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pwede bang wag muna tayo umuwi

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fuck ano tong constant na pag-miss ko sayo putangina. the second i drop you off parang gusto ko na mag-skip o mag-fast forward ng oras para makasama kita ulit. putangina

upin na may buhok na

12:38 AM

pauwi na te

ok, ingat ka

kamusta date nyo at training

nagtatanong din si ivan nandito sya

it was

good

gigigil nya ko

ang hirap magpigil

sobra

wag mo na kase gawin bobo ka rin e

true hahahahah

ms cheerleader

12:55 AM

Thank you for dinner and for dropping me off (:

Hindi mo na naman ako pinabayad tsk

Text when you're home

ms cheerleader

1:06 AM

home na ko

hi, katja

Hi, Rheiner (:

thank you din sa pahinga

at sa training. you trusted me dun sa lift

na hindi kita ihuhulog o sasaktan

sa sayaw

You're my partner. And by now, I trust you

Fully

And notice how you always specify na hindi mo ko sasaktan SA SAYAW

You always add that clause

kasi ayaw kong gawin otherwise

pero ayaw kong mag-promise

i don't want to hurt you, kate

You already hurt me kanina

??????

saan

ha

Why do you bite a KitKat without breaking it apart

Sir we live in a society with rules

tangina ano ba

kinabahan ako HAHAHAHAHAAHA

It's absurd

What else do you like

december avenue

le ching

yung cookie part lang ng oreo

cheese wedges

ikaw

You forgot the question mark

no i didn't

Flirt

lumalabas yung malanding personality ko sayo lang

tsaka kanina

diba sinabi ko sayo laging nagooverdrive utak ko pag kasayaw kita

or sensory overload

Yes...

may kasama don na sense of peace

tsaka rush of euphoria

you feel like a breath of fresh air after a deep dive

hindi ko alam pano mo nagagawa yon

naiintindihan ko lahat ng nahuhulog sayo na kaibigan mo, yung mga kinwento mo sakin

kahit kay santi nagseselos ako puta

ang irrational

pero kasi nagiging selfish ako pagdating sayo

kahit dun sa mukhang supot na gab na yon

he got pieces of you he didn't deserve

you gave him pieces of you he didn't deserve. tas ano ginawa nya?

katja, gusto kitang ipagdamot

sa mundo

pero hindi ko rin naman deserve yung mga binibigay mo sakin

so nugagawen. wala hahahahaha

Who says you don't deserve them

Me

ako. paladesisyon din ako e

Remember what I said about people being worth it?

naalala ko

And pwede din naman na ako yung hindi deserving of what you're giving me

But I'm grateful na lang na you think I am

And I'm honored to be one of the few people you open up to

Kasi you rarely ever do

And one of the few people you can be vulnerable and honest with

And I'll treasure those pieces na binigay mo sakin. I promise you can trust me

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haha fuck

ms cheerleader

1:29 AM

putangina. bat ang bait mo gago hahahaha

That's a bad thing? 😂

hindi

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e dyan nga ako delikado e. sa puso mo. utak mo. hindi ako naniniwala sa mga anghel pero hahahah

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you're the closest to heaven that i'll ever be pa nga shuta. isigaw mo googoo dolls

ms cheerleader

1:29 AM

Thank you, Rheiner

For letting me in

I know it's hard for you to do

isa-isa ding pagkakarpintero ang ginawa mo sa dami ng walls ko HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA

You made me sweat 😪

gusto ko ring pagpawisan ka dahil sakin in another way

Hmm...dance? 🤔

sa kama sige

sorry na agad. na-specify ko naman na conflicting feelings, obsession, at overwhelming lust to

yung thoughts ko sayo sobrang

out of control

Damn

Hahahahaha

Sometimes, I underestimate how you feel about me

But if it makes you feel any better, or feel any less scared, ditto

by newjeans?

Not funny

sana nakikita ko ngiti mo

pinapangiti lang kita

magpahinga ka na, ms cheerleader

Okay. You too.

And I'll see you tomorrow.

goodnight, katja

Goodnight, Rheiner (:

wait

magspray ka ng ilong

ngayon na

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ms cheerleader

1:37 AM

Ocakes, done

Thank you for reminding me 😭

cute mo

you're welcome

ok tulog ka na

goodnight, katja

Goodnight, Rheiner (:

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putangina naman kase kasalanan ba na mahalin ka?