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You got out of the train and grabbed your luggage. You looked around and sighed.

'Y/N, I'll see you in a few days!'

You turned around and saw Draco. You smiled. 

'Yes... I'm so excited.' You smiled.

'So, who is picking you up?' Draco asked while looking around.

'No one... I'll just walk. 20 minutes and then I will be home.' You smiled. 'But I'm going now, I think I have to help around the house.'

'Sure... well see you around.'

You didn't know why but you felt like you had to hug him. He hugged you back. You let him go and your cheeks heated a bit.

'Bye.' You smiled while turning around.

What is wrong with me? It's just Draco...

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'Y/O/N! Come back here will you?!' You screamed at your owl who was flying around.

She slowly lowered and sat down on your shoulder. You grinned and stopped in front of the door. You put your hand on the handle and sighed to calm your nerves. You opened one of the two doors and entered the big and quiet hall. Your manor was just too big and quiet.

'Mistress is back! Hello mistress... let me take your luggage upstairs.' You house elf spoke.

'Hi! Sure... If it isn't to heavy. I will help if you want to.' You smiled.

'It's fine!' He said while grabbing some suitcases and dragging them along the hall.

You laughed and put of your coat. You didn't change you robes on the train. To much effort. You slowly walked through the long hall and stopped at the door that led to the living room. You opened it and found your parents sitting on the couch. You looked at them and pulled your robes staight.

'Hello Y/N.' Your mother smiled while getting up.

'Hello mother... hello father.' You spoke politely not knowing how to address them.

'Look at you... you've grown so much.' You father smiled proudly.

'Well it has been a while.'

You could hardly remember their voices. You ran your fingers through your hair and smiled a bit.

'We know it has... look at you in your Slytherin robes.' Your mother smiled.

'Yeah... I forgot to change.'  You explained.

'We're so happy the pure-blood Christmas party is given at our house this year. That means that you can join in to.' Your dad smiled.

'I can't believe I'm finally celebrating Christmas again... It feel like it has been ages since I celebrated... anything really.' You said happily.

Your father and mother sat down again and you decided to sit down in the chair opposite of them.

'I have so many questions.' You spoke softly.

'And we have all the time to answer them.'

You looked up in surprise.

'You don't have to get back to work?'

They shook their heads.

'Gosh... where do I start... erm... why did you leave me all alone in this house?' You asked.

'Yes, that's what we wanted to talk to you about.' Your mother smiled.

'Really?'

One of your house elfs walked in with some drinks. You grabbed some pumpkin juice and took a sip.

'Yes, we have something important to tell you. We have so proud to tell you that you will become a death eater!' Your dad smiled proudly.

Your eyes widened and you almost spilled your drink. You see your parents for the first time in 5 years and they tell you this?! And they are proud about it?!

'What?! Are you guys out of your mind?! A death eater?! Do you know what that even means?! I won't be accepted in school!'

'Calm down Y/N... We thought you would be happy.' Your mother spoke without any emotions.

'Happy? Happy?! Are you kidding me?! Hogwarts is my second home! Why would I be a part of the people who want to destroy it?!'

You were furious! You knew they wouldn't send you a letter without a reason... what would your friends think? They tell you that they're your friends, but who wants to be friends with a death eater?

'Second home?' Your dad asked in confusion.

'Yes! I had no one here, then I went to Hogwarts and made friends. I much rather stay at Hogwarts because I'm all alone in this house. If wouldn't have ignored me, maybe that wouldn't be the case.' You hissed under your breathe.

You sighed and looked at your parents who just sat there staring at iou ranting on and on.

'Please... I'm begging you... think about it again. I'll get in me knees right now if you'd ask me to!' You calmed and spoke. 

'We can't... The Dark Lord is waiting for  you. There are more pure-blood students with the same faith as you. We can't let him wait. Y/N, you have to understand us.'

'I understand you, I really do... but I'm not ready yet... I have to make sure that I'm ready.' You tried to convince them.

You knew you were lying. To your parents, to yourself. You would never be ready. You would never be ready to become a killer... A monster. But you had to get a little more time. Your parents looked at each other.

'We can't do much... but we'll try. Now go upstairs and look at the present we gave you.' Your dad quickly changed subject.

Present? They gave you a present? Really? You got up and walked towards the stairs. You went up to your room and your owl followed you. You opened the door of your room. Your luggage was upstairs and there was something on your bed.

You walked towards it and find a beautiful dress for the masquerade Christmas party. It was black and absolutely beautiful. Your parents got you this? Why? Why would you deserve this? You sighed and put it away in your closet neatly.

You put of your robes and put on other clothes. You walked down again and your parents were gone... as you already thought.

They just left again. They only needed you to be a death eater... why did you have them as parents.

'Mistress... would you like something?'

Your turned around and saw your house elf with candy. You grabbed a sugar quill.

'You can have some if you want to.' You smiled. 

'Erm... that's not a good idea...'

'Come on, just do it. I'll say that I ate it.'

He doubted and grabbed a chocolate frog. You grabbed the plate from his hands and he opened the chocolate frog. He quickly ate it and you saw him enjoy.  You smiled.

'Thank you mistress.' He smiled. 

You gave him his plate back and crouched. You wiped some chocolate from his face.

'No problem.'

'Why are you so much nicer then the other master and mistress?' He softly asked.

'Because I have a heart.' You whispered with a small smile.

He looked at you in shock.

'You shouldn't speak about your parents like that...' he softly spoke.

'I think I have the right to... After what they did to me.' You said.

Your house elf nodded and walked away. You sighed and sat down.  A few moments later your parents walked in.

'And? We didn't know whether or not you would like it.' Your dad spoke.

You looked up.

'It was absolutely beautiful... I don't get why I would deserve it.' You said with a small smile.

'Why wouldn't you? You're turning 15... A lot is going to change. In our house but also around Hogwarts. Your fourth year will start in half a year.' Your mother smiled. 

'Thank you guys so much.' You smiled.

'Why don't you put it on and show it to us.' You mother smiled

'Now?' You asked.

Why would you even do the effort? It's just a dress...

'Yes, we have to see if it fits.' She smiled

You got up and walked upstairs. You grabbed your dress and put it on. You put on the mask and walked downstairs towards the living room. You entered and smiled appeared on your parents emotionless faces.

'You look beautiful Y/N!' Your mother smiled. 

You smiled uncomfortably. You couldn't take compliments. You never knew what to answer.

'May I put this off now? I don't want to get it dirty or wrinkled.' You said awkwardly.

'Turn around for a moment.' Your dad said.

You turned a round a couple of times.

'It's perfect.' He smiled.

'Can I put it off now?' You asked again.

'What to do with her hair... I have no clue.' Your mother spoke completely ignoring you.

'Maybe a nice put up.' He answered.

'Can I please put this off?!' You asked a little louder.

'Or a braid...'

You sighed and decided to walk away.

'Where are you going? We aren't done yet.' Your mother spoke.

You turned around and crossed your arms while raising your eyebrows.

'I asked you like three times whether or not I can take this of. I don't want it to get ruined.'

'O yeah... sorry, take it off if, great idea.' Your dad smiled.

You walked up and got dressed. You sat down on your bed with a sigh. Your thoughts were going crazy as you thought about what happened today...