So this is story part 50! Not chapter 50 but if you count the A/N at the start it is 50! I've written an extra long, not that happy, chapter for you guys. Almost 3000 words. Normally I'm around the 2000 so it's a huge difference.

Thank you guys so much for reading my story! Without you guys I wouldn't have written 50 story parts/chapters. Thank you for the votes and comments! I try to react to everyone of them.

Also I'm planning on writing a new book soon, but I'll tell you about that later.

Enjoy reading!

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It had been a few weeks since Dumbledor died. You sat in your own room staring out of the window. The sixth year at Hogwarts ended a few days ago. You hadn't been back to Hogwarts and you hadn't seen Draco since that day.

Tears rolled down your face as you looked at the sunset. You were haunted by nightmares. You saw him die over and over again. You couldn't take it anymore. You sighed and tried to calm yourself down. You had no idea what this year was going to bring. All you knew was that you wouldn't be going to Hogwarts.

'Y/N?' You heard after a knock on your door.

You locked yourself in your room. You hadn't talked to your parents. Gray was just sitting on your bed and your owl made her way home a few days ago.

'Please Y/N... we'll be leaving soon.' Your mother spoke.

'Where?' Was all you asked. 

'The Malfoy manor. Could you get your stuff?'

You sighed. 

'I'll be right there...'

You got up and grabbed a bag. You sighed and threw some clothes in it. You looked at your Slytherin robes. You swallowed and pushed them aside. You grabbed Dracos photo album and put it in. You grabbed your wand and some clothes you wanted to wear now. You got dressed and fixed your hair.

You looked into the mirror at your pale skin. Big bags under your eyes. You looked tired and skinny. You hadn't eaten since the day he died. You looked at your wrists. They had scars on them, scars you made yourself. You couldn't show up and the manor like this. You used a spell to cover it all up. You looked much better, but didn't feel that way. You closed your bag.

'Gray, Y/O/N... come on.' You spoke.

Gray jumped of your bed and ran towards you. Your owl sat down on your shoulder. You walked down the stairs and your parents looked at you.

'You must be starving. Are you okay?' Your mother asked.

'I'm not hungry... and I'm not okay.' Was all you said before walking towards the car.

You got in and your pets sat down on besides you. Gray could fell that you were depressed. He climbed on your lap and licked you. You gave him a weak smile and hugged him. You kissed his small head and pushed him away so you could put on your seat belt. Gray climbed back on your lap when you were done. You parents got into the car and closed the doors. The car started and you drove away.

'Y/N... Please talk to us. Are you angry at us?' You mother asked.

'I have no reason to be angry at the two of you.' You just said and you looked out of the window.

'Then tell us what wrong.'

'Oh nothing... I just saw a man die.' You spoke irritated. 'Did I already say that he was innocent?' You added.

'Severus had to kill him. He knew you weren't going to do it. Narcissa and I asked him for help. He made an unbreakable vow.' You mother sighed. 

'An unbreakable vow?! To kill Dumbledor?!'

Your mother sighed. 

'No, if you would have failed you would be killed. So if you failed, Severus promised to finish your task.'

You sighed and laid your head against the window.

'Things will only get more difficult from now on. I just want this all to be over.'

'That will take a while Y/N... you have to stay strong.'

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You walked towards the big doors with your bag and pets. You walked in and looked around. You hadn't been there in a while. You saw Draco coming from the stairs. You let your bag go and ran towards him. You hugged him and he hugged you back even tighter.

'I'm so happy that you're okay.' He whispered in your hair.

'I missed you.' You mumbled.

'I missed you too... I expected you to look worse.' He spoke honestly.

'I've looked worse then this.' You sighed while stepping back a bit.

You walked back towards you bag and grabbed it. Gray ran towards Draco and jumped against his leg. He grinned and picked him up. Gray licked him and your owl sat down on your shoulder.

'Good morning.' Draco smiled politely at your parents. 'I'll bring your bag up.' Draco smile.

He put down Gray and grabbed your bag.

'I'll come with you.' You smiled.

'Y/N, put on something formal okay. We have an occasion this afternoon.'

You nodded and followed Draco towards him room. He put your bag away and you sat down on his bed. He sat down next to you and you gave him a weak smile.

'How are you?' He asked.

You shrugged and sighed. He pulled you against him and kissed the top of your head. You looked up and sat up a bit. You gently pushed your lips against his. He kissed you back and you immediately felt a lot better. You pulled back and blushed.

'Let's help each other through these days.' He spoke.

'Yes... I will need it.'

'Me too.' He sighed.

'I'm happy to see you again.' You spoke before kissing him again.

You got up and walked towards your bag.

'Do you know what the occasion is?' You asked while looking through your clothes.

'A meeting with death eaters.' He sighed.

You stopped for a moment and looked at him.

'Seriously?'

He nodded.

'I'm wearing my black suit.'

You sighed and looked through you clothes again. You grabbed a black dress.

'This?' You asked Draco.

'Everything looks great on you dear.' He smiled.

'Be serious right now. Is this formal enough?' You asked.

Draco nodded. You got dressed and Draco just sat there looking at you. You looked into the mirror.

'Good enough.' You sighed.

Draco got up and hugged you from behind.

'You look beautiful.' He spoke and he gave you a small kiss in your neck. 'Have you been eating enough?' He asked after a small silence.

'Yes, why?'

'You feel skinnier but you just look like you've always done.' He spoke in confusion.

'I've been eating.' You spoke knowing it wasn't true.

'If you say so.' He sighed.

You turned around and gave him a small smile.

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'Y/N, Draco... could you come down?' Narcissa asked.

'Yes mother.' Draco spoke.

Draco walked towards the door. You looked at your wrist and saw the scars slowly reappearing.

'Just go, I need to grab my necklace.' You spoke.

'Are you sure?' He asked.

'Yes.' You spoke.

You grabbed your wand as soon as the door closed. You used the spell again and sighed. You grabbed your necklace and put it on. You walked out of the door and down the stairs into the drawing room. You saw Narcissa, Lucius, Draco, your mother, your father and Voldemort sitting at the table. You mother signed that you had to say something to him.

'Good afternoon... my lord.' You spoke.

He looked up.

'Good afternoon Y/N.'

You sat down besides Draco and your dad. He gave you a small smile. Bellatrix walked in.

'Good day my lord.' She spoke while sitting done next to Narcissa.

More and more death eaters came in and sat down at the table. Draco didn't look as happy any more. You grabbed his hand under the table. He looked at you and you gave him a small smile. A few minutes later all chairs were filled... except for one. You saw Snape entering the room. Voldemort looked up.

'Severus... I was beginning to worry you had lost your way.' He spoke. 'Come, we've saved you a seat.'

Snape walked towards the empty seat and sat down. You looked at him and then decided to looked at Voldemort.

'You bring news I trust.'

'It will happen Saturday next, at nightfall.' Snape said while looking at him.

'I've heard differently... In our knowledge the auror let slip that the Potter boy will not be moved until the 30th of this month. The day before he turns 17.' A man with white slid back hair spoke.

'This is a false trail. The auror office no longer plays any part of the protection of Harry Potter. Those closest to him believe we have infiltrated the ministry.' Snape reacted.

'Well...' the man grinned. 'They got that right.'

Everyone around you laughed. You didn't know why. You didn't think that was funny.

'And what say you Pius?' Voldemort asked.

Pius looked up and turned his head towards him.

'One hears many things my lord. But if the truth is among them is not clear.'

Voldemort grinned.

'Spoken like a true politician. You will I think prove most useful Pius.'

Voldemort looked at Snape. You gently squeeze Dracos hand. He shot you a short look and you immediately let him go.

'Where will he be taken, the boy?'

'To a safe house... Most likely the house of someone in the order, until he's been giving any manner of protection possible. Once there it will be impractical to attack him.'

Bellatrix coughed.

'My lord...' she whispered.

Voldemort looked at him.

'I'd like to volunteer myself for this task... I want to kill the boy.' She spoke.

Everyone knew Voldemort wanted to do that himself! What was she? Stupid? Very distracting sounds were heard in the back ground and it made you feel uncomfortable.

'Wormtail!' Voldemort yelled. 'Have I not spoken to you about keeping our guest quiet!' He hissed.

'Yes... m-my lord... right away, my lord.'

Voldemort focused back on Bellatrix.

'As inspiring I find your bloodlust Bellatrix, I must be the one to kill Harry Potter.'

Bellatrix sat back a bit disappointed. Voldemort got up and you looked at him.

'But I face an unfortunate complication... that my wand and Potters share the same core. They are in some ways twins. We can wound but not fatally harm one another.'

He placed his wand on table and looked past everyone.

'If I am to kill him I must do it with another's wand.' He spoke.

He started walking in your direction. Passed Bellatrix, Narcissa and Lucius. He touched Dracos chair. Draco stared in front of with an icy look but you could see that he was terrified.

'Surely one of you would like the honor.' He spoke while continuing.

Your breath shivered a bit as he passed you. You were scared of him being so close to you. He passed your parents and you looked at the table. He turned around and walked back.

'What about... you, Lucius?' He asked while stopping next to his chair.

Lucius looked up.

'My lord..' he spoke.

You almost couldn't hear it.

'My lord.' Voldemort spoke after him in a childish way.

He stuck out his hand.

'I require your wand.' He spoke.

Lucius looked at his walking stick. He grabbed the top of it and pulled his wand out of it. He handed him the fancy wand with the snake head on top.

'Do I detect... elm?' He asked.

'Yes my lord.' He spoke.

Voldemort looked at it a bit closer. He grabbed the top of the wand and broke the fancy silver snake head off.

'And the core...'

'Dragon.' Lucius spoke softly. Lucius coughed and said it again.

Voldemort threw the snake head on the table. He casted a spell and suddenly you noticed a woman. She was tied up and hanging up side down. You looked at her and she slowly crossed the table.

'To those of you who do not know we are joined by miss Charity Burbage who until recently taught at Hogwarts school of Witchcraft and Wizardry. Her speciality was muggle studies.' Voldemort explained while walking back to his chair.

She was stopped right in front of you and Draco. You could hear her scared breathing. It was making you feel terrified.

'It is miss Burbages believe that muggles are not so different from us. She would, given it her way, let us mate with them.'

You heard sounds of disgust and laughing around you. What was happening? Why were you here? Why was she here? Draco looked at you and saw you staring at her. Your shaking hands nervously playing with your dress.

'To her the mixture of magical and muggle blood is not an abomination but something to be encouraged.' He finished while sitting down.

'S-s-severus... Severus please...' she whispered while looking at him. 'We're friends!' She tried.

Voldemort raised his wand with an evil smirk.

'Avada Kedavra!' He screamed and she dropped dead right in front of you.

You knew you couldn't look away. It would be weak. You held back the tears that came back. Those words were printed in your mind for ever. Draco swallowed and tried to keep his straight face. Voldemorts snake slowly made his way on the table.

'Dinner.' He spoke while petting his head.

The snake motioned towards the dead women and you couldn't look. You stared at the table while the snake ate her.

'I think we're done here.' Voldemort spoke.

He got up and left the room with his snake.

'Why don't you and Draco go upstairs.' Your father spoke.

'Yes father.' Was all you could say.

You got up and quickly made your way out of the room. You stopped in front the stairs and grabbed the wall. Your breathing and panic caught up with you and tears made their way into your eyes. You grabbed your painful chest and Draco ran towards you. He helped you sit down.

'Calm down Y/N... I'm here.' He tried.

He pulled you closer to him and before you knew it you broke down crying on his shoulder. He was afraid someone might hear you two so he helped you up and quickly took you to his room. He sat down on his bed and pulled you back against him. A few tears escaped from the corner of his eyes as well.

'S-s-she didn't d-do anything.' You sobbed.

'I know Y/N... I know.' He mumbled in your hair.

You just sat there for a while. He just let you cry on him for as long as you needed. After a few minutes you started to calm down. You wiped your tears away and tried to get better control of your breathing. Draco kissed your forehead and wiped another tears away with his thumb.

'He just took my father's wand away.' He suddenly realised. 'How dare he?!' He spoke suddenly angry.

'Draco... I don't think that I'm going to survive this war.' You sniffed. 

'Yes you are... we'll survive it together! You and me... I will be there for you. I promise.'

'They're going to kill Harry.'

'I know... I hate that idiot but he doesn't deserve to die.' Draco sighed. 'Let's try to protect him where we can.'

You nodded. Draco leaned in to kiss you. You kissed him back and he pulled you closer to his chest.

'I love you.' He spoke after pulling back.

'I love you too.' You blushed before kissing him again. 'Thank you for being there for me.'

'I will always be there for you.' He said.

You sighed and moved your hand through your hair. You had to be ready to see more innocent people die. It sounded harsh, but you had to. You had to get through this... With Draco...