*** Picture of Eddie Redmayne and his now wife Hannah ***             

The lunch Jamie had organized for me and his friends was just perfect! It was fantastic to see him in his habitat, his place among the ones he loves, and I ate lamb for the first time, I can't say I'm a fan of it but I didn't find it disgusting either. All in all I think Irish Food is delicious!!

All Jamie's friends are so much fun! Jack is my favorite of all, he's super funny and talented, he's a great friend of Millie's too, so he said he will be visiting us when the baby comes. Eddie and I tried to keep our distance since we didn't want Hannah to know about the mistake we made a while ago, Jamie was still a little hurt and I could see that he was hanging with Eddie but only among others, they didn't talk or hang by themselves. I hope one day we can leave all this behind, although I know it was something that happened before I met Jamie, it shouldn't have happened because of Hannah, she's a sweet girl and I wish I could be her friend one day.
Emma and I got along very well, she's a sweet, funny girl. Her sense of humor is very similar to mine so we had a blast at the lunch party and exchanged phone numbers so we could have a girl's shopping spree in NY.
Andy is very sweet and loves her very much. I was also impressed by the brotherly love these men had, Jamie used to tell me some stories about his mates but never had I imagined how close they were, it's not like he was on the phone with them all day long, so I guess this is how guys act.

And what can I say about Jamie's family? They're perfect! His sisters are very protective of him, but I understand because my siblings are like that with me, I can't complain though, they were very understanding about my little affair with Eddie and even came to the rescue whenever Hannah would approach me, my conscious wouldn't let me talk to her without apologizing, I still recall the stupidest answer I gave her....

"So Maca, Eddie tells me you and Jamie have been together since you started filming, is that right?"

Here's my bright answer...

"Yeah, I'm sorry about that, I mean, I'm not sorry for dating Jamie, I'm sorry for everything else, like other stuff, not Jamie, or You, or Eddie, what I'm trying to say is that I am truly sorry"

WHAT!!!!!!! Thank God I was saved by Jessica who came and took Hannah away from me and my idiotic babbling, later on Jessica was laughing at me saying that she hadn't heard anyone saying the word "sorry" so many times in just one statement.

Jamie stirred starting to wake up, I've been watching him sleep for two hours now, today is our last day in Ireland and then we're going back to Vancouver to start filming our last scenes, the sex scenes, I am not worried about them, I'm more than comfortable with Jamie, what worries me the most is what happens next, I know that Jamie has a new movie to film and I have some modeling gigs but the question is, can I stay away from him?

"Good morning beautiful"

"Buenos Dias mi Amor"

"I love it when you speak in Spanish"

"I know"

I winked and started kissing his cheek and then his neck, then nibbled his earlobe making him moan.

"Are you trying to seduce me Miss Santana?"

"Is it working?"

"Baby, watching you breathe seduces me"

"Hahahaha so much for hard to get"

He turned me around so I was on my back and he was on top of me.

"I love you, you're beautiful, thank you for this week, for coming to my hometown and charming my friends and family"

"Thank you for bringing me and not quitting on me when things went wrong"

"Are you kidding me? How could I? I can't breathe without you"

"Me neither amor! Te amo, I love you"

He kissed me and I surrendered in our love, I wanted to touch him everywhere, feel him in me, make us be one.

"Make love to me, Jamie"

"Your wish is my command, my love"

We made sweet love and showered together, an hour later we were having breakfast with Jim and Samina, the girls had left a day after our lunch due to work and their families.

"So Maca, when are you going to visit us again?"

"As soon as we can, Jim. But you guys can also come and visit us whenever you want, even better, after filming the movie we can have like a little holiday in Peru"

"You're a sweet lassie, I'd love that, you're lucky son!"

"That I am dad. Mina, will you come visit us?"

"Of course I will, darling"

We finished our breakfast and Jamie and I finished packing, as the minutes went by I could see he was getting sadder and sadder, I wrapped my arms around his waist and rested my head on his back, he put his hands around mine and sighed.

"Don't be sad love, we'll be back as soon as we're done with the movie"

"I don't know if I will be able to. I might need to start filming the other movie right away"

"Oh"

I dropped my arms and felt like crying but I couldn't break apart so I kissed him on the cheek and resumed packing, he studied my face, I could see him watching me while trying to say something.

"Maca...."

"It's fine Jamie, we'll talk about this later"

"I just want to make sure you're ok"

"I am, hurry love, we'll be late"

An hour later we had bid our goodbyes and were on our way to the airport, I surely loved the view, Ireland is indeed a beautiful country.

"We have many suitcases, do you think they'll let us in the plane?"

I looked at Jamie and he was grinning at me.

"I'm not sure about the flight to London but I am positive about the flight to Vancouver"

"It's funny that when you shop for yourself, you buy just what you need and that's it. When you buy for your nephews though, that's another story, you'd buy them the universe if you could, I can only imagine how spoiled our kids will be"

Our kids???? Two words that held so much hope, the only thing I want in this world is to have a family with this lovely man.

"Of course I wouldn't buy them the universe!! Maybe just the world!"

I winked at him and he laughed, my favorite laugh, his carefree laugh, the one that takes ten years out of him.

"We're here, let's drop the car at the rentals and let's get on that plane"

"This one will be short, just 1h30m, then we can relax and have a beer while wait for our next flight to Vancouver"

"Too bad we have only a couple of hours in London, I would love to have you, I mean, to take you to my flat"

I giggled at that.

"We'll have many chances for that, Mi Amor"

We got in London at 1:40pm, we had a couple of hours for our next flight and we decided to head to one of the lounge bars by our gate. As soon as we got to our table, I heard a familiar voice, how I love this voice!

"Maca????? Mi linda! Como estas?" (My pretty! How are you?)

"Mario!!!!!!!! What are you doing here???? I'm so happy to see you!!!"

And I threw myself to his arms for a tight hug. Jamie cleared his throat.

"Oh God! How rude am I? Jamie, this is Mario Testino, a very good friend of mine, he's from Peru"

This last part I almost yelled for everyone to hear. Jamie got my emotions and gave Mario a firm handshake.

"Of course I know Mario! How have you been mate?"

"Jamie how can you get more and more handsome as the time passes?"

"Well, thank you Mario! You're not bad yourself"

Mario laughed hard.

"Charming! I can see why Maca is crazy about you!"

"And I'm crazy about her. Care to join us for a drink?"

"Sure! I'll have another dry martini"

"Alright! What about you Love?"

"I'll have a glass of Cabernet Sauvignon, thank you!"

He left to get our drinks while we caught up with each other. When Jamie was back, I was telling Mario about our week in Ireland.

"So, how long until you guys finish the movie?"

"Three more weeks"

Jamie answered while sipping his Guinness.

"And what's next?"

"I'll be back in London to film another movie, then South Africa for another one"

"Wow! How busy! What about you Maca?"

"A Vogue Photoshoot in Paris with the best photographer in the world"

"Stop it that I'm going to be jealous!"

I laughed because of course the Photoshoot was going to be with him!

"Any movie for you Maca?"

"They sent me a script, but I haven't gotten the chance to read it"

"Really??"

Jamie crooked and eyebrow, I haven't mentioned it to him because I wasn't sure if I should take the part or not, the movie was going to be filmed in Chicago and I didn't want to be so far from him.

Mario's flight was called and he hugged me goodbye and whispered in my ear.

"I'll see you in a month, love! Relax! You guys will figure it out, call me when you arrive in Vancouver"

"I will. Te quiero"

I truly love Mario.

Now the cards were on the table for Jamie and I, and we need to have this conversation before I could make any decision, the only thing I know for sure is that I love him with all my heart and soul.

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