests." I chuckle and head back to the bed.

"This is where i've been sleeping. So not only do you get a goodnight kiss, but a goodnight cuddle too. " I grin and slide under the covers, lying down and facing him. He scoots a little bit more to the side, side since it was a queen bed so big enough for the both of us, so that we are both in the middle. He looks at me smiling.

"This is bad Taemin...What you're doing to me." he whispers looking at me in the eyes.

I bite my lip and nod slowly.

"I know...I'm sorry..Just a little." i smile and kiss his lips.

"Here's your goodnight kiss."

He smiles and brings me closer to him, his strong arms wrapping around me.

"And my goodnight hug." i feel him smile although my head was placed on his chest. I could hear his soft heartbeats and that soothed me.

"Minho..um...goodnight."

"Goodnight Taemin." he yawns and kisses my forehead. I blush and smile to myself, feeling my eyes getting heavy.

"You know..." Minho says tiredly breaking the room's silence. "I don't think i'll be able to sleep it off when we're this close." he chuckles and it takes me a moment to know what he was talking about. I break into quiet laughter which slowly fades as i fall asleep in Minho's arms.

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AUTHOR NOTE: CUTE BISHES UGH