It's funny, how sometimes pain can feel amazing, but you know it is actually hurting like hell. But you can't tell because the pain is easing the other pain. I can't remember much anymore. It's quite sad. I can't remember much of last month. I feel like I'm going insane. I'm lashing out at people randomly. I never talk. I cry myself to sleep. I have ADHD which makes everything worse. I never know what to do. I lock myself in my room. I don't know how to deal with this.