Har lamha tujhme jeena,

Yeh bhi muqaddar ki baat hai 💚

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Sitting on the middle of the bed which was decorated with roses and candles, she was waiting for him 'her newly wedded husband.'

The room was too big for her imagination making her breathe hitched as she never hoped to get married with such a wealthy person in her wildest dreams.

She was nor happy nor sad just cursing her fate for making her so lonely that unwillingly she has to say yes to his proposal.

In just two days her whole life got changed for being an orphan to being a married women.

His last words still rangs in her mind making her fragile heart shattered.

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Past:

"Apko manzoor hai?" Usman malik asked her making her heart stop thumping.

(Do you agree?)

"Bolo beta" She was looking at her mom for few good minutes when his mom ("Saba") asked her making her regained her lost senses.

(Say it dear)

"Hume..." before she could complete her sentence rashida interrupts making everyone looked at her.

"Haan, kyu nhi hogi manzoori" she replied instead making usman malik smile followed by his mom.

(Yes, why won't she agree)

"Yeh toh khush kismati hai iski" she added with a smile making maham nod.

(It's her goodluck)

"Haan, Fizah" maham replied making her heart break in one go.

"Toh hum nikkah ke liye haa samjhe?" Saba asked making maham nod happily.

(So do we understand yes for marriage? )

Saba hugged maham and rashida in happiness but no one noticed her nor even asked her about her opinion.

"Mujhe akele mei kuch baat krni hai Fizah se" he said all out of sudden when everyone was busy in greeting making fizah froze.

(I want to talk to Fizah in private)

"Zaroor beta" rashida replied while taking everyone to the living room and leaving both.

(Sure son)

In all this while, no one asked her permission, her choice or her dreams.
Today she actually feels like an orphan. She wishes to eloped from there but have no place to go.

"Fizah Iqbal" She was busy in thinking about her life when his sharp voice makes her came into the reality.

"Mil gya sukoon?" He added making her looked at him who was now glaring at her.

(Got relieved?)

"Meri zindagi kharab krke" his words pierced her delicate soul.

(By making my life worse)

"Barbad hone ke liye taiyaar hojao" he threatens her while grabbing her shoulder roughly.

(Get ready for ruin)

"Intezaar krna apni zindagi tabah hone ka" he smirks while pushing her harshly and going from there.

(Wait for your life to be getting ruined)

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"Hum thik toh kr rhe hai na?" Maham asked rashida when they are in kitchen after they left.

(Am I doing right?)

"Haan maham aapa, bilkul sahi kr rhi hai aap" she replied while making tea for themselves.

(Yes sister, you're doing absolutely right)

"Waise bhi jitni jaldi ho sake nikal dein use apni zindagi se" she added with pouring tea in the cups.

(Anyway, get her out from your life as soon as possible)

"Manhoos kahin ki" she mumbled loudly while forwarding the cup to her, making maham mum as she got easily influenced by rashida's word.

(Wretched girl)

"Waise bhi nikkah toh hona hi tha ek na ek din uska" maham replied while taking the cup from her hands.

(Anyway, she had to get married one day or the other)

"Wahi aapa, aap maryam ke bare mei socha kre ab" she suggested her while sipping her tea making maham nod.

(You should start thinking about Maryam now)

They both were so lost in ogling venom for her, not knowing that she is at door.

After hearing their conversation, she loses all her hopes and agreed marrying him unwilling.

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Present:

"Ahhh" she was silently shedding tears when sudden pull on her wrist drags her to the harsh reality.

"Dafa hojao meri nazaro se" he blurted out while pushing her on the floor and opening his first two buttons of sherwani making her soft heart hurt more.

(Get lost)

"Hum....kahan....jayenge?" She cried while getting up with difficulty as her lengha was way more heavier for her weak body.

(Where shall I go?)

"Kahin bhi jao par yuh mujhe apna manhoos chehra naa dikhao" he uttered without looking at her making her heart shattered on her first night.

(Go anywhere but don't show me your wretched face)

"Aur waise bhi biwi nhi, ek naukar ki haisiyat se aayi ho tum yahan" she was thinking where to go as this is a new place for her and she didn't know the directions properly when his sudden stern voice makes her eyes more teary.

(And by the way, you have come here as a servant, not as my wife)

"Bas yahi kami reh gyi thi zindagi mei" her heart whispered in pain as being an orpan, she experienced this feelings once again.

(The only thing which was left in my life)

"Mere wapis aane tak, tumhari shakal na dikh jaayein mujhe" before dashing in washroom, he again threatened her making her eyes shut in pain.

(Until I come back, I don't want you to be here)

She didn't know where to go or whom to ask, she wanted to change but her clothes was not with her as the driver forgets to put her luggage in the car.

She was still in dilemma what to do, what to wear when washroom door clicked making her panicked and frightened.

As he comes out in his simple white cotton kurta, his blood boils in anger after seeing her still in his room.

"Tum gyi nhi?" He shouts at her making her shiver.

(Haven't you gone?)

"Ahhh" before she could reply him, he dragged her out of his room to the balcony area and throws her on the floor harshly.

"Yahi hai aaj se tumhara naya kamra" he stated making her smile inwardly at her destiny.

(This is your new room from today)

Without listening her reply he locked the door of the balcony and come inside, leaving her on first day in new place alone.

Picking up her small purse which was lying on the floor beside her, she took out her parents picture and hugged it like they was really there.

"Humara nikkah hogya" she whispered meekly while sitting on the floor with wall support.

(I got married)

"Aap dono ki both yaad aarhi hai" she added while kissing their pic softly.

(I missed you both)

"Aap dono kyu chale gye inti jaldi?" She further added while crying hardly.

(Why you both left me too soon?)

She was busy in sobbing and remembering her parents that didn't even realized when sleep took over her.

She was in deep slumber when something makes up awake, the thunder strom and heavy rain.
She then realized her being fully drenched making her lenhga more heavy but what froze her was parents pictures which got totally wet and teared.

"Ars...had" with great difficulty she gets up and feeling too cold and shivering outside. She knocks the door with shivering hands but he didn't open or maybe didn't heard her.

"Arshad" she again knocked for the fifth time but he didn't open the door.

"Ar....." she again knocked but before completing her line, she faints there as not coping with the inner and outer torture.

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"Fizah" at morning, she heard her name in paincked voice making her regain her conscious.

"Allah ka sukr! Tumhe hosh aagya" he added immediately making her confused by his soft behavior.

(Thanks god! You are awake)

"Leti rho" she tries to get up hurriedly after sensing that she was in his bed and in his room as his words at last night got imprinted in her mind but he stops her in the middle making her more confused.

(Lie down)

"Breakfast table pr hai, khaa lena" he adds as while getting up from the bed and leaving the room.

(Breakfast is on the table, eat it)

Her eyes moved to the side table but got shocked after seeing the clock as it's show 11 am in the morning.

She hurriedly got up but got another shock after seeing her changes clothes as she was wearing her oversized shirt with his track pants.

"Allah!" Her voice muffled in her throat as many thoughts starts rising in her little mind.

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"Hume maaf krdein" she said while sitting beside saba who was busy in watching her favorite serial.

(I'm sorry)

"Hum aage se jaldi uthenge" she added while looking down and fidgeting her dupatta making saba melt by her innocence.

(I'll wake up early)

"Areey, koi baat nhi beta" saba replied lovingly while hugging her.

(It's okay dear)

Her hug contains warmth and love making her hugged back immediately.

"Kuch khaya?" Saba asked while breaking the hug making her eyes moistened as till now no one cared for her.

(Have you eat?)

"Jii" she lied because not wanting to hurt her while hiding her gaze from her.

"Aap aagye" whole day, she spent her time with saba and at night she waits for him as an obedient wife.
She was sleeping on the dining table itself when sudden voice breaks her sleep.

(You came)

After coming home at 1 am, the first thing he saw was her who was looking too cute in her sleep. Unintentionally his feet dragged him towards her, seeing her innocent face he feels bad for her but again his ego overcome his emotions and intentionally he drops the glass on the floor making her awake.

"Khana lagau?" Seeing him, she gets up from the chair in instant while asking him in sleepy voice.

(Should I served food?)

"Sun..." Without replying her, he turns to go towards the stair case making her again hurt by his rude behavior.
She tries to stop but he didn't pay any heed.

She was feeling hungry as didn't ate anything since morning but seeing him rude behavior she also skips dinner because of him.

After putting the food in the refrigerator, she comes to his room with determination to ask him about yesterday's night but seeing him sleeping her hopes die.

Without making any noise, she took one pillow and bedsheet to sleep outside in the balcony.
She was proceding but suddenly her head starts feeling dizzy and in no time she faints on the floor.

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How's it? 😊

Arshad or Fizah ❤️

Now she's married 🙈

Did he really cares for her? 🤔

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