Again a long chapter! I was just in a good mood since I had my last yest today and I thought: it's chapter 50... let's write another 3000 words!

Enjoy!

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You woke up and felt the absence of warmth besides you. You opened your eyes and saw Draco standing against the wall just staring at you.

'Hi.' You smiled and you yawned.

'Why didn't you tell me?' He asked clearly worried.

'Tell you what?' You asked.

'That you used a spell to hide how terrible you're feeling and doing. Look at yourself! What happened to you the past weeks?! Have you even eaten anything?! Have you tried to get some sleep?!' He asked.

You sighed. The effects must have disappeared.

'I-I didn't want you to be worried.'

'Didn't want me to be worried?! I can help you Y/N! Have you even looked at yourself!' He was quiet for a moment. 'And what's that?!' He asked while walking towards the bed and grabbing your wrist.

He looked at the scars before grabbing your other one. He let them go and moved his hand through his hair with a sigh.

'I'm sorry...'

He didn't say anything and he just stared at the sheets.

'Can I... explain?' You asked.

'What is there to explain?' He asked.

'I don't know... maybe it would help if I explained what happened the past weeks. I don't want you to be angry at me or disappointed in me.'

'I'm not angry or disappointed... I'm worried. Not just worried... I'm worried sick.'

'I know... that's why I hid it. I just haven't been able to eat properly the past weeks and every time I tried to sleep I woke up by a nightmare. This is one of the best nights I had so far.' You said.

You looked at your hands that were resting on the sheets. Draco sighed and pulled your chin up. He looked at you and sighed. He gently kissed you and you kissed him back.

'It's six in the morning and this is the best night you had this far?' He asked after pulling back.

You nodded and sighed. 

'I'm so sorry... I should have told you.' You sighed.

'It's okay Y/N... just let me help you.'

You nodded and Draco laid down under the sheets. You yawned and laid down besides him. Draco wrapped his arm around you and started stoking your back. You smiled and closed your eyes.

'I love you.'

'I know... I love you too.' You mumbled in his chest.

-

'Y/N? Draco?'

'Yes?' Draco asked half awake.

'Breakfast is almost ready.'

'We'll be right there.' Draco yawned.

He opened his eyes and looked at you. You were still asleep. He smiled happily and kissed the top of your head. He moved your hair aside.

'Y/N.' He whispered in your ear.

You woke up and a smile crossed your face. Draco kissed your cheek.

'I can see that your awake. Hope you know that.' He grinned.

'I know.' You smiled and you opened your eyes.

You looked at him and blushed. He kissed you and you kissed him back.

'Breakfast is almost ready.' He smiled before getting up.

'I'm not-'

'Yes you're going to eat Y/N.' Draco spoke firmly while grabbing some clothes.

You sighed and got up. You put on a blouse and you favourite jeans. Draco stared at you.

'Draco?' You asked.

He looked up and away with a blush. You grinned and walked towards him. You pulled his chin up and gently gave him a small kiss before smiling at him. He smiled back and moved his hand through his hair.

'I'm read. Are you?' You asked.

'I quickly need to do my hair.' He smiled.

He walked towards the mirror in his room and fixed his perfect hair. You smiled at him and he opened the door.

'After you my lady.' He smiled politely.

'Thank you sir.' You joined in.

He grinned and closed the door behind him. You walked downstairs into the kitchen. You sat down and waited for your parents. They walked in a few minutes later with some house elfs.

'Good morning.' Narcissa smiled.

'Good morning.' You smiled back while staring at the breakfast in front of you.

Your parents sat down and everyone slowly started filling their plates. You grabbed a piece of toast and just started with that. You took a small bite and noticed that you were a bit hungry. Not starving... but you wanted to eat something. You took a slightly bigger bite and Draco smiled before taking a sip from his drink.

-

'What do we do now?' You asked.

'We could go outside for some broom riding.' Draco smiled. 'Just get your mind of things.'

'I thought we weren't allowed to leave to house.'

'No one has to know.' Draco smirked.

'Oeh... an adventure.' You grinned. 'One problem... I don't have my broom with me.' You sighed. 

'We can share mine.' He smiled while offering you his hand.

You grabbed it with a blush and Draco took you up to his room. He grabbed his broom, a firebolt.

'Let's go.' He smiled.

You walked with him as he quietly scanned the hallways. You had to make sure that no one saw the two of you. He took you into the garden and you got on the broom with him.

'Ready?' He asked.

You nodded and he kicked off. He flew into the bright sky. You wrapped your arms around his waist and pulled yourself closer to him. He flew high into the clouds. His broom was fast and you felt the wind blow your jacket backwards.

-

After what seemed ages you started flying lower and you saw London. It looked amazing! The building at the city filled with muggles. The cars and bikes weren't bigger then the tip of a needle. You saw the London Eye and the big river.

'Want something to drink?' You asked.

'Sure.' Draco smiled.

He slowly lowered and tried to find a place where you could land without people watching you. He landed on a grass field at the edge of London. You got of and Draco looked around.

'Where do we leave this thing?' He sighed.

'It's London... you can buy anything here. I don't think muggles will think your weird if you walk around with a broom.'

'No way, I'm not taking this. Can't I hide it?'

You looked around.

'The only place would be the bushes... but the chance that a dog pees over it is big.' You grinned.

Draco sighed.

'Fine, I'll take it.' He spoke.

You smiled and tangled your fingers with his. You walked into London. It was ages since you really walked around London. You remembered some shops. The only time you really went back was when your dad offered to buy you a coffee. It was a muggle drink and you loved it.

'Can't we go get some coffee?'

'Get what?' Draco asked in confusion.

'Coffee... A muggle drink... my dad gave it to me a year or two ago. I love it.'

'Coffee? It sounds weird.' Draco sighed. 

'It's nice... just like hot chocolate.'

'Hot chocolate? Is that warm chocolate?' He asked.

'It's warm drinkable chocolate... I'm raised like a muggle.' You grinned.

'Okay... sure...' he spoke still doubting.

You felt in the pockets of your jacked. You pulled out some muggle money.

'And those are...?'

'Euros... muggle money. I always have some. You never know.' You smiled.

You pulled him into a small shop. There were several tables where you could sit. It was packed with muggles.

'Y/N... I feel uncomfortable. All these disgusting muggles.'

'Keep it quiet will you? Sit there in the corner. I'll be right there.' You smiled.

Draco sighed and walked towards the table in the corner. He placed his broom on the ground next to the table. You walked towards the front.

'Hello! How can I help you today?' A girl asked.

She had brown hair and blue eyes. She had a polite but still forced smile.

'May I have one coffee and one hot chocolate?' You asked.

'Of course... that's... 4,50 please.'

You handed her a five euro bill and she gave you a coin of fifty cents back.
'I'll bring it to your table.' She smiled.

You turned around and walked towards Draco. You sat down opposite of you.

'Everyone is looking at me.' He whispered.

'That's because you have white hair and silver eyes. Not really... muggle-ish.' You grinned.

'Because I'm not a muggle.' He sighed.

'It makes you special.' You smiled.

'Sure... can't we just... I don't know... go?' He asked.

'No, I ordered you hot chocolate.' You said.

Draco sighed again and looked around. He was so uncomfortable. It was funny. The girl approached your table. Draco sat back in his chair while she placed two cups on the table.

'That one is the coffee and the other one is the hot chocolate. Enjoy.' She smiled and she walked back.

You grabbed the coffee and waved your hand over it to try and cool it down. Draco stared at the cup.

'So do I drink it immediately... or not?' He asked.

'No, it's to hot. You'll burn your tongue. You have to wait for a bit.'

He sighed and did the same as you did.

'Why am I doing this?'

'To cool it down.' You grinned.

He stared at you. You burst out laughing.

'I don't get the purpose!' He sighed.

You grabbed your cup and took a small sip. Draco sighed and stared at his drink.

'Try it! For me.' You smiled.

He sighed and he brought the cup to his mouth.

'...it smell good.' He admitted.

He took a small sip and put his cup down. He was quiet and took another sip.

'And?'

'I'm not sure whether or not I'm allowed to like this..'

'Come on Draco! I won't tell anyone.' You smiled.

'Fine... It's good.' He smiled.

'Here, taste this.' You smiled and you handed him the coffee.

He looked at it and took a sip.

'That's disgusting.' He spoke while putting it down.

You looked at his silly face of disgust and laughed. He quickly took a sip from his hot chocolate.

'How can you like that?!' He asked.

'I don't know... I just like it.' You smiled.

You took a sip and looked out of the window. You loved London, pureblood or not... It was an amazing city. The muggle things were amazing.

'I finished my drink.'

You looked up.

'I'm almost done.' You smiled and you took one of your last sips.

When you were done you got up. Draco grabbed his broom and you left the shop. You looked around and took him into a random street. Draco did his best to avoid the muggles that almost bumped into him.

'Where are we going?' He asked.

'Just walking.' You spoke.

You turned left and saw a long street. You finished walking through it and saw the London zoo. You once came there with your parents. Best day ever. Draco stopped and stared at one of the signs in front of the zoo.

'What in wizards name is this?' Draco asked.

'A zoo. A place where they have animals in cages and you can look at them.'

'Why would you look at animals? I mean... what can they possibly have here? Snakes? Ravens? Lions? Badgers? Deers?'

'No... giraffes, pinguïns, seals, lions, tigers, monkeys...'

'What is a pinguïn?' He asked.

You laughed and dragged him with you to another sign. You pointed at one of the pinguïns.

'That's a weird animal...'

'It's to expensive... I can't pay it. I'm sorry.'

'I don't want to go in. It's weird.' He spoke.

You grinned and grabbed his hand again. You walked back into London and found a small shopping street. You smiled and took Draco into the busy street. Draco didn't like this. He didn't want to have anything to do with muggles. He bumped into a few muggles.

'Y/N, please! Can we go?' He asked.

You left the street and he stopped you.

'You wanted to get something to drink... and we're here anyway. I haven't been here in a few years.'

'I thought we were going to diagon alley or something.' Draco sighed. 'I feel uncomfortable. All these muggles... in one place! How?! Kingscross is already busy for me!'

You sighed and looked at the floor.

I'm sorry... I just wanted to show you. I was to happy.'

He pulled your chin up.

'It's fine... I just have to get used to this.'

'So... do you want to come to a park? There aren't much people there.'

'Sure... but we have to go back in time.'

You nodded and kissed him.

'Get a room.' A group of teenagers sighed.

Draco looked up. You rolled your eyes.

'Get a room?'

'That means, stop kissing: everyone can see you.' You sighed. 

'Oh... well... that interesting.'

You grinned and took him with you. Draco was so awkward out in the muggle world. It was kind of amusing. You walked back towards the same park. You sat down in the grass and pulled Draco next to you. You pushed him back wards and you laid down on his shoulder. He held his broom in his hand and stared at the sky.

'So a park... is basically the lake at Hogwarts?'

'Kind of.' You yawned.

-

You opened your eyes and Draco yawned. You looked at the sky. It was getting late. The sun was almost going down. Draco sat up and rubbed his eyes.

'We are in serious trouble...' Draco sighed.

'Well... yes... but now we're late anyways..'

You grabbed Dracos broom and sat on it. Draco got up and you flew up. You didn't go home. You flew your broom towards one of the roofs of one of the highest buildings.

'Y/N, I don't think we're supposed to be here.' Draco spoke while getting off.

You sighed and walked towards the edge. You sat down and swung your legs over the edge. You sighed and looked at the coloured sky. It was yellow, red, orange and pink. You smiled happily. Draco sat down besides you.

'Why are we so tired?'

'Well... We did arrive here late and we woke up at 6.'

Draco looked at you. Again he wondered how he got someone like you. He just didn't get it. A smile appeared on his face. He just forgot the war, the whole death eater thing... It was just you and him on the roof. You looked at him and he looked away with a blush.

'I love you.' You spoke while grabbing the hand he was leaning on.

'I love you too.' He smiled and he leaned in to kiss you.

You got up a few minutes later and Draco grabbed his broom.

'Let's go home.' He smiled.

You nodded and got on the back of his broom. He flew up and you flew home...

-

You landed in the dark garden. Draco sighed and you got off. You quietly walked into the manor. You looked around and ran through the hall as quiet as possible. When you turned into the last hall you saw Lucius, Narcissa and your parents. You swallowed and stopped.

'And where do you two think you're going?' Lucius asked.

'To my room.' Draco spoke.

'Where have you been?' Your mother tried to ask calmly.

'Well you know... out.'

'Out?! Out where!?'

'Calm down Y/M/N.' Your father spoke.
'Calm down?! They've been gone all day!'

'You know that the two of you are in serious trouble.' Narcissa spoke. 'The Dark Lord gave us clear orders you keep you here.'

'Yes mother.' Draco sighed.

'Now get into your room until we ask you to come out.' Lucius spoke.

They all walked away. You sighed and entered his room. Draco closed the door and put his broom away.

'I'm sorry Y/N... I shouldn't have even taken you to London.'

'No Draco! I loved today... I totally forgot about everything that's going on. Thank you! I don't care about this punishment.'

'Really?'

You nodded and wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed him deeply. He kissed you back and pushed you against the wall. He stopped kissing you. You smiled at him. He kissed you neck and moved his hands down your body and rest them on your hips. You moved your hands up and unbuttoned his shirt. He placed his forehead against your and smiled and you while throwing his shirt away. He started unbuttoning your shirt and when he was half way there was a knock on the door.

'Yes?' Draco asked.

No answer.

'Hello? Who's there?' Draco asked.

He sighed and stepped back. He walked towards the door and there was another knock...t