Bitter dream.....
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I watched you closely
As you held her firmly
Walking down the aisle
People watched you attentively

I wish I was in her shoes
I wish you held me that way
I wish you looked at me in that manner
So adoringly...
I can never comprehend

I came here today despite my hurting
Not because I'm jealous
But because
I want to know
Yes I want to know

I want to know
What she had
That I didn't have

I want to know
How bad I was
I want to know
How much I wasn't good enough

I want to know
Why I wasn't worth your love

As if on purpose
Your eyes met mine
It held an emotion
One I couldn't understand

Immediately your grip on her hand loosened
I turned back
Only to hear you
Scream out loud my name
Gaining the attention
Of every attentive watcher

"Please don't go" You pleaded
I stared blankly at you
Making the decision i never thought I could make
I walked out of the door

I felt relieved knowing
For the first time I was leaving
And not being left
Now I can dream sweet
In my bitter dream

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