t a y l o r

I'm not jealous.

I'm not jealous.

I keep on telling myself over and over again like it's a fucking holy mantra. I'm jealous, who am I kidding? I have the tiniest bit of a crush on Harry, but he's a jerk and a player, and rude, and he's just so I don't know - handsome? hot? What am I thinking oh my goodness.

" You're not jealous? " Zayn butted in, erasing all my thoughts. A gasp escaped my mouth as I cover it immediately, excusing myself from Zayn. But he immediately got a grip on my wrist, turning me to him - it's like the scenes you see in movies, cliche much, Zayn?

" You're jealous of Kends because she had fun with Haz? " he asks lazily, his eyes burning into mine as he smirked smugly. " N-no! Of c-ourse not! " I bit my tongue, as I lower my head - silently cursing at myself for stuttering. He let out a humorless laugh, as he lift my head up sliding his index finger up on my chin.

" I'm not stupid Taylor " he said, his hot breathe fanning over my face. " I know.. " I muttered, sighing - looking over his shoulder - to avoid his eyes. " You know? Then why'd you lie? " he smirk once again, a grumpy emotion found it's way on my face.

" Ugh! It's just a stupid little crush Zayn, nothing more. Okay? " I release a huge sigh as I slap his hand away from my chin, but he held me again before I could even make a step.

" What now?! " I said grumpily, rolling my eyes.

" I like your smile, put it on " he smirks, as he lick his bottom lip - leaving me with a flirty wink. I don't know why but I smiled.

" Yours too, I like it - please always put it on " I smile at him, he just chuckled cutely as he disappeared from my sight.

" You're so flirty, you know that? " Harry's voice echoes, my smile turned into a frown. I look at him with a raised brow, as I crossed my arms on my chest.

" Shut up. " I roll my eyes, as I step back but he does what Zayn did, he holds my wrist and make me turn to him. " Why are you so blind? " he ask seriously.

Now I don't have an idea what's he talking about. When did I become blind?

" What the hell are you talking about? " I ask, retreating my arm from his grip. He release a huge sigh, before cowardly walking away from me.

" Never mind "

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h a r r y

" What the hell are you talking about? " she ask as she held her arm back from my grip. I release a huge sigh. I wanted to do things to her so badly, but I can't I'm too much of a coward.

Should I really tell her? Is it too early? What if she rejects me because I'm a jerk in her eyes?

Nervousness takes over my body as I walk away from her. " Never mind " I whisper.

I've decided, I'll push this feelings aside and focus on my career - it's just a stupid crush.

" Harry, wait. Please don't leave me confused." Taylor called out - as she walk towards me. I just smiled at her, " It's not important " I said, hoping that she would just leave me alone.

" If you say so " she said as she strodes her long legs away from my direction - she walks to the attendants' room - maybe to rest.

I heavily sigh, ruffling my hair in frustration. I never knew, confessing to some you like is this hard.

" Better luck next time H " Zayn laugh at my attempt. I punch his arm playfully as I laugh along with him. But deep inside, it hurts.

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written by -inverse
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