A/N: This story wasn't suppose to be like this but my mind was blocked until this chapter, which is now making me to change all the upcoming chapters. Hope you guys find it well. Can't believe the story is going to end soon.

Quesoftheday: If I tell you to choose any unique side of this story, what that would be and why? (though I know this story is nothing near to unique, at least to me XD)

Instead of moving toward my tent, I find myself turning around in the midway. I fucking need answers, from each of them. Liam has to answer why he wanted to date me on the first basis if he was Zayn's boyfriend, Zayn has to answer why did he hide it from his best friend and let me fate his boyfriend when he even tells me how many times he has brushed his hair throughout the whole day. And the last but the least, Harry. We end whatever relationship we're in right here tonight or he discloses what he has in his heart about us stored for tomorrow, end our weird friendship or express the hidden love.

I go closer to the place where Zayn is sitting looking down and Harry is telling him something, caressing his back.

"Zayn I wanna talk to you." I snap crossing my hands over my chest, not looking at Zayn.

Harry looks at me and intends to tell something but stops watching me raising my eyebrows. I look around and find there's none around us now, hopefully they've understood this drama is too personal.

"Snow I.........." Zayn stands up and stops when his voice cracks. "I'm sorry." He looks at me sticking his hands together, his hazel eyes sparkling brighter because of the tears continuously rolling down his cheeks.

"At least you could tell me......" I take my lips between my teeth and let the tears brim down freely.

"You're one of the two persons who knows e....everything about me, my ruinous life. Do you know how much it took for me to overcome all the pain? To minimize all the haunting past memories thinking that there's a never ending happy future waiting for me? I thought Madison was the only betrayer in my life.........but I was wrong, I'm the foulest girl in history." I look up on the sky, surely I miss my mum, I do.

I see Liam joins Zayn but I don't even bother to look at him.

"Snow I was really confused about myself, my feelings about Liam. I have loved him since a long but.............I couldn't manage to tell him that I feel something for him. Harry somehow predicted and he encouraged me to tell Liam about us, ask him what he thinks. It was not supposed to be a drama in front of everyone. I was too impatient." Zayn fusses.

"Every night I was asking myself the same question," Liam starts, "I was being asked about my sexuality since I started to see this beautiful boy on the bed beside mine. But the whole conception of this relationship was killing me inside. I was afraid Zayn would hate me forever if he gets to know about this. I was crying and smoking every fucking night Snow." Liam stops and takes a moment before starting again.

"So I decided to control my feelings and move on with you................but........I guess I failed yesterday night, when Zayn told me that he feels the same about me." Liam runs his fingers in his hair and looks at me. "It's not always so easy to find the answer to your sexuality Snow, it's not when I remember the bullying environment I was grown up in." Liam swallows the lump in his throat and shakes his head faintly.

"Liam, Zayn," I stop looking at the ground, "You don't know what's going on with me now, you'll never realize what I've been through." I caress my own forearms when the cold wind around me starts giving me goosebumps.

"Please forgive us."

"Forgiving someone truly forgetting what happened is not less hard than finding the answer to your sexuality Liam. I need some time." I snap smiling forcefully.

"Would you bother to come with me?" I ask going near Harry. "I'll wait by the pond there." I tell looking at him and take my steps towards the pond.

I make my shivering body wrapped with my own hands, caressing it. I look up on the sky. It's so black, so dark but at the same time so gorgeous, just like the boy I've fell for.

"How much pain do you have in store for me God? Your child is tired." I whisper to myself.

I turn around hearing the heavy boot steps behind me, breaking the silence.

"Hey." Harry tells looking at me, the darkness around us doesn't succeed to hide the anxiety on his face.

"I want you to ask you something and I don't want you to lie." I tell going near him, locking our eyes.

"Let's go inside the tent then. It's cold here." He tells and I nod.

We walk to his tent silently and find out none is inside the tent. I sit on the edge of Harry's foldable bed and he sits in front of me.

"Harry................." I bite my bottom lip and look down before looking at him again, "My heart is so shattered right now," I stop and lean closer to him, "Please be the ribcage as you said Harry, save my heart, save me before I let myself become dust." I cup his cheeks with my hands and look at him pleadingly.

His Adam's apple moves slightly and he looks at my lips before looking at my eyes with his piercing eyes again. I suck in a breath just when I find his rough plump lips harshly pressed on mine. Closing my eyes I let his hands squeeze my sides in his large grips. A loud moan breaks the silence inside the camp when he pulls my body over him.

He places me between his bended legs gently and my mind leads my hand to his chest, feeling the familiar warmth under my palm. All my shivers turn into small drops of sweat on my forehead and back when he tugs my bottom lip slightly. Small whimpers skips from both of our mouths when his large warm hands reaches on my back, underneath the fabric on my body. My fingers run through his unruly curls when his lips reaches down my jawline.

"Harry," I utter his name somehow during my fast breath, leaning my forehead against his. "I don't want to just make out like last time." I move my head side to side. "I love you." I finally manage my shaky voice to utter these three words. "I do love you Harry."

"Snow................." he leaves a long breath and then forwards to kiss me again but I stop.

"And I need to know if you feel to utter the same three words to me." I whisper fighting against my fast breath.

"Snow I need to....................."

"Harry, what we're gonna do with us in the next moment. Depends on your answer. You can simply say no but don't play with the leftover pieces of heart still beating inside me." I tell boldly.

"I love you but............."

My hands slid down by my side hearing the last word from Harry's lips. He looks down and curses under his breathe. I cup his cheeks again and make him look at me. I notice the hidden pain behind his fire burning emerald eyes.

"Why Harry? Why you can't love me back?" I yell jerking him by his shoulders.

"Because I'm the one you should run from!" He yells back, making our noses to touch, his eyes holding a deep hue. "I'm the one you should hate for betraying you from the beginning when you were hiding inside my car." He whisper yells holding my face by one hand, pressing his fingers on my cheeks.

"I love you but you won't say you love me too after knowing the truth. Knowing that I succeeded to be the biggest betrayer of your life, over Madison, over Liam, over everyone." I flinch a bit when he yells these words standing up from the bed.

"Who were the people chasing you harry and why were they chasing us? You told me that you'll tell me later." I ask him widening my eyes.

"I don't want you to know because if you know, you'll regret what you know." He mostly whispers looking at me.

Our conversation from the last day of our journey before reaching Jacksonville, passes a shiver down my spine.

Is he somehow related to my father? Why he's telling me that he's the one I should run from? My father is the only person alive in earth from whom I'm running from. I ran away from him for Madison, that Madison who was never mine.

"I promised your father to bring you back to him."

I feel the earth down my feet moving away as Harry's words thump against my ears like echoes. Goosebumps cover my whole body as harry looks at me with his stone cold eyes, his lips and eyebrows pressed in a line.

"You ending up in hiding in my car was a plan Snow, that was not even my car." He sighs looking down and then starting again.

"You need to know who I am. But before that you should know I love you and I can do anything for you, anything as in anything." He snaps and moves towards his bed, bringing his sketchbook from down the pillow. He opens it and brings out a white envelope kept inside it. He closes the sketchbook again and comes towards me with the white square envelope in his hands.

"W...........wedding card?" I whisper taking the card in my hand.

"Yes, wedding card. My wedding card." I look at him enlarging my eyes.

"What do you mean by your wedding card?" I ask boldly when each of his word flies above my head.

"Things wouldn't have gone wrong so far only if you saw this when you still had time." He sighs and gestures me to read it.

I open the envelope and bring out the card from it.

"I invite you to join the wedding of Snow Rachel Cl.............." I stop in the middle of reading and look at him with my jaw dropped down.

"Don't stop, read it." Harry's voice cracks when he gestures me to read the full card.

"The wedding of Snow Rachel Clifford and H......Harry Luke Styles." My hands starts to tremble after reading the second name. My nervous mind tries to find the date, time and venue and the card falls down from my hands.

The venue is the place I've ran from, the date is the day from when my life has been haunting me. I look at Harry blankly.

"Luke is the name my family and family friends call me with. I was the man on the stage who was waiting for you to show up, to kiss you and make you mine in front of everyone, the man you've ran away from to reach Madison, Harry Luke Styles." I prevent myself from noticing the tears on Harry's cheeks, doesn't matter if I'm watching him crying for the first time.

"You hid it from me......for a long. time" I manage to utter from my trembling lips.

"You wanted to know if I love you or not right? I've loved you since you didn't even know me Snow but I wanted you to love me back. And now I know very well that I'd become the most hated person in your life." His voice cracks as he closes his eyes, breaking down into tears.

"Don't touch me." I raise my hand up to stop him when he steps forward and stretches his hands towards me.
"If you really love me...................." I tell looking at him gritting my teeth. "Then don't expect me to love you back from this moment onwards." I tell rising up my eyebrows.

"Yes, we had a thing before this moment. Maybe you were the only fire which could melt me, maybe I was the only Snow which ignited the fire inside you and turned it into flakes. But you know what we created by passing through all the way? Fireflakes." I stop when the teardrops touch my lips interrupting me, "Which has no existence in this earth and which will never exist. You know why? Because it's but on lies!" I emphasize each of the words gritting my teeth and look at him with my blurry eyes.

"I hate you Mr Harry Luke Styles, I hate you liar and I don't even want to know why you did this because I know you won't have any proper reason. And if you have any, I don't fucking care. I'd be glad to see you haunted by the memories we made once." I yell over his face and walk out of the tent, avoiding the presence of Zayn out of the tent.

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