Seokjin's Pov:

I don't think in my entire life my heart has beat as fast as it was now when Taehyung asked me for the condoms, I thought maybe he was playing, but he wasn't. I kept trying to remind myself that I asked for this; it's what I wanted. I wanted to have my first time with him, but I didn't realize he was so big.

I have never put even a finger in my hole because I didn't think it could fit, and now with seeing him naked, I know for sure he won't fit, but I guess that's why lube is essential and is needed because I think we are going to need the whole bottle.

My wish was for my first time to be without a condom, Jimin had explained how great it was to have sex without condoms. But he said because I wasn't on birth control, I should always make sure I have condoms with him, hence why he gave me a box filled with condoms. He also gave me some unique ones, I didn't know what they were really, but some were fire and ice, tingling pleasure condoms. I will have to ask Taehyung about what they do.

"Are you okay with me being naked like this?" Taehyung motions to himself as I was sitting on the bed, contemplating everything.

Nodding my head, I smiled at him. I was very okay with it. He had a sexy body; in his clothes, he always looked good, but without clothes, he looked even better and more intimidating.

He walked over to me making swallow and my heart beat faster, "Seokjin, I will repeat this, we don't have to do this now if you want to wait, we can."

I looked up at him and then down at his member, I wasn't sure which one I wanted to say yes to, so I decided on both. "I want to give myself to you tonight."

"Okay, you can't take that back now."

"I won't." I felt excitement and nervousness stir in me.

He didn't say anything as he pulled me to stand up, "take off your shirt."

"Can you take it off for me?" I questioned while looking back at him.

He smiled and licked his lips, "you are-" he didn't finish his sentence, he only leaned his head back and chuckled.

Looking back at me, he reaches down to the hem of the shirt and quickly takes it off me and throws it to one side of the room.

I felt someone self-conscious being entirely naked in front of him, but he pulled me into a tight hug, "you are so beautiful, thank you for allowing me to be the one, I promise I will take care of you." he releases me from his arms, and rests his hands on my shoulders, "tonight is all about you, if I do something and you don't like it, tell me, communication is important for us tonight, it will help me know if you are having a hard time or if you are okay. We won't rush anything, so please speak up, I want to make tonight as special as I can make it for you, okay?"

He was speaking so soft as if I was a baby, I don't think I will ever regret choosing him as my first. "Okay, I promise to speak up, and thank you."

"No, no, I should be the one say thank you," he whispered and pulled me close to him and kissed me on the lips, gently and slow at first, which only made me feel more needy, wanting more of the kiss. His hand reached around the back of my head, and he deepened our kiss. His tongue requested access into my mouth, which I gladly gave, and he flicked it eagerly around the inside of my mouth. I moaned into the kiss as his hand pressed our bodies closer together.

His tongue searched for mine, and he devoured my tongue. I didn't know when he released his hold on the back of my head or my waist, but I gasped into the kiss, as I felt myself being lowered onto the bed. He was on top of me on the bed, I could feel his erect member pressing into my stomach, and our kiss only got more intense.

It felt as though my heart was no longer beating in my chest, but down below, there was an aching feeling and needful desire to be touched there.

His hands found their way to the side of my thighs, and he stroked his fingers up and down them, making me push up against him, wanting less of his teasing and more of him.

He began thrusting his tongue into my mouth and sucking on my lips, causing me to moan deeply into the kiss. I don't ever recall him kissing me like this, I wanted more of it. I love the feeling, I love how his fingers felt against my skin. Wrapping my arms around his neck, I pulled him even closer, wanting to let him know I was enjoying every bit of it.

After what seemed like hours of kissing, Taehyung pulls away, his lips were swollen, and mines felt like they were too, he looks at me and smile. "You are amazing."

I didn't know what to say to his comment, so I only watched as he got off the bed and walked over to his bag. Removing something out of it and then to the table where I layed out the box with condoms, Jimin had given to me. He picked up and walked over to me. "come here, I want you to put this on for me." he waves the condom in his hand, and my eyes widen.

I never put a condom on before. "I will guide you," he says with a smile as if he could read my mind.

I sat up and took the wrapper from him and examined it. Taking my time, I ripped it open, using my fingers; I spread the packet open and remove the condom. It felt weirdly moist; I assume it was based with lubricant.

"Here." he holds his member between his finger, pushing it forward to me making me pull back a bit. "he won't hurt you, you can touch him." he had a smirk on his face.

I think he can, but I wasn't going to say that. Gaining some courage, I reached forward with the condom in my hand and used my other hand to touch his member, wow, he felt good, I wished I could wrap my hand around it fully. He was really hard, it made me feel good in a certain way to know he was like this because of me. I wasn't alone in this.

I took my time, hoping not to show that my hand was shaking and placed the condom over the tip of his member. "Squeezed the tip of the condom and then roll it down," he commented, and I did as he said. It went on smoothly, a lot smoother than I would have expected.

"You did great, now lay back on the bed." wait, we are really going to do it now? I questioned in my head but didn't hesitate to lay back on the bed.

He spread my leg open wide, and the self-conscious feeling returned, I brought my hand and covered my stomach as I felt weird just laying on the bed with his eyes on me while I was naked.

He didn't say anything but bend down, disappearing between my legs. "tell me if anything hurts, okay. Or if I am making you uncomfortable." he peaks up and looks at me.

"Okay," I whispered out and turned my eyes to look up at the ceiling. I shift a bit when I felt his hand on my member, he stroke it slowly as if he was giving me a massage. My eyes then widen, when I felt something warm and wet touch the tip of it, he was, oh my gosh, he is giving me a blow job.

I couldn't compose myself, and my hands fell from my stomach and pulled at the sheets on the bed. He was sucking gently at first. Then he withdrew his lips, and his tongue flicked over my tip before taking the tip into his mouth and sucking it again. I moaned out loud as his hand began squeezing my balls one at a time. His lips wrapped firmly around the tip of my member, and then he took me all the way in, bobbing his head up and down. I was not able to keep quiet, my stomach was in knots.

He removed the mouth, making me suddenly disappointed and then looked up at me, licking his lips. He didn't say anything but picked up the bottle, which I realize had the lube in it and opened it, squeeze a generous amount into his hand. I watched as he stroke over his member and looked at me.

It was an absolute sin to look as good as he did while doing that. I felt even needier, watching him applying more lube to his hand and disappearing between my legs again. His mouth found it's way on my member. This time, I felt his finger rubbed against my hole, and my body tensed, but he didn't stop. His finger rubbed circles around it, making me relax, but with anticipation in the pit of my stomach.

He was driving me crazy with his mouth and tongue working my member and his finger teasing my hole, I didn't know something exist that could feel so good. I screamed out louder than I expected to, as a finger pushed into me.

He removed his mouth from my member and looked up at me, "are you okay?" he asked as he slowly thrust his finger in and out, creating a feeling within me that was all new for me.

"I-I am," I whispered, wanting him to continue.

"I am going to add another finger, let me know if it's okay," he warns and I raised myself slightly upon feeling another finger enter me. It didn't feel horrible, but it took me some time to get used to it.

As he spreads his finger into me and thrust them in and out, I began enjoying it more. He leaned forward and started rubbing my nubs, pinching them with his fingers making me feeling overwhelmed with pleasure.

He leaned more closer to me and kisses me lightly on my lips, "you are beautiful."

I moaned against his lips as I felt myself stretch open more as he adds another finger in me. I don't think I was going to be able to take anymore. He started stroking them faster, hitting against a sensitive spot in me, I was struggling to keep my legs open, with the feeling and my member began throbbing.

"Come on, let it go," he whispered and crashes his lips onto mine. His fingers pumped faster into me, and I gripped the sheets as I screamed into our kiss. My stomach tightened, and my member throbbed, my breathing got unstabled, and he pulled back, not stopping from thrusting his fingers in me, but looked down at me as I came.

"Fuck, you look amazing, I want to see you like that again," he mutters and hooks his finger into me, making me lift my waist off the bed involuntarily and descended back down due to the passion flowing through my body.

"Cum for me again," he said and began stroking my member harder than he had earlier, along with thrust his fingers into me. My eyes rolled in the back of my head, and I hooked my fingers tightly into the sheets, my mouth hanging open as pleasure surge through my body, and I explode into his hand once more.

When he released his hold on my member and pulled his fingers out of me, my legs fell flat on the bed. I felt utterly wrecked, and he didn't even enter his thing in me yet.

I guess he saw the look I had as he leaned forward and looked into my eyes, "do you want to stop here tonight?"

I shook my head, letting him know I didn't want to stop. I then wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling his body closer to mine, I had made up my mind. I wanted him tonight. I needed all of him.

He didn't say anything, but his hand moves beneath us, and I felt his member poke at my hole, making me quiver down there. It as though it was nervous for me too.

"Breathing and relaxing is very important in the beginning. It will feel uncomfortable for a moment, but it will get better if it doesn't, please tell me. The last thing I want to do is hurt you, okay?"

"Okay," I said, nodding my head, he was a lot more caring than I would've ever expected.

His eyes were intense on me, making me close mines as I felt him push slightly at my opening. Everything in my stomach felt like it was shifting around. My nerves were all over the place.

He pushed some more, and I moaned out and gripped onto his arms, squeezing them as I felt spread open. He stayed still, looking down on me and pulled back before he pushed in again. I cried out, real tears falling from my eyes.

My virginity was gone.

He leaned down and kissed away the tears as he slowly started moving, with each movement it got better and better, I started enjoying the feeling. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would have been.

"I am going to push all the way in now," he whispered and kissed my lips.

My eyes widen, I couldn't believe there was more.

My scream was muffled by the kiss as he pushed deep into me. I dig my nails into his arm, and more tears fell from my eyes.

He pulled away and stopped moving, "I am sorry."

"It's okay, p-please continue." I urged him; I think once he starts moving again, I will start feeling better.

He did as I ask, his eyes were soft as he looked at me, his thrust was slow and gently. I soon started feeling a lot better, and I tightened my legs more around him and hugged my around arms around his shoulder, wanting to feel him closer.

He thrust into me, and it felt as though he was poking me in the pit of my stomach. My member throbbed over and over again. He didn't pick up his speed but kept his slow pace going.

"Y-you can go faster if you want." I tried telling him, but he only looked at me and smirk. "not tonight." he whispers and buries his face into my neck as he thrust deeper into me.

Suddenly causing me to lose my voice, he was hitting every sensitive nerve within me. I couldn't help but cry at all the overwhelming emotions I was feeling. It was pleasurable, but intense feeling for me at the same time.

My stomach tightened, and my member began throbbing even more as Taehyung started pounding slightly harder into me than before. His lips were pressed against my neck. My hole started vibrating, and it didn't take me long after to cum once again.

I felt Taehyung swell even more into me, and his thrust became somewhat harder, making me cry out, and his mouth sucked against my neck. I am sure I had a bruise there.

I heard him groan and then grunt out. He pulled out and thrust back deeply into me, making me moan noisily. He did this repeatedly until I felt him pressed hard into me, and his member began pulsating inside of me.

He pulled away from my neck and looked up at me, his member remained inside of me. "Thank you," he whispered and leaned down, kissing my lips. "You are perfect," he says between kisses, making me even more emotional.

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