That Awkward Conversation
Your P.O.V,
(Yes you did it<3)
'Babe?' You ask your most loved one once you have pulled back from your intense and dramatic kiss. Jack looks up, obviously surprised by your sudden urge to stop the most perfect moment in his life.
'Yea honey?' he reacts with his crystal blue eyes shining even brighter than the lamps above your head. He smiles faintly as he is still kneeling on the floor. He does not stand up or move he just gently rests his hand on yours and wait for his mistress to answer.
'On the convention, we'll go on stage together right?' you whisper which makes your question sound more seductive than you wanted it to. You want to hold Jacks hand when you walk up the stage so he can catch you when you faint, say that everything is alright and make you feel save. But his reaction makes you think something else; he cringes softly because his answer will not please you at all.
'We are- I mean Mark will say your name and you will run up stage. One by one, so I guess that means we have to go alone. But I could ask Mark if we can go together, you want that?' he smiles softly. It is that smile no one can resist, the smile that makes you fall in love almost immediately. The smile that takes all your worries away and makes you forget the drama.
He knows what he wants, Jack just needs you to feel comfortable and if that means staying next to Jack for as long as you want, he will go through hell for you to make sure you will. You nod softly as he smiles again and his blue eyes light up even more. You never thought you could see him this happy after...
'I think Mark will understand he just has to improvise a little more than he already does. I ask him first thing in the morning,' your boyfriend assures you and you smile softly while he lets his hand slide down your waist all the way to your lab. He quickly notices what he is doing and stops his hand. As he returns to his seat, you can still feel the place his hand laid only a second ago. It left a known and warm spot on your leg making smile like an idiot. Yet that smile suits you the best, because it shows the world that you are truly happy.
'Thanks Jack,' you smile again and Jack chuckles for the reason that you have a beautiful and absolutely hypnotising laugh. As in trance he listens to your every word like you are telling the most interesting story any person has ever heard. His trance goes even so deep that the loudest person in front of you is dead silent.
'No problem, it's nothing,' he smiles as he blushes even more than he has ever done before. He laughs at his own nervous ticks and makes fun of them himself. You mean the world to him, and he knows that. But do you?
'I owe you one. Now I think of it, we never had a starting conversation. You know that very uncomfortable first talk? We never had that,' you smile while realising your first conversation began with: stay awake. You don't know your boyfriend's hobbies are the sports he did, the high school he went to and all his friends.
You know nothing about his past, just about what is now and tomorrow. But tomorrow is so far away. You really think it is good to have that very awkward first conversation. You may get to know him better in your last minutes (of this date) than you did on your first minutes.
'Then we will have that very uncomfortable conversation right now. If it makes you happy, it will make me happy too,' he says with so much love in his voice. Those moments you tell your family or dearest friends something really important, they can always hear how bad it is just by your tone. Because if you don't watch it, they will know what you are going to say before you do. That affection is now being used against you, but in a more comforting and loving way. As if the world is coming to its end, and all Jack wants to say is how much he loves you. How much you mean to him, that he cannot live without his little bean.
'I start!' you say as a big smile takes over your face and you have no control over your facial expressions. All you can do, is be happy for once and don't worry about what is going to happen next.
'Hay, my name is Y/N, and you are?' you smile as you imagine this conversation in your head with all the typical Jack answers already playing along. You pass the "first sentence" to your date and he chuckles.
'I'm Sean and I'm Irish,' he says and you laugh as he does the same. You love that goofy little potato that is sitting in front of you, just as much as you love the fragile part of him, the part that cares about everything and everyone.
'You had to say you where Irish didn't you?!'
'Well of course!' he smiles and your heart stops beating for a second, the world stops turning, the people stop talking and all you can hear is his amazing laughter that fills your soul with joy.
'HOWEVER,' you say smiling as you roll your eyes at Jack. He chuckles and you think of the next uncomfortable thing to say. Like your pets name or your first kiss, all your exes and all their exes, or your last relationship. You keep it by the simple things: favourite colour.
'My favourite colour(s) is/are F/C, and yours?' you ask and right now you are genuinely feeling awkward. You never thought you could feel awkward around Jack yet right now it seems you can.
'Red, I like it a lot. Just as much as I like you,' he says and you blush even more than a tomato.
'Uncomfortable conversation I said not an "I already date you" conversation. That is for or next date!' you laugh and Jack cracks up at your maybe not so funny joke. But he laughs at everything you say, maybe because he doesn't want you to be the only one laughing, or maybe he just has a great sense of humour ;)
'Jeez, sorry I forgot this was an uneasy conversation. Well than I guess talking about exes it is!' he smiles and you stop him right there, you do it with a joke so Jack does not realise that this actually wiped that grin off your face for a split second.
'No okay! Please save me from this suffering!' you say while holding your hand together. Your boyfriend laughs and he may have done it too hard. The butler walks to your table and throws you out (still making you pay). I guess that was the limit of being loud and having the most noisy human being as your boyfriend, still you leave the restaurant with a grin on your face. Best first date ever.
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that was your date, I think that was a long and detailed date. Sorry if you didn't like it or thought it ended to abruptly. Excuse me for that, but I still hope you enjoyed. The next chapter will be Jacks P.O.V. and there will happen something big! something bad/big!
again excuse me for writing so bad and I hope you enjoyed it! I love you cornflakes, don't forget to Stay BOSS!!! (but you already are) ;)
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