On rainbows we place each dream,
Coloured in pastel colors each fantasy,
I had a dream full of love and laughter,
Then it shattered,
All my colors lost,
Until all that was left was black and white,
A hollowness deep inside.

For the golden light I searched and searched,
And everytime I came close to the end of this empty cycle,
All I found was failure in disguise,
On the starting point once again,
Looking for something that could make me feel one more time.

I'll stitch a smile across my face,
To hide my hideous truth,
Because no one can ever understand,
I no longer feel anything the way I should,
Nothing holds meaning,
Each diamond just a facade,
Nothing seems worth,
The pain of moving on.

While in reality I stand on the dry sand,
I can't help but feel like I'm drowning,
While the sun shines down on me,
My insides are freezing,
Each beat of my heart slowly fading,
While I do nothing,
Because in the end I have learned to call the darkness my home,
In the end I don't want to be saved.