Santana's POV

He was in there, smiling at Jess, he never smiled like that at me before! His eyes were sparking and it crushed me. My heart felt like someone had ripped it out of my chest and crushed it right in front of my eyes, so that I can see it crumble into dust. I feel tears staining my cheeks but I don't care I keep running. I showed him a side of me that no one ever knew and he still likes her better!

Who am I kidding, everyone thinks I'm a slut so why not like her? I head for the bridge, I promised myself if I can't take the pain anymore I would go there and jump. I head over there when I hear the voice I love so much call my name.

“Santana!” I keep running. “SANTANA!” I don't look back. “SANTANA GABLES, LOOK AROUND PLEASE!” I turn around to see Josiah wrap his arms around me into a tight hug.

I cry into his chest and I keep hitting him with my fists. I was talking senselessly, “Why do you like her better? I thought you liked me! You never smile like that with me or your eyes sparkle like that. I hate you!”

I sink into his lap crying like an abandoned puppy that just found someone who wants to adopt her. “What about all those talks we had? Those secrets we shared! I thought you knew me! I thought we had somethi-” My words were cut off but his lips.

They were cold and trembling but it still burned me and electricity shot up and down my spine. My hands went numb and the only thing I felt were his perfectly shaped lips on mine. I never knew a kiss could have so much effect on me.

When he finally pulls away we were both breathless, “I was talking about you, about your beautiful smile, the way you look into my eyes with your green eyes and I forget what to say! The way you make my heart beat at an unhealthy rate and my head gets dizzy with you sitting beside me! I want to hold you, kiss you and love you better than fairytales and better that your best dreams! I love you Santana!”

I cry into his neck, “I love you too, so much Josiah!” I whisper into his ears, he shivers, it's too cute for me so I stand up and take his hand. It was so warm even though we were both freezing because it was November, our touch warmed each other. I was finally wanted so desperately by a person that I love too. I smile as we walk back, hand in hand.