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❝ I only love when you touch me,
not to feel me, when I'm fucked up
that's the real me❞

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INFINITY THAT'S ALL we have, an infinite moment that'll last longer than a millennia to treasure we hold in our grasp. It's that one moment in that changes everything.

Everything I once knew had all disappeared washed away to the ground, all my ideas and beliefs and now all that remained was I, with the little knowledge of the woman I've become.

Pushing my chestnut colored hair aback, I parted it letting the curl locks to fall loosely over my shoulders. My eyes stared in front mirror of my car, as I applied dark red lipstick with the color like crimson on my lips.

Nothing could replace the feeling I felt tonight. I felt like tonight is the night that will change everything.

He's gonna get what he deserved. I'm going to show that asshole that I'm still everything without him.

Taking a deep breath I counted till three then unlocked the car and got out of it.

Loud music could be heard by outside, a mix jam of Lana Del Rey being played as made it up to the front.

I felt several heads turn my way, as the boys in the corner stood dumb struck, while some hooted. I smirked in a mischievous way.

The game is on!

I turned and saw a boy standing in the corner with a glass of beer in his hand. Walking over up to him I took the glass from his hand and gulped the fluid fiercely, the boy stood still as he stared hard at me, I could tell the boy was intimidated by my mere presence.

“I hope you didn't mind that.”

I murmured my hands came up to his face as I caressed the sharp shaved skim with the back of my hand. His skin tingles underneath my touch as I grinned.

“I definitively didn't.”

I shivered when his eyes looked up to meet my gaze, a smug smile over his lips as I turned to leave, but his hand caught a hold of my wrist.

This boy was surely getting at it. shrugging the thought away I turned to face him.

“Aria what the hell, why are you here?”

I heard Sumin's voice as his hand immediately left mine. Rolling my eyes I turned to face my friend standing by the threshold looking as furious as ever.

“Sumin thank God you're here. I was just about to look for you.”

I spoke, my voice try to hide the humor in it as the young woman walked towards where I was standing, her arms crossed across her chest.

“You know shouldn't be here,” she paused as she pulled me closer as then she whispered in a low voice,“everyone knows that you broke up with Daniel…you shouldn't have come.”

“Is Daniel here—with someone?”

I asked the last part so low that even she couldn't ignore it. Taking her silence for an answer, I sighed as I pulled us both inside the frat house.

“Why do I feel like this was a bad idea. ”

She murmured and I ignored her as we proceeded to walk towards the bar. Even though I tried to ignore I knew everyone where watching me.

“Everyone expected me not to come but you know that's never gonna happen I can't let others control my life.”

She chuckled as I handed her a red cup filled with whiskey. Taking it from my hand she accepted it as I turned to look around my gaze wandering over until they landed on him.

Jeon Jungkook

Of course he was here too. Each year this party was hosted by the basketball club team members and the whole school was invited.

And even in the dark I could feel his piercing dark gaze lingering over my body, his eyes moved again over my face before locking on mine and then he winked.

He bloody winked at me.

Who the hell does he think he is? I averted my gaze to check if I was assuming stuff but when I looked up he was gone.  Just like that, god I hated that guy.

“Did you see him, what's his problem?”

I turned to ask Sumin but she was no where to be seen. My eyes wandered around the dancefloor as I saw her locking lips with her boyfriend.

Great everyone here had a boyfriend, while there's I.

No boyfriend dumped, bored and most worst lonely.

“What do I see here, Aria Michaels alone. ”

Glancing at the man I was in utter awe that how close he was. If I wasn't looking so intensely which resulted Taehyung's smooth voice to accommodate my ears.

“So is it true you're no longer dating that douchebag?”

He asked as he took the glass from my hand, taking it out of my grasp as he sipped the remaining remnants.

I shuddered when his hand closely came towards my waist as pulled me in, his hot breath fanning across my face as I inhaled his manly scent.

“What are you doing, Taehyung?”

“Don’t turn, do not look that ass is here.”

He whispered, my pupils expanding as my hands came towards his neck.

“Is he here with Vanessa?”

He did not answer that, as my hands let go of him and I turned over to find Daniel standing there with Vanessa on his lap as he kissed her like there was no tomorrow.

“Oh, God I think I'll throw up.”

I murmured seeing Taehyung turn sharply towards me. His dark so intense, the look on his face told me that he was worried about me.

Taehyung sighed as he mumbled, “Aria.”

“It’s okay, Tae I'm totally fine…I just need some me time I'll be fine. ”

I spoke as I pushed the man who tried to approach me away. Taehyung and I have long history together, he was my first boyfriend, my first best friend, my first kiss. And even after breaking up we were still friends.

I knew he cared for me as much I did, and I hated to push him away.

“Call me if you need anything.”

He spoke then said no more, as he stroked my hair gently, then bending down to kiss my forehead. I watched as he walked away.

•••

Placing the cigarette in between my lips, I smoked out through my lungs. Breathing in heavily I let the smoke in again.

It felt better, a lot better.

“Trouble in paradise?”

My head turned hearing his voice as turn to Jungkook standing by the doorframe, his back leaning against the wall as stared down at me.

“Why are you here Jeon?”

I asked my voice sounding annoyed, ad I turned away to wipe my tears. I hope he didn't see me crying.

“I couldn't find you at the party so I —”

He stopped abruptly when his eyes stared at my face, dropping down his hands he walked towards me. Sitting beside me on the balcony of this lavish bedroom.

“You’ve been crying. ”

He uttered as his eyes caught the cigarette in my hand.

“Why because you've never seen Aria Michaels cry?”

I asked trying to sound less amused, but I couldn't find the exact words of what I was feeling just now.

I hated that he saw me crying, even though I wanted him to leave, yet my heart screamed for him to stay.

“It’s not that, what I meant to say was you look different when you cry. Beautiful.”

He mumbled softly as I chuckled, I hated this guy but right now he was the only person I never would want to be with.

Then why now?

“Don't tell this to anyone.”

“About the smoking? I won't. ”

He asked as I stared at him, my body pluses with electric heart.

“No, silly about me crying.”

I said with my voice that almost came out as a whisper, when his strong arms were locked around me, as he strangled me within his hold as I soon found myself sitting on his lap.

“Jungkook.”

My arms circled his shoulders, one hand in his hair as we both stared at each other.

He pressed his head over mine, shifting so my lips were at his ear and his at mine.

“Have sex with me,” His eyes darkened to the color of old brandy.

“I’m not certain I like you.”

“You don't need to like me to let me fuck you but since it's you I'd prefer in that way.”

I stared at him, feeling something I've never felt before interest, desire, lust.

Then I whispered back, “This won't change anything.”

He whispered back, “We'll see about that.”

It was at this point I realized my heart couldn't take longer when his lips came crushing down to mine. I felt him suck, and kiss my lips nipping my tender flesh over and over before he pushed my lips open to him to take. His tongue was hot as it entered my mouth, rubbing my tongue with his own erratically to bring out a moan from my mouth.

He kissed me harder, until we both were begging for air.

I shudder when his fingers pulled the zipper down of my dress causing it to fall loosely over my shoulders.

Meeting up to match his gaze, I caught him grinning again slow, lazy, wicked my whole body trembled as it melted when his lips captured mine again but this time aggressively.

TO BE CONTINUED

Author's note:

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