"Are you serious?" Hoseok says. Yoongi nodded as he knew Hoseok probably wouldn't be up to it.

"I understand.. I've been stupid and I cant understand feelings by people telling me I dont understand but should.. It isnt like I wasn't trying though." He says as he looked down a bit as he talked. Hoseok listened as he stared at his wall.

"Hoseok I.. I love you too.. And I know its bad it took me this long to tell you and not be so hesitant but I understand how I feel about you.. And all this of us being apart when you are right here next door.. It kills me and I dont like it.." He says softly. Hoseok listened as a few tears welled up in his eyes as he sniffed a bit. Yoongi looked at Hoseok and then grabbed his hand.

"Lets runaway... Together this time.." He says. Hoseok looked at him and then pulled his hand away.

"Listen Hyung.. I.. Dont think I can.." He says. Yoongis hope had slowly started to crumble but he expected it.

"How do I know you arent just saying this because you feel guilty.." He says. Yoongi frowned as he looked down.

"If that was the case then I wouldn't be here.." He says. Hoseok knew he was right. There would be no other reason for Yoongi being here if he wasnt being sincere.

"But even so.. I don't know if.. If I can trust to say to say I love you.. You made it clear that you had no idea what you want, and now you say it.. Why is that.." He says as his voice kinda of shrank leaving him at a small soft whisper on the verge of tears. He did love Yoongi.

So much.

But he couldn't because he was scared. Scared Yoongi would eventually be unsure and his heart will slowly show less affection for Hoseok. Scared Yoongi wouldn't show any affection at all. Scared of losing his beatfriend forever.

But that has already kinda happened..

Now it was his turn.. Weither to trust Yoongis heart or not would be his choice. He knows Yoongi.. At least he thinks he knows Yoongi enough to know what he was thinking but not really.

"I say it now because I finally stopped hiding from my truth.." He says. Hoseok slightly glanced at Yoongi who was looking down as he fiddled with his fingers.

"It was always there.. But I always say family love.. or bestfriend love... But throughout this whole time all I could think about was you being with me through everything.. "what would Hoseok say if he was here?", "what would Hoseok want me to do?", "what would Hoseok do?".. You filled my head the entire time but of course I couldn't see how much you mean to me.. I love you.. And weither you love me or not anymore then thats your choice.. I just dont want us to be like.. this! Anymore." He says not liking being too far from Hoseok. Hoseok was in tears as he just stared at Yoongi. Yoongi then looked at Hoseok. Hoseok immediately turned his head and looked at the wall in silence. Yoongi then stood up. He went over to Hoseok and put his hands through his hair before he gave Hoseok a peck on the head as he blushed.

"I guess I'll leave you alone now.. Im sorry.." He says as he then began to walk out of the room. Hoseok sniffed as he listened to the creaking of him going down the stairs. Then the door closing. Gently, but to Hoseok it slammed as his tears could stay in and he let it out. He sat up as he went to his window and saw Yoongi trudging back to his house slowly as he had his head hung low. Hoseok closed his eyes and calmed down.

I love him..

I really do..

And he loves me..

Right..

He opened his eyes and saw Yoongi had stopped and stood as he was wiping his face. Hoseoks eyes widened. He was crying.

He does..

Hoseok immediately got up as he raced downstairs and then out he door to Yoongi. He immediately hugged Yoongi from behind as he cried.

"I-I love you too!" He yelled out as he cried into Yoongis uniform shirt. Yoongi turned his head to Hoseok. He then turned himself around and hugged Hoseok back as he really began to sob ever so lightly. The two stood in each others embrace not caring for the cars that would ride past and glance at them giving then weird looks. Along with Yoongis house door opening signaling his mom was leaving. She stared at the two before she smiled softly and then left. The two then let go of each other as Yoongi held a soft smile on his face. Hoseok couldn't control himself as he tried to wipe his face. Yoongi brought Hoseoks hands down as Hoseok looked at Yoongi. Yoongi then slowly and gently wiped away Hoseoks tears.

"Calm down.. No more tears." He says. Hoseok calmed down just a bit but tears still left his eyes every now and then.

"Lets go to Busan together." He says. Hoseok smiled a bit and nodded as Yoongi rubbed his wet cheek.

"We can go to the beach, and relax together." He adds. With every word Hoseok found himself becoming more happy as he held a genuine smile for the first time in a while. The two stared at each other with smiles.

"I love you." Yoongi says as he leaned forward and then gave Hoseok a long peck.

The difference between a peck and kiss is that, a peck is more soft and gentle, whereas a kiss has the presence of a tongue.

Hoseoks eyes widened as he blushed and looked at Yoongi whos face was fully red as the two.

Kissed.

Their first kiss.

Hoseok closed his eyes not wanting Yoongi to be more embarrassed than he already was at the moment. After about a minute the two parted. Yoongi immediately looking downwards as he blushed a bright red. Hoseok smiled and giggled.

"I cant wait to tell Jiminie." He says as he hugged Yoongi and then grabbed his hand as the two went to Hoseoks house. Yoongi helped him pack and then Hoseok did the same to Yoongi.

Mum

(Hey Mom, I am leavings again
I probably wont come back this
Time, maybe in a few years.
I love You)>

<(Alright, I am proud
Of you my boy, make
Sure not to hurt the
Child if you know what
I mean.)

(Mom!)>

<(whattt??)

(I swear..)>

<(Love you bye
Enjoy yourself
:> remember to
Tell me all about
It one day~)

(Okay, bye love you too)>

Yoongi turned his phone off as he was on the train with Hoseok. Hoseoks head rest on Yoongis shoulder as he was sleeping. Crying a lot really did a number on him. Yoongi kissed his head and smiled as he laid his head on Hoseoks. Then their adventure to Busan went on.

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