You walked into the dungeons. You had a free period before you had to go to DADA. You were done with today already. You walked into the common room and saw the two boys from your previous class. You immediatly turned around.

'Look who we have there. Our murderer.'

You didn't even give them a look and just walked out.

'Don't you dare walk away from us.'

You grabbed your wand and pointed it at them. They stepped back for a moment but then the brown haired boy smirked and stepped forwards.

'Go on, show what kind of monster you are.'

'Petrificus totalus.' You spoke.

The boy couldn't move and fell to the ground.

'Stupify.' You casted at the other boy and he grabbed his wand.

He wasn't quick enough and flew back. You ran through the corridor and took the wrong turn. You ended up in a corridor in the dungeons with a dead end. You looked at the door next to you.

'Alohomora.' You spoke and the door opened.

You closed it behind you a used a spell to lock it again. Then you noticed where you were... Severus old office. You swallowed and looked around. Why? Why did you have to end up like this? Why in this room? Why the second day of  Hogwarts?

You stepped into the office and looked around. The green shaded walls and the black tilled floor looked exactly the same. His black desk was at the same place, just like his chairs, closets and potion supplies.

You switched on a few of the candles that were in the office and took walked towards his desk. You sat down on the chair in front of it and sighed.

'I hoped we had more time...' you whispered softly.

You moved your hand passed the black paint if the desk and grabbed one of the books on the table. You opened it and saw all kind of advanced potions. The recipes were complicated and it had notes written into it. You smiled at the sight of his beautiful handwriting. You closed the book and put it back at the place where it came from.

-

You missed out of your final classes. You didn't even dare to come out of the office and you didn't want to. You just stared at the books and looked around. Then the door opened. Who came past your spell? You looked up and saw McGonagall. You swallowed.

'And what exactly are you doing here miss Y/L?' She asked.

'I-I... uhm...'

'Skipping class?' She asked.

'I didn't intend to professor... I forgot the time I guess.' You sighed.

McGonagall looked at you.

'Why did you let me come back?' You suddenly asked.

'Because you deserve a second chance. You helped Harry during the war and I know that you never wanted to become a death eater. Some people just don't have a choice.'

'Have you even thought for a second about what other people would think?'

'I have, people trust me and if I say that I trust you I expect them to do the same.'

'Well... they don't.' You sighed while getting up.

'What do you mean?' She asked.

'Two boys called my parents trash and me a filthy death eater and killer. They said I belong I Azkaban... with my parents.' You sighed.

'So you paralyzed one and used Stupify on the other?'

You didn't answer and sat back down. Your hand moved past the surface of Snapes desk. McGonagall sighed. 

'Listen, I know it can be hard but eventually it will get better... besides, I didn't even know that your parents were brought to Azkaban, so how did he?'

'I told my friend... Laurie.'

'You made a friend, that's good. Y/N, I want you to go and grab something to eat in the great hall. Stop worrying. You'll be in trouble next time.'

McGonagall turned around.

'Professor... what's going to happen to Severus his office?' You asked.

She turned back.

'Oh... I don't know yet. We're first planning on rebuilding the castle before changing rooms or anything else.' She answered before walking out.

You sighed and got up. You looked around one more time before leaving and closing the door behind you. You walked into the corridor, back into the common room. Draco saw you and smiled.

'There you are... you missed DADA.'

'I know... I just needed some time for myself.' You sighed and you sat down next to him on the couch.

'Did something happen? You look a bit... down.'

You didn't want to make him even more worried about you... but he would eventually find it out of those boys wouldn't stop bothering you.

'I might have used Petrificus totalus on a boy and Stupify on someone else...' you spoke carefully.

'What? Why? What happened?'

'I had care for magical creatures and they heard me speak about my parents to Laurie. They said that they are living, evil pieces of dirt. That murderers belong in Azkaban. Then then Luna told them about Liv and they said that I'm not even worth calling a Hogwarts student and that my place was at Azkaban... later on I walked into the common room and they were there... I turned around to ignore them and they followed me so I used the spells on them.' You explained. 

Draco pulled you closer.

'I ran away and hid in Snapes office...'

'Y/N... you know that you're torturing yourself by doing things like this. People expect you to be mean and violent... so you should be like that. And going into Snapes office? You're hardly getting over his death.' Draco exclaimed. 

You sighed and laid your head on his shoulder. 

'I've been here for one day and things are already like this... this year is going to be hard.' You sighed.

Draco kissed the top of your head. He rubbed circles across your back. You dug your head in his neck and shoulder and gave his neck a small kiss. A small blush like smile appeared on his face. You looked at him and smiled.

'I can't tell you how much I missed that.' Draco spoke and his cheeks became even more red.

You sat up and gently pushed your lips against his.

'Those two are here...' someone spoke in disgust.

'Let's find another place. I'm not sitting here with death eaters.'

You pulled back and looked at Draco he opened his eyes and stroke some hair behind your ear.

'Don't listen to them. Just focus on me.' He smiled sweetly before kissing you again.

Lack of air broke your kiss.

'Hi guys! Someone is keeping my seat at the Slytherin table. I asked him to keep two more! You can't join us.' Laurie smiled.

'Really? Thank you.' You spoke with a thankful smile.

You got up and followed her.

'So who is this person?' Draco asked.

You walked through the corridor and looked around. People shot you looks and walked around you. You saw the boy you paralyzed coming from the hospital wing. 

'You're walking trash Y/L.' He spat at you while passing you.

You sighed and looked at the ground.

'Don't you dare listen to him Y/N! He's an idiot.' Laurie sighed.

'She's right.' Draco smile sweetly.

You didn't answer and walked into the great hall. Laurie looked at the Slytherin table and then grabbed your wrist and pulled you with her. Draco followed you.

'Andrew! Hi.' She smiled.

A boy with blonde hair and blue eyes looked up.

'I was keeping seats... for them?' He asked.

Laurie sighed.

'Andrew... they're really nice. Since when do you judge people?' She asked.

Her eyes caught a little bit of red in them.

'Laurie, I know you never cared about who your friends are. But they are death eaters.'

Laurie let you go and crossed her arm.

'You can't be serious?! You're going to become just like the rest!'

Her eyes shot even more read.

'What up with her eyes?' Draco whispered.

You shrugged.

'Calm down! You don't have to become angry at me!' He yelled.

'I'm not angry!'

'You know we can all see you are.' He sighed.

Laurie pushed you down on the seat and Draco sat down next to you. Laurie sat down besides Andrew. The students that sat besides you either got up or shoved over. 

You sighed and grabbed some food. Andrew just sat there staring at your arm.

'Do you want me to shove it in your face?' You asked slightly irritated.

He looked away and continued eating. You took a sip of your drink.

'Calm down Y/N. I know your day sucked but try to stay positive.' Draco spoke.

You sighed and looked at Andrew.

'I'm sorry...' you mumbled.

 Andrew looked up.

'It's fine...' He answered.

'See, you can be nice to people.' Laurie grinned.

He playfully hit her against her shoulder.