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Ye update dene nahi wali thi, lekin fir bhi de rahi hu.. Reason? Happy? Naahhhh... Am upset, saw chicken masala, end me pata chala Sare episodes upload nahiye remaining will update on 7Sep,
Ab me iss suspense me itne din kaise bitaungi 😭😭😭😭
Mere bak bak krne ka reason unhe hi pata hoga jinhone series dekh li hai. 😭😭😭😭
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Barmer, 1951

"Maa sa apne bulaya" Asked Rajveer standing in front of her room.

She noded "Andar aiye Rajveer.... " She called him in. "Apke chehre par aj kal muskaan dekh ke dil ko sukoon milta hai, lagta hai ki hamari mehnat safal rahi Apki parwarish me....lekin fir lagta hai ki ye muskurahat apke chehre par pehle kabhi nahi dekhi, kya iski wajah koi or hai...jo hum se, apke baba sa se bhi behtar hai, jo itne saalo me hum na kar paye Or unhone kar diya". She asked teasingly with hidden taunt which rajveer didnt get.

He blushed a little thinking about Naina " Nahi Maa sa aisa kuch nahi hai, jo apne or baba sa ne mere liye kiya itna to koi saga bhi nahi karta...ye karz me shayad kbhi na utar paun" He said genuinely.

"Rajveer app hamara khoon na hote huye bhi humne ap me Or Abhimanyu me kabhi koi fark nahi kia" He looks down at his feets "lekin aj baat hamare khandaan ki hai, uski mariyada ki hai". He saw her when she took a pause.

"Wo hamare khandaan ki izzat hai, iss haveli ki choti Rani hai or sabse badi baat.... Abhimanyu ki PATNI hai" She stressed on the word patni which pierced his heart.

"Iss sab se Nai.. I mean Sunaina ka kya lena dena.. " He asked confused.

She sat down on sofa "sunaina ka iss sab se lena dena hai, jab baat hamare parivaar ki ati hai, to unka sab se lena dena hai". She looks at him with stern expression.

He sat down on his knees near her, holding her hand " Maa sa.. Hum sirf ache dost hai.. " He pleaded.

"Jis samaj me hum rehte hai, waha ladka Or ladki, kabhi dost nahi hote hai Rajveer, dosti to sirf ek parda hota hai.... Ye baat log nahi samjhenge.... ".

" Maa sa log to kuch bhi kehte hai. . "

She cuts him in between "baat hamari izzat ki hai, jo log kabhi humse ankhein utha ke baat nahi karte the.. . Aj iss mahal ki dehleez ke andar akar hamara mazak bana rahe hai... Or uski wajah apki ye dosti hai" She said arrogantly.

"Maa sa aap" She got up ignoring him.

"Kaafi din ho gaye hai apko yaha aaye, hume lagta hai ab apke jane ka samay agya hai," She gave him a letter, he looks confused at her "apki nayi duty assign ho gayi hai.... Ab ap ja sakte hai".

He turns to leave hurt not because of people who were bad mouthing about them but the way this women whom he worshipped like a goddess, does not even believes him.

"Jab tak hum apko wapas ane ko na kahe, aap yaha nahi ayenge, Or rahi baat apke baba Sa ki to unhe hum sambhal lenge.. Un tak ye baat na pahonche to hi sabke liye behtar hoga" He noded with moist eyes and leave.

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"Rajveer, Rajveer.. . . " She came hopping in his room "lijiye hum apko pure mahal me khoj rahe hai or ap yaha kamre me hai.. Or ye apke kapde, aise faile kyu pade hai, mohan ne jamaye nahi ab tak rukiye hum abhi bulate hai, mohaan, mohaa.. . " He caught her hand from going, she looks at him.

"Rehne do, usko mat bulao, usne apna kam thik se kiya tha, ye kapde meine hi nikale hai" He said in low tone.

"Kyuu bhala, aise kyu.. " Then she realised "ap.. Apko.. Wapas.. " She asked hesitantly.

He noded slowly without looking at her, unable to see disappointment in her eyes "mere... Joining orders agaye hai".

"Aur ap ye hume kab batane wale the" She looks at him accusingly "apne jane ke baad ek khat piche chhod kar.. . Pichhli bar ki tarah" She complained.

He sat down on his bed "nahi Naina, mujhe letter abhi mila, tumhe abhi nahi batana chahta tha, hamara aaj ka din itna acha beeta, tumhe abhi bata ke tumhare chehre pe ye udasi nahi dekhna chahta tha" He looks at her.

"Kab jana hai" She sat beside him.

"Subha nikalna hai.. . 4baje" She looks at him.

"Aap abhi to aye to fir itni jaldi" She asked sadly.

"Naina hum soldiers ki zindagi me kuch bhi jaldi ye der se nahi hota, hamari zindagi desh ke liye hoti hai, whenever duty calls.. Hum hamesha taiyaar hai" She noded.

"Hume aap par garv hai" Respect showing high in her eyes for him he felt overwhelmed. "Hum apse kuch mange to aap denge".

"Bas jaan ke badle kuch bhi mang lo.. Kyunki wo to desh ki hai na... " He tried to lighten up her mood.

"Hum apse apki jaan kabhi nahi mang sakte " She said cutely "hum to bas ye chahte hai ki aj ki puri raat hum taare dekhenge.. Or dheeeer saari batein karenge" She asked with glittering eyes.

"Jaisi sakhi ki iccha..." She squealed happily.

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"Or fir Baba ne hume bahoot sara danta" She pouted, telling him about her childhood.

"To fir baarish me itna bheegti hi kyu ho jab bimar pad jati ho.. Or tumhare baba hi kya me hota to me bhi tumhe dant-ta, "

"Hume to barsaat bahot pasand hai sab kuch uske bad kitna shant Or sundar ho jata hai".

" Keechad fail jati hai" He made a face.

"Apko barish kyu nahi pasand hai".

"Tumhe barish kyu pasand hai" 

"barsaat sirf ek shabd nahi hai ye ek ehsaas bhi hai, jab tapti dhoop ke baad, barsaat ki thandi boonde girti hai yo mann sawan me mor ki tarah naach uthta hai" She said dreamily twirling around "Jaise dill pe rakha koi bojh utar gaya ho,".

" Thik hai baba, samjh gaya tumhare baarish prem ko...or ab meri bhi ek baat sun lo... baarish ko dekhna, sun na lekin usey mehsus yani bheegne ki koshish mat karna" He warns her.

"Lekin kyu.. . " She wailed.

"Abhi bataya na, tumhari tabyat kharab ho jati hai, so, meine mana kia to nahi bheegna" He said sternly.

"Katti.." She pouted.

He smiled at her childish behavior "soch lo.. . Ab bas kuch hi ghante bache hai mere pass usme bhi ruth ke baithogi...fir na jane kab milna ho, ya kabhi mil bhi paye.. Agar me mar gaya.. " She closed his mouth by placing her hand on his lips.

"Mare apke dushman, Or kitni bar kaha hai ye marne maarne ki batein hamaare samne mat kia kijiye.. . " She scolds him lightly.

"Acha to fir bataiye, kaisi batein kare hum apke samne" He asked playfully.

"Haan apna.. " She looks at him with wide eyes "aap... Aap hamari nakal utar rahe hai".

"Nakal wo bhi apki, hamari kaha itni majal ki hum rani sahiba ki nakal utare".he was trying to supress his smile

" Aap firse... "

"Hum firse kya? " He teased

She pouted and turned around not facing him "jaiye, hum apse baat nahi karte".

"Are are nahi.. Aise mat kijiye, ap agar humse baat nahi karengi to hamara kya hoga... " He tries to face her but she again turned away.

"Baat mat kijiye humse"

"Acha baba sorry, ab nahi utarunga tumhari, " He holds his ears "humka maafi daidiyo malkin".

"Ab aap hamara mazak uda rahe hai... Ab hum apse baat karenge nahi" She was getting offend.

"Arey baba sorry again, galati ho gayi.. Please ab to maaf kardo sakhi" When he didn't get any response he said "subha hone me kuch hi der bachi hai, fir me chala jaunga na jane kab tumko dekh paunga.." Now getting serious "pata nahi dekh paunga bhi ya.. " She quickly turns around and puts her hand on his mouth.

"Itni jaldi.. Alag hone ke liye to nahi mile the na..... " Their eyes moist thinking about his departure.. Feeling bad that they wouldn't be able to see or talk for God knows how many days or months maybe an year too.

"Humne kabhi... Kabhi aisa mehsus nahi kia jaisa apke sath kia hai, hum khud ko mehfus samjhte hai apke pass or jab ap nahi hote to aisa lagta hai ki jaise... Koi hamari sanse rok raha ho" His heart skipped a beat when he heard saying this.. He felt overwhelmed.

"Mujhe bhi tumse dur jana acha nahi lagta Naina, kehne ko to sab kuch hai mere pass, sabhi rishte, bahot se dost, lekin fir bhi bahot akela tha... Lekin tumhare saath ne mano zindagi ki saari kami puri ho gayi ho" He said directly looking into her eyes.

"Jaana zaruri hai" She asked with tears filled pleading eyes.

He took a deep breath took her hands in his "kaise bataun, kyu mera jana zaruri hai..." They had their famous eye lock. 'Tumhare liye hi to tumse dur jaa raha hu' He said through his eyes.

'Lekin mein to yaha hu. . Mujhe yaha apki zarurat hai' she replied through eyes.

He breaks the eye lock looking around then at her "I promise Naina, tumhe jab bhi meri zarurat hogi.. Mujhe apne pass hi paogi".

"Waada".

"agar tum waada karogi ki rowgi nahi to"

" Pakka waada" They smiles making promise to eachother.