Caged
Some cages are built from the inside out.
Prologue:
As classmates a young co-ed and a late-to-college guy in his mid-twenties began the same program of literary studies together. From the outset it was clear that they shared a strong mutual attraction. However, his married with a young child status posed a large obstacle to any notions of their entering into a romance. Over the course of several long and unusually candid conversations, the pair eventually resolved to be friends of the not too close kind since neither wanted to be pegged as pathetically unrequited. For the next three years they observed and participated in each other's intellectual development. Nonetheless, with very like minds and frequent daily proximity, their feelings for one another bred an increasingly irresistible tension. During the final semester of their schooling, with certain separation looming, the two relented and engaged in an affair that they vowed would end with graduation. Remarkably, despite severe heartbreak, they both managed to honor their pact with grace and following commencement went their independent ways . The end of the couple's liaison was the impetus for the accompanying piece.
in the delphic depths
of this new moon past
a shiver
nibbled at my spine
and told me in its chilling way
today would end your coming
we have only now
to bundle our belonging
against an aged autumn's breath
that soon
shall have its way with us
as leaves flung 'cross the grass
cornered by sunlight
half asleep
curling up inside my dreams
when first you lingered at the rail
so swollen in your youth
and sleek about your look
something sailed
between us then
that tugged the hairs around my neck
enough to stiffen every muscle tight
with blood pound from a heart
taken by surprise
days on end
it was your custom
to stand beneath the oak
watching as I paced
knowing everything
knowing nothing at all
and odd evenings
after all had left
to reach between the bars
with stroking hands
that felt like freedom
on my face
everywhere
branches scrape
against the rolling sky
until a sudden stillness
lets your racing footsteps
trail into the night
the globes along the walk
wear their frosted rainbows
shimmering in the icy air
as the creature sways
in rhythm
with the stars
Epilogue:
A little over a year after their parting, the once lovers crossed paths by sheer happenstance. Each freely admitted to sorely missing their former relationship. So they promised one another, come what may, to maintain their exceptional connection. Over the span of the next thirty-seven years they exchanged letters, eventually e-mails and now and then a few telephone conversations. She was married through thirty-four of those years until her husband unexpectedly died. After his passing, for whatever reason, there came no further word.
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