"Bo-di come here, i don't know where to go now. do you have any idea?" friend wraps arm around my shoulder and i frown

"i told you too many times to not call me that"

"why? you're younger than me, or... is there only someone you let to call that?"

his words hits something inside me, yes i had before but not anymore. i have nothing more but only sweet memories about thin, naughty boy who colored my childhood days

"let's ask someone ok?" i stop the pretty girl, who just walked through us and ask politely "excuse me, we're sent from the school for the special program. gonna take month course here, by any chance do you know who we can talk to?"

she greets us and hesitates a little "not sure, wait... hey Zhan come here" she calls someone and my heart skips beat for a second, hearing the familiar and missed name. no way, it can't be him. 

"yes, what is up?" tall, slim figure stands in front of me and i feel scared to look at him. she explains and he answers too but i'm unable to hear as sound of my heart is louder than their voices. 

"Yibo, what is wrong" friend shakes me and finally our eyes meets. it's him, just more grown up and... beautiful. it's been five years already, sure he changed. so? why don't you smile Zhan and hug me? i wait but he just stays still and after a while is stretching his hand out to shake mine. holding it he pulls me a little closer and pats my shoulder

"so you're the smart kids from the school? nice to meet you and good luck" he smiles widely but it's the first time i feel hurt by that. our greeting was totally usual between two guy friends or just someones who getting to know each-other but... his scent i could catch for just second, made me shiver and willing to chase his warm body. how could you forget me? did i change this much or was never important for you from the beginning? 

he just wraps arm around girl's shoulder and leaves like that, following my friend i can't concentrate on anything, thinking only about him. the feeling i got seeing Zhan touching someone what it can be called? i was always possessive about him before too, but it was just childish behavior, like afraid someone takes our favorite toy away. and guess it happened, i lost him forever, he's gone like last snow...

"Yibo, we're done for the today let's go"

"mn" i nod but still something stops me

"you can leave first ok? i got something more to do, don't wait for me"

"ok, see you later" he walks away and i sigh looking back to college again, suddenly i can feel someone's breath at my ear and hear husky voice too 

"we have same way, why won't we go together?" I turn back and it's him again, so close yet so far

"same? i can't remember telling you my address"  i frown and Zhan grins, forcing me to move. we walk side by side silently for a few minutes and just feeling his closeness makes me happy. he stops on the bridge and i realize it's already evening, slowly darkening around

"is something wrong?" i ask and can't even finish, when Zhan suddenly holds my face and tightly grabs my cheeks

"you" i yell and he starts laughing loudly, even his shoulders shaking. unable to say more i just keep watching him, thinking how man can be this cute and beautiful

"gotcha" he smiles again and softly calls "little happiness" 

"thought you didn't remember me" i whisper and feel my chin starts trembling, no yibo please. you can't cry in front of him, no matter how much you want to do it

"i had really hard time to play you know? it was my revenge"

"revenge?"

"mn, for leaving me without saying anything"

"i left the letter for you"

"so? could i hug or kiss it? you're bad kid" he pouts and my heart melts. suddenly i feel wetness on my lips and his stare froze on them too. moving his hand Zhan carefully touches it and my eyes widens

"Yibo, how is that possible?" he amusedly asks and i can see little snowflake on Zhan's finger "you're back to me and it's snowing again like before, does this mean something?"

"maybe yes or maybe not" i want it to do gege, i want with all my heart

"so my Bo di deserves the reward now, what can it be?" pulling me closer he plants soft kisses on my both cheeks as before and i feel dizzy from too much tease. what is wrong with me? the way he acts brings sweet memories back, when i loved to be kissed by him this way but... this time it's kind of uncomfy for me. wanna be close and at the same time it scares me too.

"you blush again, how cute" he giggles and i can't stop myself but cup his face

"Yibo?"

"i feel cold, you're warm"

"gosh, why don't you wear warm gloves? so foolish from you. you aren't kid anymore to go out dressed thinly like that"

"but you still treat me like one" even the way he scolds me, i missed it

"let me warm you" he takes my hands between his palms and blows on it. his pink lips cutely moves and i feel like crying again, what the hell is wrong with you Yibo?

"let's go to my place"

"what?"

"my dorm is near and roommate left for a week. so you can stay there for tonight"

why not? it won't be first time anyway, i nod and start walking. he follows and still holding my hand, places it in his pocket "we both will warm this way"

big, beautiful snowflakes fell on us and melts away in blink of an eye. our shoulders slightly touches and everything is too quiet and peaceful around, i am willing this moments to last forever. 

"Yibo" he hesitates "are you gonna leave again soon?"

"mn"

"this time don't do the same ok? at least say goodbye and give your number  so we can contact each-other"

"ok"

"losing precious friend like you, it hurts you know?" we enter his dorm and take off our shoes. he gives me warm slippers and boils the water searching for something in the cupboard

"my roommate loves to drink tea, i'll make one for you"

"what about you?"

"usually i don't do healthy things. drink only alcohol?" he laughs, but noticing my serious face his lips immediately closes and sits down "i know, i know. same fucking idiot"

"stop it"

"i see, you still don't like hearing me curse"

"not that, taking yourself  this unseriously. only you can change yourself and your life, i can give only advises but at the end it's up to you"

"I wonder now who is older between us"

"You're..." I pause, searching for right word "very special for me, long time no see but it feel like we were never separated"

"Ok, ok i'll try" Zhan nods but i know he doesn't care. i walk to window and stretch my hand out to catch snowflakes, cold breeze caress my face and i feel warm body touching me from the behind 

"done" Zhan whispers and hands me cup with hot tea in it "tastes well?"

"mn" 

"Yibo, let's talk"

"we're already"

"no, about you, about me. it's been five years, i'm sure we have much to tell"

i nod and deeply stare in his pure eyes, why can't we talk... about us?

Here is a little, first snow too at my place but sadly it came without Yibo 😅 guess he busy cuddling with Zhan 🥰  Hope you're enjoying 😊