her

"  lotus,
my parents kicked me out. they
hate what i do and what i want in life,
i'm going to live with a friend until the tour.
i'm sorry for being an ass to you. it was never my
intention, love, speaking of, i should probably tell you:
i love you. sorry for not saying it earlier. first show's here,
 at the big ass center three blocks further away from chérie
last show's also there, on june 3rd. i want to see you, front row.
also, look out your window. with all my love, south, east, north, west."

and i shakily open the curtains,
seeing a picture shoved into a side
of the window. it takes my breath away.
it is a picture of me kissing his cheek,
after we had performed.

-

him

i wish i can see
her one last time,
where i'd piece all her
flaws together, completing
the puzzle of her beauty.

all i can do is hope
that she comes to see me.
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next one's the last. then there'll be an epilogue.