TAEHYUNGS POV

*flashback*

The members and I were scheduled to have dance rehearsal's for our next performance where we will be performing "War Of Hormones"

Today I felt really sick and fatigued. My head was pounding and I went to the bathroom several times to throw up.

Jin told the manager hyung that he will take me to the hospital for a check up. The manager agreed.

Jungkook asked me if I was feeling okay. I laughed and ruffled his hair.

"Don't worry about me Kookie. Aliens don't get sick."

He hugged me and left with the other members for rehearsals. Jin and I went to the hospital.

As we were there, they did many tests to see if I was okay and what kind of sickness i had.

As idols, they have to go through many procedures to make sure we're well enough to perform.

After an hour of testing, he told us that he will call me when they get the results back. For now, I need to be in bed to at least 3 days.

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After 3 days I got a call from the doctor.

"Hello? Taehyung speaking."

"Ah. Hello Taehyung. It's Dr. Choi. I have your results here and I would like you to come meet with me in person to discuss this." The doctor replied.

He sounded a little depressed but I didn't think much of it.

"Okay. What time do I need to come?"

"Is right now okay?"

I asked Jin if he could take me to the hospital and he said okay. Jungkook asked if he could come too but then Jimin said he wanted Jungkook to stay and play with him. Jungkook's mine, Jimin.

I returned to my phone call. "I can come now. I'll be on my way"

We said goodbye and hung up. Jin and I left the dorms and headed for the hospital.

We met with Dr. Choi and he led us into the room. I sat on the bed table, dangling my feet and laughing for no apparent reason. Jin sat on one of the side chairs.

"Taehyung. I don't know how to say this..."

I stopped and looked up at him worriedly. "Say what?"

"You have brain cancer "

Jin gasped. I started tearing up. He got up and held me in his arms as I cried in his arms.

"What's going to happen? Can we cure it?" Jin asked desperately.

"Unfortunately, it's too late. He's had a tumor for a long time... I'm surprised that you just came now." The doctor said flipping through his notes. "In all honesty, it's so bad that I don't think you have much time."

"What are you talking about?!" Jin yelled. I gripped tighter onto his shirt.

"I'm saying... Taehyung has 2-3 months maximum. Do you have a bucket list? If not, I suggest you create one now."

Jin got up and was about to punch the doctor but I pulled him back.

"Can't we try and fix this? Isn't there another way?" I begged.

Doctor Choi shrugged. "There are thousands of diagnostics we can run. You know, try and figure out what we can do to save you... But it takes months."

"And?!"

"Wouldn't you rather enjoy, what could be, the last of your life?"

Jin calmed down and looked at me. Not with anger, but sadness.

"Hyung?"

He sighed. "He's right V. Why should we have you go through months of treatment and later find out whether it worked or not? If it doesn't work, you wasted months of living your life and having fun."

I though for a second. He's right. If I were to die, I want to spend the last of my days having fun.

"I understand." This was the last thing I said before leaving the doctors office. Most of the drive home was silent.

"V."

"Hmm.." I replied, staring out the window.

"Should we tell the members?"

I looked at Jin. He looked pretty serious.

"I guess. It seems like the right thing to do."

When we arrived at the dorms, the members were scattered about doing their own little thing.

"EVERYONE LISTEN UP AND GATHER IN THE LIVING ROOM NOW!" The manager yelled.

Yeah, we told the manager before we went up to the dorms. He was sad about the news and regretted putting me through all these hard work and schedules. I comforted him saying that he was doing his job and the best he can.

The members gathered, but one was missing.

"Where Jungkook?" I asked.

"He went to his parents house a little while after you left. His parents called and said that his grandma passed away this morning." Jimin replied.

I was shocked. Why? I don't think he can take all this bad news in one day!

"Okay guys, we have some devastating news." Manager hyung said and all the members looked at him worriedly.

"Would you like to say it V?"

I nodded and faced everyone.

"I'm dying from brain cancer." I said simply.

They all gasped and started questioning me at once.

"What happened?" Jimin asked.

"How do you know? Are you for sure for sure? I think somethings wrong." J hope said

"Quit playing with us Tae, it's not funny." Rap monster scolded.

"You really think we're interested in playing these kinds of games? Tell us what's going on" Suga said.

I started crying and Jin comforted me again. He told the members what happened in the doctors room and everything Dr. Choi said.

They got up and group hugged me. It felt nice to know everyone cared, but all I really wanted was Jungkook's embrace. I wanted my Kookie. They all pulled away and Jimin wiped my tears.

"I'm going to stay with my family for a month. I need to spend time with them. After that, I'll come back" I stated.

"Do you have a bucket list?" Jimin asked.

"Yeah. I'll give it to Jin before I leave." I said.

"After you return, we will complete your bucket list. Or at least, try." Suga suggested. Everyone agreed.

"Are we going to tell Jungkook?" Namjoon asked.

"I don't think we should. His grandma just passed away. Imagine if we tell him that his best friend is dying." Jin replied.

I nodded.

"Hey! I'm his best friend too!" Jimin argued.

"No you're not. You're just a jam-less little boy." Namjoon joked.

"Ah. Jimin is very no fun." Jhope joined.

We all started laughing and then the maknae walked in.

"Taetae! Your back!" He ran towards me and pulled me in for a hug. I gladly returned it.

"I needed you so much. My grandma passed away."

"I heard. Don't worry, I'm here." I said while rubbing his back.

The members gave me a concerned look and i put my finger to my lips to let them know to keep the brain cancer thing a secret. They all understood.

Jungkook and I walked to our bedroom. He told me about how close he and his grandma was. We watched a comedy movie together in our room and started going through pictures of us together.

"Taetae?"

I hummed in reply while smiling and a photo of us.

"Promise you'll never leave me."

I looked at him but he looked away and continued watching the movie.

I pulled him in and kissed his forehead.

"Ah! Hyuuuuung~!" He turned to me and punched my shoulder. I giggled at his actions.

"I promise."

He smiled at me and leaned on my shoulder.

I promise.

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IMPORTANT!
I DID NOT MEAN TO OFFEND ANYONE WITH BRAIN CANCER OR ANYONE WHO KNOWS SOMEONE WITH BRAIN CANCER!

it's just a story but I know it's a very serious and sad thing. :'( I'm sorry for anyone who is or who knows someone who is going through any sickness or disease right now.

Prayers go out to you and your family.