Picture above of Sam Taylor-Johnson on set.

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I woke up to a rainy L.A. my head was pounding, I shouldn't have drunk all that tequila. I smile remembering my night with the girls and my night with Jamie. Shoot! Where is he?? I looked around and nothing. Oh no! It happened again!!!! He left me once again!!! I covered my face with the pillow that still had his scent when the bedroom door opened.

"Good morning sunshine! I brought you breakfast"

My heart started beating faster. I was so happy that he hadn't left me that I threw the pillow and jumped out of bed to kiss him hard. He was surprised by my assault, put the tray down and held me by the waist returning the kiss. I deepened it. I wanted him so badly. He responded and held me up his arms. I wrapped my legs around him and he walked me towards the bathroom. We peeled our clothes with desperation. I needed to feel him. I wanted him inside me just to make sure he was mine.
He turned on the shower knob and water fell on us. I could have stayed there forever but I felt his member against my thigh. Desire ran my body. He broke the kiss.

"Let me get protection"

"Hurry up"

He left the bathroom and I herd him swear. He sounded really upset. I think I haven't heard some of those words in my life. I turned the water off.

"Jamie? What's wrong?"

He walked back in and his face was expressing so much disappointment.

"My last condom broke"

I couldn't help but laugh.

"What is so funny??"

"Your face!!!"

He looked offended, walked back in the shower pushed me against the wall and brought his fingers at my entrance.

"Let's see if I can pleasure you this way"

And he did. Gosh he's so good! I returned him the favor and pleasured him with my mouth.

After we both reached our high, we were smiling like lunnies drying each other and getting ready for our meeting. He asked me.

"What are we going to do?"

"About what?"

"Us?"

"What do you mean?"

"Are we telling people?"

"I was thinking we should keep it low until we start shooting and show them we can do it."

"You're right, it'll be weird though"

"No it won't. It will be fun! A secret affair"

He smiled and kissed me softly.

"Ok love, if you're game, so am I"

"If I recall correctly, there is some breakfast waiting for us in bed"

"Let's feed you some real food. How is your head?"

"It was hurting when I got up but a really cute guy helped me with it"

"Oh really? Where is he? I'll take him down!"

I giggled and we sat on bed and fed each other cold breakfast but our chemistry was so perfect that it didn't bother us.

After breakfast we headed to our meeting.

When we got in the studio we ran into Sam.

"Hey guys! What were you guys doing that look so happy?"

I blushed and didn't know what to say when Jamie cut in.

"I bought Maca some breakfast. She was telling me about her night out with Eloise"

"Oh cool, Maca I would like to talk to you before the meeting"

"Sure! In your office?"

"Yes, please, walk with me"

My heart stopped, I haven't seen Sam this serious. I knew this was bad news. I walked with her and turned to check on Jamie who was staring with a serious look.
Once in her office, Sam offered me some coffee.

"Macarena, let me go straight to the point, I have seen your scenes, and they're awesome, you are a good actress but your self-consciousness around Jamie worries us all. I know there's something going on between you two and that's great because now I know you'll be more relaxed around him but it worries me that you guys can break up and mess up with all our hard work"

I just stood there, I didn't know what to say so she continued.

"I know I can't tell you what to do, but I can ask you to please think clearly about your future. Don't you want Fifty to be successful so your talent can be appreciated? "

I just nodded. I didn't know how to take this. I am in love with Jamie but I do want a successful career.

"Well, with that being said, I took the liberty to get an earlier flight to Vancouver for you so you can settle in ahead of the cast and crew, your assistant knows all the details. Have a safe flight and I am sure we'll make a wonderful movie"

I left feeling like shit. What am I going to do? I need to think. I need to digest all this. In order to do that I have to avoid Jamie.

I took the back exit, hailed a cab and called my assistant to know what's the next step. I'll go to Vancouver and decide from there.

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