warning: this chapter is rated 16+

【playing..】

RM (방탄소년단), eAeon - mono.
badbye

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Jeongguk nervously stood outside of Taehyung's apartment building, stomach turning, feeling like he was going to throw up right then and there.

The whole day had been laced with feeling utterly nervous and uncomfortable, from waking up with nausea, to having a constant pit of nervousness in his stomach during the classes he taught.

He didn't really know what got into him at this point, he felt like Taehyung had him under some sort of mind control, knowing exactly what he was doing and how he could achieve his goals by manipulating Jeongguk.

He sighed, pulling his phone out and pressing the home button to look at the time, not wanting to be there earlier than he was suppose to, it would seem almost desperate in Gguk's mind.

He looked at the screen, a notification popping up, distracting him from what he originally wanted to do, tapping on it lightly and unlocking his phone to see his and Nayoo's chat pop up.

Main hoe 💓💕💓💖🤘🏻

gguks have fun with tae 🤪

He immediately rolled his eyes upon reading the message, knowing Nayoo had seen some of what happened in the café between him and Taehyung yesterday.

istg if you dont shut the fuck
up i'll slap you all the way to
the surface of pluto

someone's feisty again

mhm weird always when
i mention a certain someone
wEirD

Gguk loved Nayoo a lot but having her as your best friend sure was -- challenging if you wanted to have a private life.
No matter how hard he would try to keep secrets from her regarding crushes and such, she would find out no matter what.

my stomach is already turning
you arent helping me at all here

gasp maybe

bc you do like him 🤔🤔🤔

anygays make sure to
get me yiu's number

idk a lia anymore thx :*

He sighed, not knowing what he was feeling.

He still was convinced he fucking hated Taehyung's personality, that cocky over the top, fuckboy, 'i'm better than everyone else' personality.

His eyes traveled upwards to look at the clock again, noticing he had been standing infront of the apartment building for the past 15 minutes procrastinating, probably looking like a total creep to the people who passed him by.

Taking a deep breath, Gguk stepped forward, lifting his finger to press the doorbell shakily, heart beat already raising its speed on its own.

He heard a slight buzz almost immediately, pressing his arm against the door and going inside, walking up the stairs to Taehyung's apartment.

The pit in his stomach expanding with every stair he went up, steps somehow feeling heavier and heavier as he got closer, already seeing bright blue hair peak out said apartment door.

"Hey, Jeon. You finally made it after standing outside for 10 minutes?" He heard Taehyung's deep voice echo through the hallway, face reddening. He had seen him standing outside like a nervous idiot -- great.

"Wanted to spend the least amount of time with you as possible." Gguk came up with a witty response, making sure to deliver it like he meant it, now standing directly infront of the slightly taller Taehyung, noticing how his shirt was already drenched in sweat.

"Not what i got from our previous encounters." Taehyung chuckled, running his right hand through his full hair, leaning his body on the door frame beside him. "Anyways, come in, we got no time to waste. Competition is in less than 2 weeks." He walked off into the living room, Gguk taking a deep breath again, trying to make the redness on his face not increase anymore from the older one's words and gestures.

Nevertheless he felt his heart pounding intensely as he followed him into the living room, knowing how close they would be again very soon, not knowing what would happen especially after Taehyung's comment yesterday about them having quote on quote 'fun' -- whatever that meant.

"How about we do a normal rundown with music?" Taehyung suggested, immediately pressing a water bottle to his lips and gulping it down, Gguk noticing some blue tinted sweat running down his face, indicting that he must have been practising for a while.

"Alright, i guess." Jeongguk breathed heavily again but not in a volume that Taehyung could really hear, not wanting him to know about his nervousness about what was ahead of him.

He watched Taehyung set the bottle on the glass coffee table and grab the remote to turn the song on, Jeongguk standing there frozen while looking at him.

The light was beautifully illuminating his bright aqua hair and his golden skin color, as if the colors of them were mixed with precision and painted onto a canvas carefully.

"You are a staring awefully a lot at me lately, Jeon. I know i'm handsome but could you get into the starting postion?" He was pulled out of his string of thought as Taehyung had placed one of his hand onto Gguk's shoulder softly, noticing his stare travelling up and down his entire body.

Jeongguk immediately shook his hand off, thinking his heart would explode if he continued to behave this way, stumbling over to get into his starting position.

As soon as the music echoed through the room, Gguk found himself in an entirely atmosphere, a rush of confidence coursing through his veins as he swung his head back sexily at the first beat, noticing Taehyung look at him in the mirror in the corner of his eye.

Music always made him feel like he was on top of the world, confident like no one other which mirrored in the execution of the choreography, also somehow wanting Taehyung to notice the effort he's putting in.

Each move matching the speed of the song precisely and like it was the melody dancing to him, not him dancing to the melody.

It came to a rather quick ending, suddenly heart and face getting hotter as Taehyung picked him up by his thighs after he slid on the floor infront of him.

Gguk set one of his feet down again, ending the choreography perfectly on the last beat, Taehyung's arm wrapped strongly around his waist the other laching onto his thigh.

But instead of pulling away Taehyung pressed their sweaty foreheads together not letting go.

Heavy breathing filled the room as Jeongguk didn't dare to move out of Taehyung's grasp now, hoping the fact that they just danced would conceal the real reason why his heart was beating like he just ran a marathon, which all felt like a huge deja vu from the last time he was here.

Jeongguk looked straight into the older's eyes, foreheads still pressed against eachother, noticing little details on his face, such as his two different eyelids and perfectly placed moles and most importantly -- also noticing his cheeks were slightly reddened which wasn't usual for him but were definitely pretty adorable if Gguk was going to be honest.

His heart beat almost haltered when he felt Taehyung's hand traveling a bit lower almost placing itself on his butt and his head getting closer to Gguk's ear.

Internally he felt like his phone would ring again and would pull himself out of the situation as if he was in some sort of dream experiencing the situation from the last time they trained here together over again.

"I gotta admit Jeon-" He felt Taehyung's lips press against his ear, almost like a small peck. "-you look pretty damn good with this choreography now." He felt another peck being pressed behind his ear, almost making him feel something he shouldn't -- or should he be feeling this way?

His finger dug into Taehyung's neck, almost as a subconsious encouragement, Gguk feeling like in some sort of lucid dream, as the older one now placed tiny pecks along his ear and almost reaching down to his neck.

He felt butterflies swirl through his gut as he slightly tilted his head back for Taehyung to continue what he was doing.

Jeongguk couldn't tell if this was real or not, it felt surreal but so intense at the same time, Taehyung stopping his doing and lifting his head to stare into his soul.

The tension in the room was thickening, Jeongguk felt like he couldn't breathe, whole body sweating, heart beating fast, face coloured rosy red.

He closed his eyes, hoping for something -- something specific he didn't knew he needed until the last time he was here and what he still couldn't accept he wanted.

Feeling a hot breath come closer to his lips, he moved forward the tiniest bit, attaching his and Taehyung's lips together, hands around the older one's neck tightening after feeling him move his lips in a steady rhythm from the start.

Jeongguk copied his movements as it's been a while since he had last kissed someone, the sensation of Taehyung's incredibly soft lips making his stomach burn and heart swell.

He felt the older grip his other leg as well, lifting him off the ground completely and carrying him by his thighs, Gguk's hands wandering to play with his hair while still moving their lips together smoothly.

Jeongguk felt Taehyung press him against the mirrored wall, hands wandering to his butt to hold him up more steadily.

He felt their lips deteach but Taehyung moving himself to his neck, pressing kisses along his adams apple, instantly throwing his head back against the wall to grant him more access, the whole sensation making Gguk fell incredible, stomach still churning with butterflies.

Suddenly he noticed Taehyung focusing on a spot right where his collarbone and neck meet, repeatedly pressing kisses and leaving little licks on it until he started to suck on it, Jeongguk having to contain a whimper sliping out of him, hand wandering from the bright blue hair to his own mouth, covering any potential sounds.

Jeongguk felt hot, like he needed to do something to gain pleasure and have the heated sensation in his stomach disappear, so he started to move his crotch slowly against Taehyungs, rubbing them together, feeling the older one start to suck on his neck much harder, feeling him groan against it.

"Taehyung-" Jeongguk couldn't contain the whimper slipping out of his throat because of the combination of pleasure and Taehyung's insanely deep groan mixing in his head, starting to grind against the older one in a faster manner.

They were both almost high of eachother, Gguk breathing in Taehyung's scent repeatedly, hands finding their way to grip at his hair again.

Just as Taehyung was done leaving a huge purple-ish mark on Jeongguk's neck he pulled off, opening his mouth to say somehing but the obnoxious sound of the door bell starling them both, pulling their lust clouded brains back to reality.

Taehyung immediately set him down, a rush of embarrassment settling in on Jeongguk's face in from of a deep red blush.

"Shit- that's my date, Jeon." Taehyung went to turn to the mirror, adjusting the strands if his hair that stuck in all directions, Gguk's heart stopping for a second-- a fucking what?

Taehyung looked at him through the mirror, pulling his shirt into place. "This was all- just outta tension and no feelings involved ya know? You aren't gay and i'm not either so we just gonna leave it at that right?"

Jeongguk swallowed the lump in his throat, ignoring his heart aching deeply and the tears gathering in his eyes. "Y-yeah,of course. You know that i fucking hate you so-" He tried brushing it off with a laugh, hoping he could hide the disappointment laced through his voice.

"Cool, cool. So you kinda gotta go now." Taehyung almost shooed him to the door and out into the hallway, pressing the open button for the house door downstairs so his date could enter.

"So bye i guess." Gguk noticed Taehyung didn't look him in the eyes, they were focused on the person coming up the staircase, still trying his best to not tear up.

"B-bye." Jeongguk turned around, seeing that girl from the dance studio that asked Taehyung for his number walk up the stairs confidently and smiling brightly.

Almost feeling like vomiting, he rushed passed her and out the building.

Why do all boys have to be complete assholes?

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hii babies uwu this is so late i'm sorry ejdjdj bur i hope i didnt break yalls heart too much-

btw the concert was so fucking amazing

[this had a comment about an idol that was at the concert, that i don't feel comfortable with mentioning anymore, pls understand :))]

the same goes for Junghwa, Rocky, JinJin and Somin omfg

but the one that shook me the most is Seungmin istg the boy was glowing and i dont think i've ever seen a more beautiful person in my life not kidding

Oo and also tysm for all the good lucks for my math grad final! all i know is that i passed grade is still undetermined
Next up is english so root for me please ):

ly guys the most have a nice day!