Static
We spoke
over the radio.
I perched cross-legged on one cloud-high peak
on a far-flung
orbiting rock
and imagined how the view
must look
from yours.
We listened - and others listened -
and our conversation
became a show.
I dropped my tone
and you raised yours,
our voices tesselating
so perfectly
that we sounded as if
we were touching;
that our hearts were beating to the
same drone;
that we were breathing the same
air.
You wouldn't have known
that we were hundreds
of thousands of miles
distant.
Can you just...
What is it?
I hear other voices sometimes. Talking to you. It's better when it's... just us.
I'm sorry.
But we both knew
that there was
(and is)
duty.
I don't think either of us quite heard
the first hiss of static.
It was a low, sibilant growl:
a bear
or a fox lying wait
in the space between us.
We neither of us wanted to hear it.
You're so good at this.
Thank you.
I mean - you're just... a natural.
But I don't know where it's going. This rock I'm on...
Don't.
But don't you ever worry? That it will spin away into nothing? That your voice will be lost out there?
Of course I do.
I had ideas.
That we could twist our words together
further.
I thought I could inspire you;
that each sentence could be molded
out of seamless, alternating
words -
if I just listened enough.
I'm sorry. I just don't...
What?
I can't stop it turning. It's spinning away from you, this rock of mine.
I didn't - I didn't mean for you to come to me...
Well I -
It's ok. Really. I don't want for you to. It's too far. Maybe we can...
There might be somewhere else. A place which isn't either.
Yes.
I don't want to tell you that I love the view from here. That I can't give it up.
And then the loneliest yuletide broadcast,
commemorating something
that means nothing all the way out here.
So merry-cheerful NICE -
stuttered -
and glitches -
I lost you for a minute. Were you... Did you go off-air?
No. No, I didn't.
It was a great show, anyway, wasn't it?
Yes. It was great. It'll only get better.
But the hiss was there now -
in every mo-men-tar-y gap.
We began to rush
to fill every space
our words coming altogether in overlongsentencesforsafety.
I feel... tired.
Me too.
The sun's going down here. I'm going to - I need a rest...
I still think it could run on. Once it rises again.
Maybe. I hope so.
And when I dozed for a moment
we were no longer speaking
the same language.
The hiss became a roar, and the
creature
was drowning us out.
That last time, I knew you could barely
understand me.
I'm - tootired. For this I don't - I'm reallysorry.
Oh. Nothat's - you're right it's. Not...
Work -ing.
There was the longest of silences before we signed off.
And then, in the faintest pause before
the static fell
I could have sworn I heard you
singing.
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