I get off from the car and quickly run between buildings. if he won't wait? if he thinks i won't come? if he is hurt?  if he cries? my heart already breaks from this thoughts and hasten my steps. reaching there i catch my breath and ... Yibo is there, standing at the garden light as before, looking up to sky, i watch him and sweet memories comes back in my mind  

"Zhan gege" Yibo smiles and points at me "you're like sun, when other people are like garden lights"

"ha? what do you mean?"

"they both can brighten our ways, but only sun can warm us" he comes closer and holds my hands "only you... can give me warmth i need" i laughed thinking this was some childish comparison but his words always carried something too deep. 

i wondered, being warmest human being himself why he was always chasing after someone like me, and now i know, cause for him... i'm the only one on the earth, who can warm his huge heart. The fact we knew each-other from the almost childhood doesn't makes me feel uneasy anymore but i feel lucky to have known Yibo this long. He knows everything about me, all my silly secrets, flaws, fears. He is the one who made me as decent person, who loves me the way i really am. Without any expectations, without trying to change me, he just simply loves me. stop thinking you aren't worth, stop thinking you can't make him happy Zhan, maybe you aren't perfect but... but for Yibo, you're the only right one. 

It's them standing there... Little and grown up Yibo together and i choose both. The soft and lovely baby who still lives inside him and the strong, handsome man who... Who i want to be mine, who can always protect me, who i already belong to... With all my body, soul and heart... The regret for taking this long fills my heart and i call loudly

"Bo di, my Bo di"

Yibo turns back and even from afar i notice his cheeks going up, he smiles, he is happy. Without waiting more i run towards him and Yibo opens his arms, being overly excited i hop on him and  wrap my long legs around his waist,  Yibo stumbles but quickly catches my back and i tightly hug his neck

"You came gege" he whispers and hugs me back, we stay like this for a while until he removes one hand from my back and suddenly i feel wetness on his neck, is this?  "first snow" i throw my head back and huge, beautiful snowflakes lands on my face. No this was never coincidence in our life, everything was fate from the beginning. yes, the first time we met, we're already fated to be together... The second time it was already true love filling Yibo's heart and now... Finally it's the moment i realize my feelings too and our hearts becomes one. 

"sure i did, you scared this silly gege to death" I run my fingers in Yibo's hair and softly kiss his forehead, he smiles and i take chance to touch his chubby cheeks too, planting countless kisses on his whole face, at the end Yibo cutely pouts and parts his lips

"You wrote to me, at the moment i can steal first kiss from you, i have to..."  

"you still not" He frowns but i cover his lips with my finger and move my face closer, whispering at his ear "I love you, gege loves you... I love you, I love you"  he stares at me with wide open eyes, still unable to believe what he just heard. his chin starts trembling and tears drops from his sparkling eyes, first time he cries in front of me, but now.. this is tears caused by happiness. this boy... How much cute and adorable he can be?

"Look at you" i wipe his face and shake my head "this crybaby"

"Don't call m..." He starts but can't finish as i suddenly press our lips together, Yibo freezes from the shock, but i keep slowly caressing his lips with mine and he suddenly shivers almost crushing my body in his arms. Devouring my lips he nibbles and licks on them and i moan from unfamiliar pleasure. Snowflakes falls on us and i don't know anymore what causes wetness on my cheeks, them or Yibo's tears. He sobs between kisses and warms my whole face with burning lips

"Gege, my precious gege" his voice filled by too much adoration makes me dizzy and i cup his face, whispering sweetly

"You asked me and i have my answer. You... You're my everything Yibo... you're my happiness, my only happiness" he looks too satisfied i didn't add little and i laugh, squeezing his cheeks "yes you aren't little anymore, you're my giant happiness"

"So you, you really..." He still can't talk properly and joins his hands under my thighs to make me sit comfier "really love me?"

"If you're going to cry again, i won't tell you"

"You tease me" he pouts and i'm capturing his lips again. Getting the taste it's really hard now to stop, he is still in the daze and now it's me taking advantage on him "maybe you're going to regret soon" i laugh and finally jump down, still not separating from his body "this gege won't let go off you anymore"

"as i said before, all yours" he smirks and rubs my hands  "Aren't you cold?"  Yibo opens his warm coat and pulls me closer, wrapping it around my body, we can both fit and it makes me smile "you aren't little chick anymore, hidden in my jacket"

"Mn, Yibo is the one now, who is going to take good care of the gege" He pauses and takes something from his pocket "actually i came here well prepared, somehow was sure you would come and..."

"what is this?"

"maybe you gonna say i'm still very young, inexperienced. that maybe it won't work, that it's too early but... only few nights and mornings spent with you and i'm already sure. i want the same to happen everyday, i want your face as the last and  first view before closing and after opening my eyes for the whole life. so gege... Do you agree to live with me?"

"Yibo" He shows me the rings and pats the ground by feet nervously, i wasn't really expecting for the propose but... it really fills my heart with the happiness. yes i want him too, next to me for the whole life.

"Aren't you going to put it on me?" His face brightens and gently holds my hand, putting the ring on my finger. I do the same and he softly kisses my palms

"We can live in your flat or rent new one? And Olaf, can he live with us too?  if you don't mind" he looks at me with pleading eyes and i immediately agree on living with two puppies. gosh this all happened in just few minutes, am i really not dreaming?

"It's cold, let's go to home Bo di" i entwine our fingers and look at the rings "our home"

"So this is our first day as lovers or maybe already hubbies?" Yibo blushes and pecks on my lips "gege"

"mn"

❤️"DIDI AI NI"❤️

*****

As soon as we're in the room, Yibo turns on the heater and takes my jacket too, hanging them on the chair

"Too much snow no? We're totally covered"

"Mn, it's too beautiful but still very cold, i'm freezing" i lay down on the rug and place my head on Yibo's lap. He starts playing with my hair and lovingly stares at me.

"We're always meeting at the winter, from now on i'll spend all the seasons with you. Other than the first snow we can watch first fall together too, enjoy eating ice cream too"

"Some people eat it at the winter too"

"No way, you'll hurt your throat" he pouts and i nod with laugh

"Ok, ok. Gege will be very obedient boy" i pet his face and his eyes softens even more "bo di"

"Mn"

"Gege is very sorry for taking this long, for hurting you, for causing your tears"

"It's all gone, having you in my arms all painful memories is gone already" he smiles and rubs my lips with his thumb. The way he swallows so often, the way he scans my body, the way his chest highly moves up makes me guess Yibo wants me and even just imagination makes my face burning. he gets startled like before and is going to move away but I cup his face and slowly say "i know how long you waited, gege knows how much you love me and... i'm really yours now...i will never push you back anymore,  You can touch me, you can feel me, you can... whatever"

"Can i?" He shivers and i change the position, lying under me now Yibo holds my waist between his huge palms. The desire runs thought my body and slid my fingers on his neck,  Yibo looks up at me with lusting eyes and i start unbuttoning his shirt, one by one... Slowly. The more his bare skin explores the more my body reacts, bending down i kiss his neck, my lips tastes his softness, his flavor makes me dizzy and he gasps, roughly pulling my hair

"Gege" Yibo lowly moans and buries his face in my neck, he breaths heavily and wets me with his tears "mine, only mine, forever mine, mine" he whispers and suddenly with one fast movement tops over me. Our bodies presses together and he softly caresses my face. The love i can read in his eyes almost makes my heart hurt, i nod and catch his nape

"only yours"

He smiles and slides fingers under my shirt, this time his touches isn't just tease but it makes me feel unfamiliar pleasure, i can't even realize when we're left totally naked, wrapped around each-other, the way his lips tastes every inch of my body, the way his hands slowly moves on me, the way he treats me like something too soft and breakable. fear he feels to not hurt me makes me even more in love. 

"you're, you're unbearable beauty, you're too tasty, ahhh gege you're my heaven" Yibo whispers with drunk voice at my ear and even only hearing these words makes me to moan loudly, i arch my back to chase his body, to not cut the contact between us even just for one second, he groans when we finally become one and marks me all over my body, Yibo's  movements becomes fierce as can't hold his lust anymore and unable to stop myself i let out shameless sounds, gosh when love and desire combines can something be more beautiful and enjoyable than this? i hold his sweaty face and smile with all my heart

"I love you, I want you, I adore you, my only Bo di" 

"gege" his hot lips chases mine and we hardly catch out breath after experiencing too strong pleasure together.

Yibo rests his head on my chest and joins our fingers. i lean my cheek on his hair and close eyes. just this one moment...just this one feeling made my whole life worth. sliding my body a little down i hold his chin and Yibo looks into my eyes confusedly

"it's just i missed you... already" i blush on my own silly words and Yibo starts happily laughing, holding my waist tightly 

"if gege keeps acting cutely like this... i won't be this gentle next time" he smirks and suddenly squeezes my booty, i gasp and hit his hand

"you..."

"told you ya" so he meant this? i hide my blushing face in his chest and smile shyly. we stay awake for the whole night, just talking, holding, feeling, cuddling each-other. and the realization this is how our whole life gonna be makes us cry from the happiness...

I don't know, this was too much or too little but I really tried to make it sweet and hot too at the same time. Without writing smut 😊 this already seems like good ending but hope you won't mind if I write one more chapter about one simple day from their future life  🥰