"I dont know,whats wrong with me anymore"

Next morning:

Taehyung pov:

I woke up early before hoongjae (or so I thought I was). I knew he went for a walk so I woke up at 4:30 and walks out to get ready. After pecking sleeping jimin lips, I walk out and was closing the door while yawning when was surprised to see a fully ready hoongjae walking out of his room. My yawning stops right there, in the middle as I glance at my phone which is in my hand to see time which says 4:36 am. All the sleepness in my eyes went away. I look at hoongjae who turns around and frowned seeing me up soo early.

"Mhm..hyung?" He said walking towards me while frowning.

"Huh?" "Why you up so early?" "Ahh..i-i thought of going to go with you! Ha. Ha. Ha" I nervously laugh and silently wish he didnt ask more.

"Ok..?" He shrug and starts going downstairs. I follow him downstairs.

"Soo.?" I started.

"Ofc! Hyung.. get ready..plz be fast, I really want to enjoy my walk.." I nods and runs aparts and put on my shabby pants and a long shirt with my joggers. I walk downstairs to see hoong drinking water. He looks at me and smile a little. I smile back at him.

"You ready hyung?" He ask me standing up and I just nods.

"Ok com on lets go.." I nods again and we walk out. The walk to park was silent but it was comfortable. I look at hoong beside me only to find him looking at sun. Sigh. Hes the first and last one who I couldnt understand about whats going on their minds right now.

Wooyoung pov:

To say I was shocked is understandable when I saw tae tae hyung outside his room and now is going on a walk with me? Well.. its not that. He had gone before with me as well, so its not new but still it feels akward. I dont know why? But I didnt think about it much and just enjoy our time together.

"Soo?" I look at tae tae hyung.

"Yes hyung?"

"You've been looking in your own world now a days everything's fine hoong?" Hyung turn towards me and and move me to face him by putting his both hands on my shoulders. He is taller than me ofc so I have to look up.

"Tell me hoong-ah..whats bothering you..?" I can see this coming.

"Nothing hyung. Its just I have been tired now a days. I can feel my brain tired out himself but couldnt sleep..I dont know whats happening or whats wrong to me now a days...I want answer to my actions as well." I say truthfully. Its true I dont know whats wrong with me. I am literally feeling soo much insecure now a days. Like anytime something happen which will led me to something horrible. I look down.

"Hey hey..its ok..look at me..look at me hoong" tae hyung cups my face with his right hand and bend down to my level.

"Your gonna be ok..mhm..? I am here..jimine here, jongho, kookie, jinnie hyung, joonie hyunh, suga hyung and hobi hyung we all are here.. right?" I nods slowly with him.

"Now..dont be this insecure, you know we wont let anyone touch a single hairs on your head, just name that person and then they died.." a small smile makes its way on my face. Even tho I am far from my real family but I am also lucky to have a family like BTS. I hug him making hyung startled but hyung regain himself and hug me back. His hug makes me remmeber someone who I dont remember but I do remember them as well.. How dramatic. I feel I know that person whose hug resembles tae hyung hugs but couldnt understand who?

Ahh!! Whats wrong with me!

"Wooyoung.." I broke the hug and turn around immediately to look who had call my forgotten name but their was no one.

"Hoongjae?" I turn around to see tae hyung looking at me with wide eyes.

I look back at where I heard 'that' name and looks down and then back at hyung and smile a little at hyung.

"Its ok hyung..just have feeling of someone calling.." I took a deep breath and continues. "My name.."

Hyung nods and smile.

"Ok ok come on lets go" I nods and walks with hyung not before turning and looking for last time where I heard my name. Its soo strange. The voice- I knew the voice..

Time skip~~~

No one pov:

After coming from their walk. Wooyoung and taehyung both makes breakfast well more like woo makes the breakfast while.tae only looks at him and makes snaky remarks etc making both of them laugh also while stealing some of better etc and got scolded by woo in return.

After some time jimin also joins them and also after wooyoung asking jimin to wake jongho and both coming down and eat their breakfast. Jimin and tae crash in living room while wooyoung and jongho bids their good byes and walk towards their college.

"Hey hyung?"

"Mhm..? What is it jong?"

"Why didn't you tell everyone your 'real' name?"

"I dont know.. jong.. lets not talk on this topic" wooyoung looks away from jongho on other side. Jongho sigh.

"Sure hyung"

Wooyoung pov:

During lecture~

Jongho is right.. why did I hide my real name? From what am I hiding? Am I hiding from myself? Or..is it something else?-

My trians of thought were cut off when teacher reach the desk in front of me and thats when I notice I was chewing on my pen and our english teacher is distributing our assignment papers. When she reach my desk. She smile at me and I copy her action. She pass me a paper and I hold it with a small 'thank you' and a small bow. She moves to next desk after giving me a nod and a small smile.

I sigh and place the paper in my english notebook and close it.

Life goes on..huh? How funny this sound.. thats it! I am tired of thinking!

Why do I think this much?

I look outside the window.

Why life is so cruel? So realistic. Cant it be smooth? Cant I be with my real family? Ok if not me then why jongho? Why jongho is far from his family as well.

I  didnt notice when bell rings and class was empty except me and ofc...........san... I dont even know what have I done to him. Why did he hate me this much? I am tired of all of this!

San pov:

During whole classes I kept observing hoongjae and like always he looks soo out of this world, hes someone...idk how to name it, hes just different.

He always in his own thoughts.  In his own world. I kept looking at him and didnt notice when bell rings and class was empty except.....us.

"Staring is bad" I was cut out of trace by his voice.

"Huh?" I ask him confused.

"You're staring at me in all classes. And I was just stating the fact that staring is bad" he said codly. Sigh. Oh I wish he talks to me with a smile as well-Wait!? No I dont! I hate him!

I was again cut out of my thoughts by the sound of door closing. I look around to find its just me in the class....alone.

Hoongjae.....

An unknown smile made its way to my face.

Yunho pov:

After the bell rings and the school was almost empty. I starts to make my way towards the parking lot when I bumped into him resulting in him on ground.

"Ow.." "hey! You ok? I am sorry I didnt notice you and was-"

He look up and I was shocked by his beauty.

Sharp jawline that can cut you like a knife. Blond hairs with an undercut falling on his beautiful brown eyes who stare back at me as I help him stand. It feels like time stops.

Everything around us stop. I watch as his adam apple goes up and down when he glup.

Slim nose... sexy neck and when he bite his plump soft pink lips.

Who is this young boy? And why haven't I seen him before.

"Ah..I am sorry.." his voice brought me back to world. Oh my.. his voice..its soo pretty..like a bird singing.

"Hello?"

"Huh? Oh! Hey! A- I am sorry! I didnt see you!" He chuckles lightly and nods. God..his chuckles are pretty as well. I smile unconsciously.

"Anyways.. I..should go now." He said softly. I nods and give him space. He smiles at me and gives me a small wave.

And just then when he past me the realization hit me! I didnt ask his name!!

"Hey wait!" I yell.

"Yes?" He turn around to look at me with wide eyes looking like a puppy. GOD.. my heartu..

"I didnt catch your name yet!" He laughs a little and nods and  turns to me with a smile.

"Hoongjae"

I smile in return.

"Yunho! Wanna exchange numbers?"

He nods "sure" I take out my phone and pass him as he did the same and I add my no. In his phone while he did with mine and we give each other back our phones.

"Soo.. bai.. now?" He giggles making.my smile wider if thats even happen. I nods.

"Sure! Will text ya!" "Sure, bai" "bai!" And we take our roads.

I didnt notice the smile adorning my smily face more.

Wooyoung pov:

I exhale a deep breath when I finally reach the gate. Oh My! He was really handsome! Ahh! Ok ok woo-hoongjae takes deep breaths.

Yes. Thats it. You can do this.

"Hey! Hoong!" I look at where my name was being called.

I saw yeosang hyung coming towards me. I smile at him.

"Hello hyung"

"Hey! I was gonna ask you about your number! I didnt get that last time!"

"Oh sure!" I smile and give him my phone as he gave me his and we exchange our.no.

Hyung smile as he seez my number in his phone.

"Excellent! Will text ya later! Ok! I am in a hurry rn!"

"No worries hyung!"

And he left again. Woa.. what was that. I shrug and starts walking towards the cafe.

Time skip~~

Everything was doing ok in cafe when seonghwa hyung enters. I smile and wave at him as he walks towards me.

"Hey hyung!"

"Hi jae-ah!"

"Soo...what do you want today?"

"Mhm..well a black coffee will work"

"Sure hyung! Will call you when its ready"

"Sure"

Hyung walks to the table where he always sit whenever he come here.

I made his coffee and call hyung who come immediately and smile at me holding his coffee. I smile back. Hyung turns around to go but again face me.

"Hey..jae-ah"

"Yes hyung?"

"Mhm..can I have your number?"

Ok...thats really creepy right.. first yunho hyung, then yeosang hyung and now hyung as well.

"Ahh..sure hyung.." and..we exchange number az well.

"Well. See you later jae-ah"

"Sure hyung!" And..he left the cafe.

Time skip~~

After bidding byes to noona and hyung. I walk to library where I always goes at this hour and starts doing my homework.

I was minding my own business when some one sits in front of me.

"Yah! Hoogie!" Dang it.. jackson...

"What do you want jackson?" I ask him coldly.

"Woa..princess.. why always be a tsundere..chill..I am not here to bullly you." He touch my left cheek sexually making me uncomfortable, so I move away.

"Jackson look-" he cut me off by standing and bending over the desk while grabing my jaw and forcing me to look in his eyes. Our faces were inches apart. I can feel his breath on my face.

Ah God! He starts towering over me. I place my hands on his chest and try to  push him back but nothing happen but then when I try to yell for help he place his other hand on my mouth!

I dont know what to do? I might have kick his balls if I wasnt sitting on chair and my feets under the table while hes on the table towering over me, holding my jaw tightly with his other hand on my mouth and my hands on his chest.

Ya...akward..position...I know..

"I always wanted to have you-" ok you might be thinking why theirs no people? Well first of all its a library. A whole ass one. And second its 7:35 or something pm and third I am sitting on a desk in the far corner one. Yh..I know I shouldn't but..well.

Anyways.. he starts making his way towards me when a voice stop him. Oh how grateful I am for the person.

"Hey! Hold it right their! What do you think your doing!"

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