it was all going swell
until I received a call
from someone I never
ever
thought I'd hear from again.
nico walked in on me
crying afterwards,
and held me and
asked me what's wrong.

so I told him,
and I realized
all the bad and
all the hurt
that comes today
in a result to
no tomorrow.

just when we had finally gotten to start up again,
just when we were
going somewhere.

thank you, heavens, thank you, dawn,
for crashing down on
old, blue day.