(Jane's POV)

"Just a quickie." I said as Gavin pushed me past his hotel bedroom door, kissing my neck and rubbing his hands up and down my back.

"Fuck your 'quickie'. I haven't seen or felt you for over a week. I'm taking advantage of this moment." He said against my collarbone and I giggled at his sudden harshness. It's true that I also wanted this night to last all the way until the morning as well.

"So, you're not jealous anymore?" I asked while he threw me down on the bed and hovered over me.

"Can we seriously not talk about this while I'm trying to rip your clothes off?" Gavin said and pulled down my dress strap, immediately bringing his lips to my bare skin there. I instinctively wrapped my legs around his waist. I'm pretty sure it was my fault to make him this persistent and eager. Well, to get him out of his weird mood, I did slyly move my foot up and down his leg, then I scooted closer to him in the booth and began to whisper dirty little things into his ear, so yeah...it was my fault.

"Well, we'll have to some time." I replied, pulling off his shirt and running my hands down his chest and stomach.

"Now? When I'm trying to make love to you?" Gavin rolled his eyes and began to nibble along my neck, making me squeal and claw his back, which made him moan. Of course, I didn't want to talk now, but I knew if I brought it when he wasn't this vulnerable, then I wouldn't hear him speak whatsoever.

"We can multitask." I suggested as he slipped my dress over my head and teasingly kissed from my neck, down my chest and to the edge of my underwear. My breath picked up speed. He didn't answer, but instead looped his fingers through the sides of my lace, white underwear and pulled them off.

"Don't have time for that." He mumbled before making me gasp out.

"We have...all night." I said between moans and when he finally came back he helped to unclip my bra and I pulled him against me, crashing my lips against his and running my hands through his tousled hair.

"Yeah, but I'm going to use up the precious minutes we have, pleasuring you." Gavin smirked as I rolled my eyes at him. He pushed me back against the pillows, removing his boxers and slowly easing his way into me.

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"How long are you staying for?" I asked, my head laying on Gavin's chest as we tried to recollect our breath. We literally stayed up all night until we could see the sun rising. I didn't want any of this to end. I knew that just in a few days he would be leaving and I would probably return to my usual depression.

"Three more days. Today, Sunday, and I'll be leaving Monday night." Gavin said and sighed. "Will you be coming out for Lindsay and Michael's wedding?"

"Unfortunately, no. I have this huge exam that day and if I miss it, I might as well say goodbye to ever continuing college." I said. I had already told Lindsay as she understood. I didn't want to miss her big day, but I didn't want to miss my chance of staying at the college.

"You can't reschedule?" He asked, looking down to me and cupping my cheek in his hand.

"No. It's on that day and that day only." I shrugged and nestled my head into the crook of his neck. I looked over to the clock and saw it was almost at 5 in the morning. "Shouldn't you be getting up and ready? It's almost 5. Don't you have to be at the convention center?" I could feel his body tense next to me and I looked up to see him biting his bottom lip. "You fucking lied to me, didn't you?" I raised an eyebrow as he kept his silence and I scoffed, moving away.

"Jay, I didn't mean anything by it." Gavin tried to touch me, but I pulled the covers up over my head and looked away. I could hear him sigh as his body moved back against the pillows once more. "You didn't do anything wrong. It was...that guy."

"Guy?" I moved back up and looked at him. "You mean Danny? How many times--Gavin! He's a friend, a good one and not someone I like in the way you're thinking." I couldn't believe him. Did he seriously think we were doing stuff behind his back or something?

"How could I know, Jane? You're here without me, practically open to other guys while I can't protect you or be here for you. How could I have not known there was something between you two?" Gavin looked genuinely frustrated about this.

"Oh, I don't know, maybe a little trust in me would have been grand! Do you think I have the nerve to cheat on you or flirt with other guys? Is that what you think?" I sat up, covering my chest with the sheet provided. I was getting angry and annoyed. Never would I cheat on this man right here, never would I even think to.

"I don't know. I saw those damn pictures on your Twitter with you leaning on him and laughing like he was amusing you to the point of wanting to sleep with him!" Gavin raised his voice a little louder and huffed.

"Those were fucking pictures! You see a photo and you believe I want to sleep with him? I was drunk!" That might have been a stupid answer, but in my anger, I didn't see it.

"So, I can't trust you when you're drunk? If you're intoxicated, you'll be willing to have someone else's dick in you?" Gavin's green eyes were narrowed and his jaw clenched. Angry, hot tears dripped from my eyes as I moved off the bed, collected my clothes and made my way to the bathroom to pull them on. I was getting sick of the conversation and so fed up with his jealousy that I had to look away from him. How dare he think that I was some cheater, that I would even consider it under heavy drinking. I would never!

I never thought he would back in Texas. Never for a second believed he would do something like that while I was away, but obviously he thought I would.

"Jay..." I heard his voice, much softer, outside the bathroom door as I pulled on my underwear and bra. "Look, I'm..."

"Fuck off." I grumbled as I threw over my dress on my body and sat on the toilet seat.

"Look, I'm sorry. It's just that...I can't help but feel scared that you're away. You're a beautiful girl that will have every guy immediately fall for you with just one glance. It scares me to know that I can't be there and protect you from them or just hold you. Do you know how hard it is knowing that the love of your life is out, partying with other guys that are as drunk as she is? People aren't in their right mind when they've had a lot of alcohol. Trust me, I should know," He paused, trying to see if I would say anything, but since I remained quiet, he continued. "When I saw Danny, I lost it. You two in that photo together had my jealousy spark and when he was there with you at the airport, I didn't know what to think. Yes, okay, I was jealous. It was obvious, but that's how I am. Jane, I love you and seeing you with another guy besides me or the lads, makes me lash out and accidentally say things I regret."

I just sat there, listening to him prattle on and on about why he was jealous and how sorry he was for yelling at me. At first, I didn't give a fuck about what he had to say, but now I understand. Truly. I guess it was something difficult to comprehend and to be away from the person you love could give you anxiety and even have you question many things. I stood up and stared at the door.

"Stop," I interrupted him and I heard him wait for me to continue. "First off, how dare you think I would even consider sleeping with someone else. You know I love you, so when you said that, I felt hurt. And I told you, Danny is just a friend. That's it! He would never try to touch me or anything."

"How would you know?" Gavin muttered from outside the door and I wanted to seriously open it slam him in the face.

"Because he's engaged, you fucker!" I screamed at him and I knew he was probably whiter than fucking snow. "I met his girlfriend and they are happily in love, just like you and I, but I see you have no faith in me like he does with her." I opened the door then, not enough to crack his head in, but just to bump him as I moved past Gavin and back into the bedroom. I grabbed my phone that sat on the nightstand. There were a few texts from Carrie, Barbs, and even Danny and one missed call from my father.

Gavin was in a shirt and a pair of shorts when I turned to see him, running a hand through his hair. "Jay, I'm sorry."

"Sorry? You just believed me to be a cheater. Are you seriously that stupid?" I wasn't yelling anymore, but I hadn't lost my temper.

"I don't know what came over me. I should've trusted you and hadn't let my jealousy override me. I'm sorry. Can you forgive me?" Gavin stepped closer, placing his hands on my arms and rubbing them up and down, his green gaze penetrating mine. When I didn't say anything, he sighed and pulled me against him. I didn't respond, not even hugging him back or showing any affection. He needs to realise how much of an idiot he has made himself because this was absolutely ridiculous.

"I love you," He continued. "You can kick me in the balls if you want." I smiled to myself at his comment. "Or you can punch me in my dumb face and call me a knob." This time I giggled and I felt him relaxing. I finally wrapped my arms around his neck, taking a look up at him to see his eyes a darker shade of green.

"Can I do both?" I bit my lip and he chuckled, kissing my nose and then my forehead.

"Just not at the same time, please?" Gavin said and I laughed, pressing my face against his chest as he smoothed his hand down my back. I wasn't going to forgive him that easily, so he was going to have to do something to make it up.

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We didn't leave for the convention until later in the morning. We talked some more, trying to ease the tension between us. Gavin even ordered room service and fed me small portions of each plate of food. It was adorable and made me forget about our little tiff this morning.

The building was already packed and a line formed on the outside.

"Oh, damn it!" I sighed out, as we were approaching the doors.

"What?" Gavin had his arm looped around my waist. He asked if I wanted to head home first to change, but I declined. I should have taken him up in his offer.

"I don't have my pass!" I didn't want to wait in the damn line forever, especially in this cold weather.

"Here, I'll call Barbara." As he pulled out his phone and called the blond, I sighed and wrapped my arms around myself, rubbing my arms to get rid of the cold. "Hey Barbs," Gavin said through the phone. "Jay had stayed the night with me and she didn't bring her pass. Do you have an extra," He waited a couple of seconds before nodding and giving off a smile. "Cool, see you then."

"Does she have another one?" He noticed my freezing stature and brought me closer to him as we came closer to the doors.

"Yeah. She's coming now." I nodded as we waited and no sooner than five minutes pass that Barbara came out with a pass around a convention necklace in her hands.

"Too busy fucking around and this happens." She smirked as she handed it to me.

"Shut up." I said and placed the pass around my neck as we made it in. Inside was packed with a bunch of people visiting the different booths and some were even dressed up in costumes to show off their nerdy pride. So, even though RTX wasn't my first convention, I was fine that this one because it was a bigger venue and a bunch of different things.

I was practically skipping as we were making our way to the Roosterteeth booth. Gavin was chuckling at my excited mood, pulling me to him and kissing the top of my head. I couldn't help but smile at everything we passed. It was hard not to!

When we finally came up to the booth, Burnie was selling some tshirts and even signing some of them. When we approached he gave me a huge grin and pulled me into a hug.

"Sorry Barbs and I couldn't stay long yesterday." He said, giving me a side hug.

"Oh, it's fine. You guys were busy, so I understand." I smiled and nodded. Gavin was helping Barbara and other employees with giving away merchandise and soon I helped as well. I even signed some autographs which made me smile with pride. It was something so amazing, even if it's just signing your name with a silver sharpie.

It was the fact that someone found you important and inspiring.

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(Gavin's POV)

"You need to do it before we leave!" Barbs sighs out as we were on our way back from grabbing more shirts and posters for the booth. She was bombarding me with questions and accusations.

"What? And have her drop college? No, Barbara. I won't do that to her." I shook my head as we passed by many booths and dressed up bystanders.

"If Michael was here, you know he'd be all over your ass about this." Barbara said, nudging me. When I showed Michael the box, the same day Jane left, he literally yelled in my face. He was so frustrated with the fact that I didn't have the guts to propose right then and there.

"Yeah, well he isn't here is he?" I said. "Also, we had a fight this morning. I know she's still upset about it."

"Then this could change her mood!" Barbs was actually jumping while we made our way through the crowds of people. "Do you even have it with you?"

"I carry it with me at all times." My voice was annoyed with her questions and pushiness. She was getting on my nerves. I could see the booth coming up and make out Jane's pink hair. She was giving out shirts and a huge smile was on her face.

Barbara stopped me. "You chicken," she put down the boxes she was carrying and turned to me. "Go and claim what is yours! Stop being so scared of rejection or commitment. I went with you to pick out that ring and I am not going to let you waste the thousands you spent for that ring. You love her right?"

"Of course." I sighed out. The boxes were becoming heavier by the minute.

"Then fucking go! Stop being scared and do something about this." Barbs looked exasperated by the end. She was the one that pushed me the most about this, even more than Michael. When I asked her to come with me to try and find a ring for Jane, she literally jumped at me and screamed at the top of her lungs. I think she loves us together more than our fans.

When I didn't say anything, she sighed, picked up the boxes she was carrying and left me there. I wanted to ask Jane, of course I did, but I didn't want to face rejection.

I could feel the small box in my pocket as I made my way back to the booth.

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