Love this photo, seems delicious jack;)

Jacks P.O.V.

'No, okay I'll try my best. He's funny and caring, very loving and cuddly. He's tiny like my Tim but strong like Freddy. He's awesome and everything you can want in a person. He has a little bad week behind his back but that doesn't affect how he reacts. He smiles every day, being the sunshine in the dark. He is... Sean is... boss.'

Mark is flattering you very deeply, you stand next to your girlfriend and are only able to smile at him. You blush like hell and you try to hide the very neon red colour.

Your skin is pale from itself but the embarrassment and the affection that you feel paints your white skin deeply red. You look next to you only to find Y/N starring at Mark in hope.

You get a small feeling of jealously but you try to ignore it. You turn your head back and continue doing what you are best in: being you.

You smile your goofy smile, you laugh your happy laugh and you show the world your beautiful personality. You try to hide the dark side of yourself. The chaos that is going on in your head and the conversation you have that no one hears.

You are unable to hear the voice of Y/N's little sister but you get that she is trying to end the conversation. You see how Mark nods understandingly and you are given the phone.

You do not know what to do. Stunned by the sudden warmth in your hand, you freeze like a statue and stop moving or breathing. Maybe you can run still.

You are not used to this kind of attention. You live on the edge of the world were you never get any attention. You have been alone for a long time, needing not even a single soul in your flat.

You never knew what to do in this situation. Smile? Laugh? Cry? Run? Freeze? You choose the last one; you are not a person to run off like that. You just stop moving and rethink all your options.

She IS your girlfriend's sister; you have to think about that too. You cannot ditch her; you have to talk with Anna. There is nothing else you can do so why not jump into it?

You hold the phone near your ear and speak up, the words drip down your lips without meaning. If someone would ask you what you told Anna you would say you couldn't remember.

You have no idea what you are saying but it seems it is making the person on the other side of the phone crack up. You try to talk yourself, you try to remind the words you say yet you find yourself unable to do so.

The conversation continues for a while and Anna truly likes you, as she it sounds. You tell a short story about how you asked Y/N out before you return to phone to its owner.

'Bye Anna, it was nice talking to ya. Here ya go honey,' you say. The last sentence you whisper towards your partner who takes the phone from you.

You think you did a good job; you are proud of yourself and smile towards Matthias who smiles back. You know he is faking his joy; normally he would make a joke. Now he stays silence.

What did I say? Did I say something stupid again? Please not. Maybe he just doesn't like Y/N? No that's not it, he loves her.

Right?

You hear how Y/N walks towards the bathroom and you are told to sit down. You do not want to sit down, than Matthias will start a conversation you know you are going to hate.

'Jack? Are you gonna sit down?' Mark asks you. He's part of this too?! You sit down with a frown on your face. Mark takes place next to you, because he thinks it will make you feel better.

It is just making you nervous. You hate when he does this, and when Matthias does this. You try to hold down your words but you are unable to.

With a never heard angry tone you ask: 'What is it about?'

You scared yourself for a second; it looks like Matthias wants to gasp too but holds his fear in. Mark looks at you without any emotion in his eyes accept pity.

You hate it when people feel sorry for you. You are not asking for their affection or anything so why would they feel sorry? Maybe it is in the humans system to feel for each other.

'It's about Y/N,' Matthias says and you are ready to burst. If Mark wouldn't have held you back with his strong arms, you would jump right for Matthias and grab his throat.

Mark whispers some calming words but they only irritate you more, you are so annoyed right now. Why can't he be happy for you, just for once in his life?

'What is with her?' you say. It comes out like a threat and you are happy it did. You wanted to make clear you are against this talk, right here and now.

'You only know her for a few days, maybe a week or two. And you already started dating her? Why man? You don't even know her,' Matthias says without any emotion in his voice. Mark and you are shocked by those questions. As it seems Mark thought about something way different.

He let's you go and you stand up with a jump. You look at Matthias and walk towards him, holding your face only inches away. You see the fear burning in his pupils.

Let him be scared. You think and for once, you are not afraid of what you think. You love the feeling of power that it gives you.

'Because I love her. Do you even know what that is man?! I love her, and I am sure as hell not going to dump her because prince charming doesn't like how we meat!' You just say two word before you angry leave the flat. Words where you could laugh at if you wouldn't here the tone you said it in.

'Fuck off.'

Then you walked away, tears streaming down your face. You couldn't handle it anymore. No one followed you and no one tried to catch up with you.

They knew it was a waste of time, they could never talk you back into forgiving Matthias and his short but painful conversation.

You feel lonely again, something you haven't felt in quit long. And you hate feeling lonely. It makes you very angry yet depressed.

Then you think about the date you have planned. You text Mark, something you rarely do after an anger attack.

You: Hey, tell Y/N that I pick her up at nine.

Mark: Where you going?

You decide not to answer and let go of your phone.

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i'm pretty dang proud about this chapter. i would write a whole day if i could but i can't:( however i hope you guys enjoyed. if you need someone to talk to just tell me.

and Matthias, bad move. you really screwed up.

I Love You Cornflakes!

Stay BOSS!!!

#cornflakes