-𝘧𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦
Jungkook stepped into the apartment building slowly after Taehyung and shut the door. Just to be safe and allow him to have time to hide— again, to be safe, he locked the door. After so the male shrugged his shoulders back and followed Taehyung to the bedroom that was somewhat on the dirty side. "Oh, so he think's i'm his maid too huh." Taehyung kicked the pillow onto the bed.
Jungkook shook his head with a smile. "I'll clean the room." He began to pick up the dirty clothing and tossed them into the basket. "And i'll get started on the rest of the apartment." Taehyung smiled and waited for Jungkook to fill the basket with the rest of the clothing. With that, they both were busy cleaning the apartment.
Until it came down to the decorating. The rose petals laid out on the bed with a few light up candles since Taehyung didn't plan on burning down the apartment building. The lights dimmed and well- Taehyung was pretty happy with what he and Jungkook did. "There are so many petals-" Jungkook pointed out as Taehyung began to chuckle. "Only because Jimin left a mess for us to clean." Taehyung shrugged.
Jungkook laughed and nodded, thinking that was fair enough as he sat on the bed. "Did you really introduce them in your backyard?" Jungkook asked while turning to face Taehyung who stood nearby. "I've known Jimin longer than Misun actually. Not even a week after Misun moved in down the street we became friends. There I introduced Misun and Jimin- there the relationship bloomed." Taehyung chuckled.
Jungkook played with the petals while listening but then fixed them up after noticing how he messed up the whole thing. "So then if we were still together would I have to propose to you on the back steps of your house?" Jungkook joked as he got off the bed. "Oh yes, of course." Taehyung rolled his eyes before he smile fell for a moment.
The thought of thinking how it would be if they were still together. Would Jungkook have gotten help? Or would Taehyung still be in the same abusive relationship from back then? Gulping, Taehyung cleared his throat and was quick to push away the thoughts while he eyed Jungkook who was finishing up the finishing touches.
"Jungkook?" Taehyung's voice broke a bit but a cough fixed that while he put his hands into his pockets. "Hm?" Jungkook hummed, stopping his movements to look at Taehyung. "Out of curiosity.. did you ever think we would get back together?" Taehyung took a while asking the question. Surely he knew the answer but part of him hoped he would be wrong.
Yet he was right. "I had little thoughts of it but never to the point where we would be together happily. I'm afraid of myself Taehyung and you should be too." Jungkook sighed, leaning on the wall on the other side of the room. A scoff came from Taehyung. "You're acting like you're a monster when you're not. You did bad things sure but you have to see that you've changed-"
"Have I though? Taehyung, I was exactly like this the first time we met. I was nice and loving and caring- Then came the relationship where I became toxic. I hurt you in ways I wish I could take back. I can't though and I don't want to do that again. Not ever again." Jungkook finished off his sentence with a mumble.
There was silence for a moment before Jungkook spoke up again. "Why did you even bring that up?" The question made Taehyung think. Why did he bring it up? Breathing out, Taehyung shrugged. "I don't know. Maybe because I've been thinking about us for the last week. The possibility of us together again. I tried convincing myself that I hated you and that once you were gone I would live a happy life without you but the truth is-"
Jungkook began to shake his head mid-sentence. "Don't finish that sentence Taehyung-" Jungkook tried to stop Taehyung from finishing his words. Taehyung only walked closer with pursed lips. Stopping when he stood in front of Jungkook who was looking elsewhere, his tongue pressing at the inner side of his cheek.
"The truth is." Taehyung gently grabbed at Jungkook's chin and turned his head so Jungkook could look at him. "Don't, Taehyung." Jungkook warned Taehyung who smiled lightly. "That I feel completely the same from when I first started noticing my feelings for you. I still love you Jungkook and- I know that's not what you wanted to hear but you're hearing it. I loved you then and I love you now." Taehyung locked eyes with Jungkook.
The expression was something Taehyung couldn't read. Jungkook was blank at this moment, wanting to know what Jungkook was thinking but he never spoke. What was Taehyung doing was the question he asked himself and what Jungkook was asking too. Yet he couldn't give a clear answer. The reason he was never able to love another person was because his heart still belonged to the male standing in front of him.
Jungkook on the other hand didn't know what to feel. It was a bad idea even coming to Taehyung for help let alone living with him. The past mistakes he made- would he do them again? What if he did? Then what? He'd end up in the same exact place he was five years ago. That didn't exactly matter right now though as Jungkook pushed his thoughts aside for that moment, his hand slowly moving to Taehyung's cheek.
There Taehyung began to smile a bit, giving himself the go to lean in and thats what he did. Jungkook having his eyes open the whole time and before Taehyung could touch his lips, Jungkook spoke a faint mumble of 'don't' but Taehyung being bold- connected their lips even after Jungkook told him not to do so.
Taehyung held the kiss for a moment, Jungkook not moving an inch until a few seconds pass and he closed his eyes, his hand snaking to Taehyung's nape while his lips moved slowly against Taehyung's. Molding together perfectly.
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