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I broke our embrace and stepped backwards.

"Jamie, why are you doing this?"

"I've told you! I want you! Can't you see it's you I want?"

"What about her?"

I pointed towards the room where Amelia was.

"Millie it's just a great friend who is expecting my baby"

"That's weird Jamie! Nobody can agree to that. It's just wrong!!

"No, it's not! We're just a couple of grown ups taking care of a life together, besides, you don't want me, you just want to be Friends with me and brought Him here!!"

I couldn't take the cold anymore and started shivering. He pulled me closer, took off his suit jacket and embraced me with it. Gosh it felt good being back in his arms. There were fireworks but we didn't pay attention. Now we were just looking at one another.

"It's not that I don't want you. I can't have you"

"Why?? Because you think I'm Christian?"

"Of course not! Because I need to do this with a clear head and around you I can't think"

He passed his hand through his hair and I knew we weren't getting anywhere. I sighed loudly not in an exasperated manner but in a defeated one. He looked up, right in my eyes.

"Hold on. Don't go anywhere"

He went back in. I was freezing. Maybe having this conversation in a balcony on a January Vancouver night wasn't the smartest idea.
I was about to go inside when he came back and held my hand.

"Come with me!"

"Where??"

"We can't have this conversation in here. You'll freeze to death."

I giggled because he said it in a matter of fact kind of way and also because I was amazed at how funny it was that I was thinking the exact thing.

We went back inside. People were dancing and singing. I spotted Cauã and Eloise on the dance floor, boy he can dance!.

"Here, your coat!"

Jamie's voice brought back my attention to what we were doing.

"Where are we going? Where is Amelia?"

"To your apartment. I sent her back home"

"Why???"

"I'm spending the night with you"

"No, you are Not!"

"Macarena, we need to have this conversation and it will be tonight, so help me God....!"

He bent down to give me an exasperated peck on the lips and guided me outside. The night was cold and still as snow flakes found their way to the ground.

"It's snowing! I love snow!"

"Me too, come baby, let's get you home"

He opened the taxi door and waited until I was comfortably seated to close gently the door and walk around to take his seat. He gave the driver my address and wrapped his arm on my shoulders to keep me close and warm. I laid my head on his torso and smelled his scent. I've missed him and I don't want to be away from him anymore.

We got to my apartment and I knew I had to wait for him to open the car's door. He held my hand to help me out and gave the driver a hundred dollar bill and wished him a Happy New Year.

I opened my door, turned on the light and let Jamie in. He walked in and looked around examining the place. He's so tall and handsome. He has a perfect posture and the sight of him taking off his suit jacket and making himself at home it's just breathtaking. My mouth dried and I walked to the refrigerator to grab a bottled water and showed it to Jamie to see if he wanted one. He nodded and I slowly walked towards him. I sat on the couch and he followed.

"I hope you're not tired because you have a whole lot to explain Missy. And you can start by the part of why you can't have me"

"That one is easy, after what happened with Cauã, I promised myself that I was never gonna let a man interfere with my career. I would always put myself first"

"But I'm not him! I..."

I stood up and didn't let him finish.

"I know that, as much as this sounds a cliche, it's not you, it's ME!"

"That's rubbish"

"It's not. I can't concentrate. I can't work. I can't eat. I can't even shower correctly since every time I take one I recall our last shower in L.A."

He smiled and crooked an eyebrow.

"I know, that is a memory I will take to my grave to cherish for eternity"

I laughed at that. And went back to sit next to him.

"Not funny Dornan! I need to be just friends with you at least until we finish filming Fifty"

"What!!!! Noo!!!!"

He turned and grabbed my face in his hands leaning his forehead against mine.

"Don't ask me to be away from you. You need to overcome this. You're a strong, talented woman and you can pull this together. You just need to believe in yourself."

"But Universal wants my head. They don't believe I can do this!"

"Are you kidding me? The week before Christmas you were perfect. Never forgot a line and Sam was more than happy with your work. Stop over thinking my love!"

He kissed me softly.

"We can do this together. Believe me. I'm with you on this one"

And everything felt just right. We sitting on this couch. Him holding me close. I started feeling a heat coming from my center and sat on his legs taking his lips with mine. I pulled his lower lip with my teeth and he grabbed my ass pressing my body against his and I grind my hips against his. He broke our kiss to give open mouth kisses on my neck sucking his way to my shoulders. Gosh that's gonna leave marks!! I grabbed his hair and pulled gently to make his mouth meet mine. His hands found their way to the hem of my dress and started pulling it upwards to get a better hold of my thighs. I broke the kiss to stand up. He looked astonish as if he didn't understand what was I doing. I held up my hand to tell him to wait and walked towards the kitchen counter where my ipod was sitting on the dock. I looked for a song, turned the volume up and started dancing to Marvin Gaye's 'Sexual Healing' in a very sexy manner to perform a strip tease for this man who had me in the palm of his hand. He sat back and undid his tie and the first two shirt buttons. He had a sexy smile and look. He licked his bottom lip and that encouraged me to make an unforgettable performance. I reached for the straps of my dress letting them fall on my shoulders. Never leaving my eyes off him slid my dress down my body slowly showing him my laced black bra. He nodded in appreciation. I continued sliding my dress until it fell on my feet. He clapped at the sight of the tiny piece of lace covering my intimate parts. Then he brought his hand to his bulge pressing his erection to release some pressure. I bent on my knees and crawled catlike towards him. Reached for his zipper and opened it. He stood a little so I could take his pants off. His erection sprung free and I took it in my mouth liking the tip of the head and swirling my tongue. I felt so sexy as the song change to 'Lets Get it on'. I put opened my mouth wider and swallowed his entire member until it reached the back of my throat making me gag. I went back to the tip swirling my tongue and repeated the pattern picking up speed little by little and his breath was erratic.

"Fuck Macarena, I'm going to cum!!!"

I grinned while liking his length and massaging his balls. He grabbed me and in a wrestling move he dropped me on the couch taking my panties in his hands and ripped them off making me gasp and my heart beat faster.

"Fuck Jamie! Now!"

He moved his head sideways.

"I need to return the favor"

And dived into my center liking my clit while entering a finger in me to feel my wetness.

"God! You're so wet!"

"Take me Jamie"

"Patience babe! I need to taste you"

Saying this, he went back to taking care of my clit making me moan louder. When I felt like I couldn't take it anymore he inserted two fingers at a time moving them back and forth making me reach my climax. I screamed his name and he held me tight in a protective embrace waiting for my breath and my heartbeat come back to normal.

"I'm not done with you yet"

He looked for a condom in his jeans and ripped the foil package. He slid it down his length and put the tip on my entrance looking at me as if asking for permission.

"Hazme tuya Papi"

He groaned and thrust deep in me taking me to my climax faster and faster until I came loudly and he found his release saying something I'm pretty sure it wasn't in the English dictionary.

After our heartbeats went to normal he was stroking my hair and asked

"What did you tell me? It was hot"

"Nothing interesting, just 'take me daddy'"

"Well that was hot. You can certainly keep doing that."

I giggled but sat up and put my serious face.

"We need to keep this for ourselves"

" What do you mean?"

"If we're going to do this we need to act surrespiciously. No one can know about us"

"Just us? Our little secret? And what exactly will we be?"

"Friends!"

"Friends with benefits. I like it! Come on! Second round on your bed!!

I squealed while he takes me on hi arms and walks towards my bedroom.

***Wow that was hot!!!! What you guys think??? Thank you for reading and don't be shy! Comment and vote away!! Xoxo- Z. ***