frannie luv

9:37 PM

And then I was crying

And then he stepped forward and hugged me

And I punched him

Repeatedly

Kasi ayokong

Kasi alam ko pag hinawakan na nya ako outside of dance it's game over

And he let me

And I was blaming him

I was shouting na kasalanan nya

Ginawa ba naman akong rehabilitation center!!!! Nagpakasaya ako sa mixed signals nya!!!!

I was MAD

NILABAS KO NA LAHAT TANGINA

But he took everything

He took all my hurt and anger and rage and pain

Then I just grabbed him and kissed him

Angry enough to bruise him

To show him na I hate him for doing this to me but I can't even blame him but he still hurt me so much

I was angry and the kiss was full of anger and hatred

But he slowed it down

Held my face gentler

Made me feel everything

I felt it

I felt the salt and the tears and longing desperation and i'm sorry and i love you please don't leave me

I felt everything

I felt his surrender and trust

And I felt him finally fully giving himself to me