Savannah's P.O.V

Did Mom really make him promise that? I mean he broke everyone's trust, he broke my heart, and mom, mom died two months later. Nothing makes sense.

"I called Ellie over and Chance just to hang out." Blaze said, "Will your dad be back anytime soon?"

Shit, I completely forgot about him, he was gone on a trip with his "girlfriend" for two weeks before he left he warned me about having anyone over the only way he knows, whipping me.

"H-He's gone for a couple of days, don't worry about him."

"You feeling any better?"

I take in a deep breath "Yeah, I'm fine don't worry about me."

"I don't even know if I should trust you anymore about your health. The doctor said that you are heavily underweight and that you need to eat more but you are more focused on feeding your dad's urges."

"Excuse me?" Hoping he would rethink what he just said. I didn't want to buy him a beer but I didn't want to die either.

"You need to take care of yourself Savannah."

"Stop acting like you are my father."

"Please, I am nothing like that man."

"Funny, you've said that before but guess what you turned out the exact same as other men."

. . . Flashback . . .

I woke up and turned around to face Cage, he stayed the night over and no we did nothing like that. We just watched Netflix and cuddled, not ready for the other stuff. He looked so cute in the morning, God took time making him. I pushed his arm a little lower on my waist so I could fully turn around to admire him, lifting my hand up to trace his features starting with his eyes, to his nose, his full lips, and down to his chin.

"You should stop before I end up doing something you are not ready for babe." I gasped shocked snatching my hand away from his face.

"Y-You were awake?" 

Rolling me on top of him he laughed "I just wanted to see what you were going to do, didn't know that you were secretly a perv."

I tried to push him away but he pulled me back down locking me down by my waist "I am not a perv, I was just admiring my boyfriend. Is that a crime?"

Brushing my hair back he yanks my head down a bit by my hair "Then how about showering some love on your boyfriend"

"What are you talking about?"

"Morning kiss..." His eyes got darker locking onto my lips "God, Savannah the things you do to me." 

Starting to kiss down my neck biting here and there making me let out a moan, his grip tightening on me. "Can I please have my morning kiss?"

Letting out a giggle shoving him away and jumping off the bed "Come and get it."

He groaned getting up "You know not to mess with me like that I'm not like other men."

"That's what I love about you."

. . . Present . . .

"I haven't and won't ever hurt you the way that man does and you know it. Stop blaming everything on me Savannah. You never tried to find me, you never tried to contact me after all you thought about yourself, not me."

That crossed the line getting up I slapped him with as much strength I could but in it. "I LOVED YOU!! I gave you everything, I trusted you fucking asshole. I did try to find you, I did try calling you but you never answered and the one time it went through a girl picked up Cage. A girl!!"

He slammed me up against the wall anger swirling in his eyes "Don't hit me, don't call me that."

"Why? Does it remind you about us? Does it remind you about me? Is that why all of a sudden your name is Blaze Zander?"

"Shut up Savannah, you have no idea what you are talking about."

"Then explain Cage. Explain what the fuck you were doing in my life for two years with a fake identity." He punched the wall beside my head but I didn't flinch staring at him looking for answers to the questions that have been eating away at me for a year.

"I am only going to say this once Savannah so listen carefully, my name is Blaze Zander, not Cage Levi. If you bring that name up one more time I swear I will-"

"You'll what?" I snap at him "Leave again? Please do my life was so much simpler when you weren't here. I wish I never met you."

He chuckled, he had the fucken nerve to chuckle, I grabbed the closest item next to which was a shoe, and threw it at him. "What the fuck Savannah!"

"What the hell are you laughing at?"

Walking over to me again "Because of the night before I left I remember you moaning something a little different than what you just said. I remember you moaning my name over and over again. I remember you saying that you loved me and that I was the best thing that ever happened to you."

My whole body shivered that was the night I gave my virginity to him, the night before he left I finally gave myself to him not knowing that he would leave the next night.

"It was a lot different. Do you want me to remind you." I closed my eyes, feeling relieved that my body was supported by the wall as I leaned against it. He gripped my waist to keep me in place as he started to kiss down my neck.

He discovered my sweet spot and bit me hard, causing me to scream and tighten my grasp on his hair, which pushed him down even more. He then tugged on my legs, signaling for me to get up, and I did as he asked, clinging to him while he deftly worked on my neck, moving up to my lips, and finally laying me down on the bed. I don't know how we got here or how our argument turned into this, but I was lost in him.

He pulled his shirt off and threw it across the room, attaching our lips again he began grinding into me his hips moving at the pace of my heartbeat which by now we both could hear clearly, "C-Cage.." I moaned against his lips

He slowed down "P-please"

He smirked against my lips "Please what?" I squirmed against him trying to replicate his moment but he had my hips pinned down

"Move faster."

"Take back what you said." What did I say?

"W-What?" Everything was fuzzy, he was everywhere, it was so hard to focus

"That you regret meeting me, we both know that's not true."

"This.." I take a deep breath trying to collect my thoughts "This isn't fair, you are using my body for your benefit."

He stopped I threw my head back in irritation "What are you doing?" I said wrapping my legs tighter around him preventing him from moving

"You said that it wasn't fair, so I stopped babe," He tilted his head to the side a bit smirking "But why do you look so frustrated, or should I say sexually frustrated."

His ignorant comment snapped me out of the haze he had me in, I immediately let go of him and tried to slide out from underneath him but his hands locked onto my ankles tugging me back to the same position we were in before. "You should be lucky I have amazing self-control seeing you moaning and begging like that any man, would lose control and take you right then and there.

Trying to gather some of my self-respect back I take a deep breath in and say "Let go of me, Ellie and Chance will be here any second."

He let go of my ankles chuckling "I need to take a cold shower can I borrow some of your dad's close?"

I got off of the bed with a weird tight feeling in my stomach walked weirdly and gave him some of his old clothes I had in my closet "Here, take a shower in the guest bathroom. I need to take a shower too, I have this weird tight feeling in my stomach."

"Wanna get back on the bed? I can help you with that."

"Excuse me?"

He leaned over to me "You were close to climaxing Savy."

My cheeks began burning, he brushed my hair back "No need to be ashamed I was close too. We always were pretty good at dry-humping. Good to know we still are for future moments like these."

"This will never ever happen again!!" I said walking into the bathroom and slamming the door behind me. I can't believe I let that happen. No, no I can't let this happen again. But I can't shake the feeling that I was wishing the moment never ended.

Blaze's P.O.V

I chuckled watching her run away from me, whatever just happened shouldn't have happened but I don't regret it at all. Not one bit, she just has to let me in again, trust me again before I tell her everything.