Reconsidering everything, I feel like I should tell her. She knows everything about me, why not this? But what would be the consequences?

This internal turmoil is killing me, I can't tell her, neither can I not tell her. She always tells me to spill my feelings, telling me that keeping them bottled is never good. 

On the other hand, I can't be that selfish. It would help me, but Ava? She would have to deal with a new set of problems, that came with me. I would be pushing, problems.. um... feelings onto her. She'll be happier if I don't say anything, after all, ignorance is bliss.