:life choices?:

Wooyoung pov:

I reach my first class of maths. And sit on my seat yes you get it right. Last one beside the window on left side. From the window beside my seat you can see the whole front of school which is really beautiful as their are plants and waterfalls in the middle of this U type of college. Its a really beautiful college to be honest.

SMACK!

I look up to only find 'san' my bully I dont even know why he bully me and is the one who had smack his book on my head.

"What do you want san?" I ask annoyed.

"Woah their..look..I dont like you get that!" He said teasingly looking back at his friends who starts laughing.

"Nor do i" I say looking at him in the eyes.

His teasing face turn into a serious one.

"I know that..so what?" You see we both always end up like this even if hes hurting me. One of my lines will make him turned serious and we end up glaring well like he observe me and I just stare at him.

"Do you need anything?" I ask him after few minutes. He blink his eyes and looks around himself and back at me with wide eyes.

"A..yah..no..actually..see ya!" He said and walks back to his seat.. akward.. I roll my eyes and turn back to look outside the window again

San pov:

I dont know what just got into me.why cant I bully him? Why? Why when always I try to bully him it feels like I am bullying my own other half? Why? Just why?.. I sigh and grip my hairs and pull on them. Why!? Just why?... He cant be my twin! My wooyoung! Hes hoongjae! An idiot! Then why!?...

I look up when teacher enters the classroom.

"Everyone please take your seats.." our maths teacher said in his usual tired tone even tho its morning. Anyways, and put his books on teachers table. Everyone takes their seats and theirs a pin drop silence as our maths teacher sigh and look around the class and stops when his eyes fell on someone 'special'.

Wooyoung pov: (Again)

I heard when class door open and shut but I still kept looking outside. Observing the trees and plants raffling when wind passes them. I was this much into my own thoughts that I didnt notice that our maths teacher has entered the classroom and is now calling me..

"-ong!!"

"-uong!"

"-ooyoung!!"

"WOOYOUNG!!"

I snap out of traces and stand up with wide eyes looking at my class laughing while looking at me.

I sigh and look at my teacher with no emotions whose already looking at me with an eyebrow raised. Our teacher sigh and shake his head in no.

"You know wooyoung, your a good student..I dont have any issues with you spacing out because your one of the best student of mine but..." our teacher takes a deep breath and continues.

"Just sit down and pay attention" I nod my head and sit down and looks at front at teacher again not caring bout the whispers and gossips bout me happening around me right now.

"Ok class so today we are gonna learn about 'Binary Relations' and also about 'Domain and Range of relations' as well.." and soo that class go on.

I wasnt actually paying attention and look outside again for the rest of the lecture.

Time skip~~~~

Luch time:

I walk towards my locker to put my books in it but was met by my back hitting with the wall.

A yelp come out of my mouth as my right shoulder has met with wall very hardly. I feel that my bone is dislocate somehow. Last night fight didnt help in much..

I look up to find my bullies again. 'San and his group' but with no 'san' ?

"Woa..your really pretty..." jackson, I assume his name is jackson anyways. Said while trapping me in his arms. His hands on both sides of my head. I just look at him with emotionless face.

"Oh princess... look at y-" before he could finish his sentence someone cut him.

"What the heck are you doing jackson?"

We all I mean me, jackson and his other two mates mingea and lebneum look at the source of voice.

"Yeosang hyung..its not what you think-" mingea try to say but stopped when this 'yeosang' raise his hand while still looking directly in my eyes.

"You all can go" this yeosang guy said without looking at any of them in serious way still holding my emotionless gaze.

"Yes." When they all three leave this yeosang guy walks towards me and stops when we are inches apart. I must say hes talker than me I guess by one or two inch? Anyways..back!

"Hey there! Name's yeosang!" He hold out his right hand in front of me still looking at me. I look down at his hand and then back at him before shaking his hand with my right hand.

"Hoongjae." I say emotionlessly.

"Then nice to meet you hoong-jae" yeosang serious face turn into a little smile with his hard eyes turning into soft ones making me confuse, we kept looking at each other eyes but were cut out of it by san's voice.

"Sangie hyung!" We both look at our right still in same position which is me with my back still against the wall and yeosang standing in front of me with his left hand on left of my face. I must agree this situation is akward.

"Oh sannie?" Yeosang takes a step back and after giving me a look turn to san and puts both his hands in his hoodie pockets.

"What are you doing, hyung?" San reaches us and says while giving me a displease look to which I just roll my eyes and look on the other side.

"Oh nothing..I will take my leave now.." yeosang hyung shrug and looks at me and smile warmly.

"See you soon jae." I look at him, I must agree again his smile made me feel..home?. He walks away with san who give me a look before walking away leaving me their alone looking at their disappearing backs.

'Oh how I miss my brothers...'

Time skip~~ off time~

Finally the last bell for today rings and everybody packs their things like their in a marathon and here I am not even caring to pack things. I sigh when atleast half of my class was empty. I start picking my things and putting them back and makes my way towards my locker from now empty halls as now mostly students have left and only those who has clubs or detentions etc are left and are already in their own specific places. I open my locker and place all my things I dont need and close it locking it.

Jongho has football practice soo it will be only me well its always me alone. But anyways. I slung right strap of my bag on my right shoulder while other strap hanging behind me and my left hand in my pants pocket and starts walking outside the school towards the cafe for my shift. While walking I kept looking at other people laughing like their is no problem in their life. I take out my phone from my left pants pocket with my left hand and looks at the time.

1:34 pm..

Mhm..I still have 26 mins before my shift start. Yes my cafe shift start at 2 'o clock pm till 7 'o clock and then I go to the underground world for 'dancing' the only place where I feel like I belong. No its not because of the people looking at me Nor that I am famous their or nor that I get payed high because of that its because I feel free while dancing. I feel I can fly once again. I can breath once again. I can belong to somewhere. Somewhere, where no one knows me. Yes I hide my face with my mask. You can say thats why I am 'more' famous as what every body sees is my steps and my dance but not my face? They all called me 'hidden fairy' or something like that. I dont care.. ya! And one more thing they also know me by the name 'phoenix' which means 'deep red' . I sit on a bench in a park for children. And start looking at small children playing happily with their parents and siblings..

Did I do something wrong? To make mom and dad left me and jongho alone. No if their is something like that then its must be my fault cause jongho was soo little back then, he cant make mom and dad angry right?

I dont understand their or mine 'life choices'. Whats going to happen? Are my brothers , mom and dad still even alive? If they did miss me and jongho? Did they try to find us? Will we ever met again? Will I be able to provide jongho the life he deserve? What will we do if we met them again? What will jimin hyung do? Will he let us go back to our real family or..? Will 'we' be able to leave jiminie hyung, tae tae hyung, kookie hyung, suga hyung, joonie hyung, jinnie hyung and hoobie hyung? Will we be ready?

But the biggest question that eating me is..

Will 'we all be ready to face' our future? Changes? New relations? Guilts? Regrets? Tears? Cries? Happiness? Sadness? Fear? Challenges?

'Are we all even ready?'

The answer..is I dont know..what the future holds for us all. I love all of them. All bts, even tho I havent met with my 'real' mom, dad and brothers I still love them and at last jongho.. hes my life.. I dont know if I would ever be able to live without him. Hes just soo precious to me . Hes all I got now..-

Ring! Ring!

I was cut out of my train of thoughts when my phone rings. I look at screen to find my noona from cafe actually shes the boss.. calling.

Seongnoo noona calling....

"Hello? Noona?"

"Hoong-ah where are you?"

"Mhm..noona.. I am at a park why..I still have time before my shift start-"

"What are you talking about? Your already late hoong-ah! Its 2:13 already! Thats why I call you! Your never late even if you got off from your college at 2 thats why I was soo worried! Now come fast!

"Huh?" What? I look at my phone screen to find noona saying truth.

"OMG noona! I am sooo sorry I will be there in 2 mins!"

"Hey! No need to ru-" I hang up the phone and adjust my bag strap on my right shoulder and put my phone back in my left pocket and starts running towards the cafe.

In about 2 mins I slap open the cafe door panting heavily.

"Woh..their...lil bird-ie. I told you not to run. But ofc you have to hang up on ME" seongnoo noona comes to me rolling her eyes and puts her hands on her hips and try to look angry. Keyword:try.

I smile at her still panting heavily.

"S-sorry noona! I-i was soo into my thoughts that I l-lost my track of time." I said between my pants. Seongnoo noona looks at me with a smile and pats my head.

"Its ok dear..afterall your my best and all to fav dong- saeng" (A/n: I google it hahha) she smile warmly at me. I reflect her action with a small smile.

"Ok! Thats it! Now get to work!" Yeogoon hyung comes from backside and claps his hands signal for us to listen to him.

Yes if you didnt notice so I will tell you. They are together. Seongnoo noona is 32 years old while yeogoon hyung is 34 years old (A/n: both are mine own characters). This cafe is of seongnoo noona, her dream was to make a cafe of hers own while yeogoon hyung by profession is a teacher in an orphan. Yes hes an orphan and I sometimes help him with 'his' children. They dont have their own child cause. Noona cant have them but hyung still love and told her that it is ok and that the God has already give him too many childs to take care in orphan. I sometimes visit him at orphan also I guess the kids their like me also.. they always call me by 'oppa' or 'hyung'. I really feel happy their as well.

I walk inside to put my black and pink apron which has 'welcome to sweets&bitter c@fe' written on the big pocket in the middle with white  flowers and two butterflies decorating the name. Such a fancy apron I admit. I wear my apron according to my way.

Which is folding the apron in half.

I walk out and starts working.

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