five.

four.

three.

two.

one.

and I have now cried
harder
and more times
than I have ever before
I met this person
that I love.

because he is leaving me again,
and it's not his fault,
but it's his choice,
and it hurts.

he is leaving me again,
after we promised
we'd stay together
forever.

and I don't understand
why this universe
brought me to
my universe
just to rip it away
as if there's more than one
and I can find new galaxies
to experiment new and
strange life with.
I don't understand.