"Goodmorning." He says happily. Yoongi and Jimin stared at him. Yoongi in shock as Jimin stared in confusion.

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"What are you doing here? I thought you would be in Busan." Jimin says. Hoseok stood up as he fully went downstairs.

"Well I knew Yoongi probably wouldnt sleep until late.. And I've heard many stories from Taehyung about your thing of not sleeping because he isnt there. So I took the train to come here last night." He says to Jimin. He then looked at Yoongi who was silent and just staring at Hoseok. Hoseok looked back with his head slightly tilted as he smiled at Yoongi. Yoongi then turned away as he looked down a bit.

Jimin sees him.

It isnt an illusion this time..

Or maybe..

Im dreaming..

Yoongi closed his eyes with hope this wasnt a dream. He then opened them when he was pinched. He jumped and looked to the side to see Hoseok pinching his cheek with a pout.

"Yah!! I don't get a hug! I missed you, you insensitive marshmallow!" He says. Yoongi stood up as he hugged Hoseok tightly. Hoseok smiled as he blushed a bit. Yoongi was silent as he had his eyes tightly closed. He understood why he wanted to cry. But at the same time..

He didn't

"Hyungie.." Hoseok says. Yoongi slowly let go of Hoseok and looked at him. Jimin had left to give them some privacy.

"Y-Yes.." He says. Hoseok blushed even more as he avoided eye contact with Yoongi. He then mumbled something. Yoongi raised an eyebrow. Hoseok glanced at him and then down as he closed his eyes.

"I love you! Be mines!" He yelled. Yoongis eyes widened as Hoseok had his eyes shut tightly. He was slightly shaking.

"T-The girls in school.. They were right.. I am.. Gay and I love you.. I wanted to see if you really cared about me coming here.. And the plan was to confess and tell you to m-marry me but that can wait.." He says as he sheepishly smiled and looked at Yoongi. His smile slowly fell as Yoongi just looked at Hoseok, confusion, and nervousness. Hoseok was trying to his best now but he feels like he will fail.

"S-So what about you.. Would you stay with me and be mines.." He says as he grabbed into Yoongis hands a bit nervously and less confidence.

"Hoseok.. I..." He didnt know what to say. Hoseok seemed to get the message as he slowly nodded.

A message he never wanted.

"Okay.. I understand.." He says. Yoongi didnt know what to say or do. He tried to move his mouth but nothing came out as he watched Hoseok slowly breakdown in front of him. He reached his hand out but Hoseok then turned and slightly walked away.

"Lets go back to Seoul.. I bet I've caused a lot of trouble.." He says as he gave a chuckle. He gave Yoongi a smile but Yoongi saw the sadness in his eyes as he went upstairs to get his things. Yoongi then soon after followed behind. Jimin sat in the kitchen with a sigh as he heard everything.

But he decided not to tell anyone. He didnt want Yoongi to feel attacked by the others and told he was wrong. Cause Jimin knew.

At some point.

He'll understand how he really feels.

He just needs to figure it out his own way.

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It was a while to get to Seoul. It took them 2 days with back to back train rides. The two didnt really talk. Yoongi could occasionally hear Hoseoks sniffles and see his reflection through the window he was crying. But he knew, Hoseok probably didn't want him to comfort him since this was his fault.

Hoseoks parents were reluctant to have their sunshine back home but of course, Hoseok hadn't shown any genuine smiles to them just sad smiles that they decided not to question since he has probably been through a lot.

Yoongi went home and his mom smiled at him.

"Im proud of you, you are like a superhero." She says as she hugged him. Yoongi then frowned as he hugged her tightly. When she let go he didnt. So she knew.

Something was wrong.

"What is it my little dumpling?" She says as she wrapped her arms around him. He then sighed as he shrugged a bit.

"He told me.. He loved me.. And I.. I didnt know what to do.." He says. She then went over to the couch not breaking the hug as she sat with him.

"Do you love him?" She says. He then went quiet as he thought about it a bit.

As family..

Really?

"I dont know.." He says. She then nodded a bit as she let go of him and he let go of her.

"Just think about it more." She says as she rubbed his shoulder. He then nodded as he got up.

"Always remember, I still love you no matter what choices you make." She says. He nodded before he went upstairs. His mom then went to the window as looked over at Hoseoks house. His parents already yelling at each other as she saw Hoseok close his room curtains. She sighed knowing there was probably gonna be a lot going on.

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-Warning-
Vulgar language is used here

The next day Hoseok and Yoongi walked to school together.

In silence.

Hoseok had earbuds in and it was so loud that Yoongi could hear it. Hoseoks favorite song to play when he isnt in a good mood. Yoongi sighed as he slightly slowed down. Hoseok didnt noticed as he walked on. Yoongi stood there as he sighed.

"What do I do.." He says as he looked down.

"For one get your head out of the fucking clouds." Yoongi jumped and turned. It was Namjoon. He seemed mad as well.

"O-Oh hey Joon.. What are you do—."

"Dont act like you dont know why I am here! You broke his heart! He was waiting for you for so long! How could you?!" He says. Yoongi looked down as he listened to Namjoon.

"We all worked so hard to get you to understand this whole thing! But then you made all our efforts meaningless... Hoseok really doesnt deserve this, he's a good person.." He says. Yoongi listened to every word as they all cut him deeply.

"You dont think I know what Ive done! You dont think I always tell myself how stupid I am! You dont think I know Hoseok deserves much better than a shit bestfriend like me! Along with someone to love! I know! I know everything I do wrong! But I cant help it and you yelling at me isnt going to make it anymore better! So stay off my ass Namjoon!" He says before he began to walk away leaving Namjoon to watch.

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