Smut warning! 🚨
This will  be a m/m situation. If that offends you, then just go to the next chapter.
This chapter also includes an adulterous affair. Same as above, if that offends you then proceed to the next chapter. There's also very foul language.
Enjoy!

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"Baby, we got to talk!"

Hearing Baron say those words brings me to a full on panic!

Miracle is sitting and eyeing each of us. She's extremely nervous and I'm completely petrified.

What my brothers and parents don't realize is that I have yet another secret to reveal to Miracle after we drop this bomb shell.

I met with Marcus today.

Just after breakfast he sent me a message.

Meet me by the river.

Marcus

That one simple line sent me running to the rivers edge, worry consumes me, thinking he may be in some sort of trouble. Once I arrived there I saw him standing by the water. To me he is a beautiful specimen. Longing fills my heart but I no longer feel the same passion.

He turns when he hears me approach him. The wind is blowing, his hair is  in his face. I want to reach out to put it back in place. I resist the urge and put my hands in my pockets.

"What do you want Marcus?" Trying to make my voice sound a bit demanding but it comes out as anguished and strained.

Marcus fidgets bouncing left to right on his feet. Waiting patiently for him to answer, I divert my attention to the river. I don't want to look into his eyes.

"I needed to talk with you. It's about Farrow." He says in a very low tempo. Why would he want to talk to me about his mate? The thought alone crushes me more.

"What about him?" Honestly, I could care less about Farrow or his problems.

"I'm worried about him, he's been acting strange. We got into a huge fight after the ball. He took off and I don't know where h-he is." Not understanding how this is my problem, I just shrug.

"He will come back, if he cares for you he will return. Is that all?" He doesn't see how this is effecting me. That or he just simply doesn't care. Either way I just feel the need to leave.

He steps closer to me, looking me in the eyes, he places his hand on my jaw.

"I miss you Talon." Leaning into his touch. Feeling his rough and calloused hands, I close my eyes. The conflicting emotions I feel are tearing me apart. Backing away from him, catching my breath. I look back into his beseeching eyes.

"We can't." I choke out. Denying myself the one thing I once so long for. He exhales, dropping his hand. His eyes never leave me.

"We can Talon if you would only give it a chance. I can't understand how you could share your mate but not able to share me? It doesn't make sense." He keeps his tone at a steady rate. But I can hear his sadness.

"It's different. You don't seem to understand." Marcus places his hands on his hips. He takes another step closer to me.

"Explain it me. Make me understand." He demands. Wanting me to lay all the cards on the table open to him.

"What do expect Marcus? For me to be with Miracle and have you and Farrow on the side? I'm sure she'll go for that. To have her feel pain every-time I fuck you! It would rip her to pieces! I can't do that to her. I won't!" Screaming at him, he doesn't flinch or step away. He stands his ground.

"You as well I know that you can put a spell on her where she wouldn't feel a damn thing! So try another excuse. Because to me Talon," he pokes me in the chest "You are just running scared! You don't want to admit it! You want to be with me! You love me! So tell me Talon, why, why can't you be with me?" The anger he's displaying now how's me doing a double take. 

Why? Am I scared? Yes, undoubtedly I am. Knowing deep down that I love Miracle I couldn't do that to her. I don't want to do that to her. I may want Marcus, I may even still love Marcus, but I'm no longer in love with Marcus. It's not worth jeopardizing what I have with Miracle. What we have.

"I love her, I can't do that to her." Explaining the best way I can. He's trying to break me into two different people.

"You love me too Talon, so why can't this work?" Turning away from him, my gaze goes back to the river.

"I love you Marcus but I'm in love with Miracle." He sucks in a deep breath. Watching him now, he seems shocked. He brings his hand to his chest to cover his heart, like he can feel it actually breaking.

"We...we could of made this work. We could of still been together. I still want to be with you. If you're in love with her maybe she loves you just as much. If so, then maybe...just maybe if you explain our situation to her...she will allow you to be with me. It's not like she doesn't share you already." Does he really think this how it will work? Does he really think Miracle or me will go for that? It stupefies me.

"Are you seriously thinking that? What is wrong with you? That would never work Marcus," approaching him, I grab his shoulder "And I don't want it to. Go find Farrow, make up with him and live a happy life. Go be with your mate." He raises his head to me. There's sorrow on his face that reflects in his eyes. Marcus grabs my face, pulls me to him and kisses me. Desperately trying to keep me near.

I know I should push him away. I know I should stop this. Instead I kiss him back. Grabbing a fistful of his hair, I deepen the kiss. Because if this is to be our last one, I want it to mean something, to last. To be our goodbye.

Our tongues clash, his viral taste has me moaning. Pulling him closer to me I grind my hips into his. My desire is on overload. All I can think of, is him. The way he touches me, caresses me, and loves me has me wanting to fuck him raw. He reaches his hand lower, going into my pants, he grabs my hard member, stroking it back and forth. I'm losing all of my control. I don't stop him.

Reaching down for his, I pull his hard dick out of his pants. I began stroking him roughly. Breaking from the kiss, I kiss his jaw then neck. I bite down on him, leaving a hickey in its wake. While I'm forcefully yanking on his cock. He's sliding up and down my shaft. My balls tighten, it all goes extremely fast. I blow my load all over     
I continue to stroke him while I fall to my knees. Placing his cock in my mouth, I bob up and down. Going faster with each deep throat thrust, I grab his balls, rubbing them while I gag on his dick. He screams out my name, cumming all in my mouth. I swallow it all down. Wiping my chin I look at him. He has a wide smile on his face, in the mist of ecstasy. The sudden guilt hits me like tsunami.

Getting off my knees, I put my cock back in my pants, looking anywhere but at him. I just cheated on Miracle,  how am I going to live with myself. How am I going to tell her? Did she feel the pain of the encounter? Damn how could I be so stupid!

"See, we can be together Talon, that was fucking awesome. You're so good at sucking me off, that mouth is golden!" Every word that leaves his mouth is like a shot in the gut.

"I-I just cheated on her." I say it lowly, still not looking him in the eye.

"She will understand Talon. Just explain it to her. Tell her what you really want. Tell her you want me." What I really want is to turn back time and for this not to happen in the first damn place.

"I don't want you! I fucking want her!now I just fucked it up by being with you! She will never forgive me! Are you happy now?" I scream at him, he just laughs menacing.

"If you truly wanted her like you say you do you would not be here with me! You wouldn't have sucked me off! You loved it! You wanted it! You crave me just like I do you! Why do you fight this so hard?" Screaming loudly, he stops to to take a breath, then walks up beside me "why don't you go give your mate a big fat kiss? Let her taste me all in your mouth. Let her know what you really want. Which is my big fat cock in that pretty little mouth, or in your delectable  ass. Hell she can even join in. I wouldn't mind licking her sweet cunt." That's all it took.

I punched him right in the face. My anger at him and at myself coming out with every blow.

By the fifth punch, I realize what I'm doing. Falling back on my knees, I sit back, then cry. At this point I don't even know what I'm crying for. That I cheated and lost Miracle. That my morals went out the window. That I still crave Marcus. It didn't matter I just cried. We both hear stomping feet come toward us.

Turning I see Malik and Lucias. They're both running toward us at high rate speed. Getting on my feet I leave Marcus on the ground. Bloodied and bruised.

"What the hell is going on!?" Lucias ask us but I can't express my thoughts.

They both look back and forth between me and Marcus. He's getting up from the ground, wiping blood from his face. He stumbles then looks at my brothers. Laughing.

"I just cum all in Talons mouth while he jerked me off. Now he's pissed it happened." Malik and Lucias both glare at me, turning on my heels I try to walk off.

"You're not going anywhere. Marcus leave this place and don't return," Malik demands him, he grips my arm and walks me away from Marcus. "Explain, please tell me what he says isn't true." His eyes are pleading.

Lucias looks at my bleeding knuckles then back to me.

"It's true, isn't it? You cheated on Miracle?" It's not really a question besides I think he know the answer anyway.

"So we're not only have to drop one secret, now she has to deal with this one too? What the fuck Talon? Now she will leave us! You fucked it up for all of us!" Mother fucker I know I did! But how can I explain it to them. They wouldn't understand. Hell I don't even understand.

"I'm sorry." Is all I can muster out of my stupid mouth. They both step away from me. Looking at me like I just grew two heads. Even more guilt consumes me knowing I just fucked it up for them as well.

"That's not going to cut it! You don't fucking deserve her!" Lucias yells and he's so damn right. I don't deserve her. I've done nothing but hurt her. I will never be able to make up for this.

"I suggest you go get cleaned up. We have a meeting to attend. We can discuss this after." Malik tells me stoically as they both turn from me and leave. With a look of disgust all over their faces.

Looking back over my shoulder I don't see Marcus anywhere. Dropping my shoulders I make my way to a bathroom.

Maybe I'm the one who should leave. We're all worried about Miracle leaving us, maybe it should be me. I let my passion overload my mind and got carried away. There's nobody to blame but myself. My regret consume me, I decide I need to just face this head on. Unload all the secrets and now the adultery. Then do whatever I have to, to earn her back, her trust and love. It won't be easy, that I know, but I'm determined to show her just how much I regret it and how much I truly do love her. Then maybe she will eventually learn to trust and love me again.

Someday!

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