Trigger warnings: SUI/SH

   I PROMISE THE NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE LONGER

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   *clank*

   "hah... hah..."

   He coughs into his shaky hand.

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   Bright red blood stained his fingertips.

   He could feel liquid rush down his neck and wrists, and he assumed it was his own fluids too.

   Slumping against the bathroom cabinet, he tries to keep his eyes open.

   Why did he ever try to? This is what he wanted.

   This is all he was destined to do.

   To die.

   "WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?!"

   A loud cry knocks him out of his daze.

   He looks up, his neck unsteady and trembling.

   It was...

   "... what did I tell you...? I told you not to try and kill yourself." The voice suddenly stables out, making the person seem ever so slightly calmer, "I don't want you to follow our examples."

   The boy opens his mouth to speak, but blood pours from his throat, gagging him.

"You don't have to talk. All you need to do is listen." Voices echo all around him, as the figure's palm touches his cheek.

"I love you. I'm sorry I had to leave so soon."

He opens his mouth again, hearing the drip of liquid fall onto the tile floor.

"... w-why...?" Is the only word he is able to produce.

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"𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐭.

𝐈𝐭'𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐭.

𝐈𝐟 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐦.

𝐈𝐟 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝'𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫.

𝐈𝐟 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝'𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡."

   His eyes widen, subconsciously picking up the object that fell to the floor and holding it up to his neck once more.

   "hah... hah..." The hand that grips it starts to shake uncontrollably.

   "𝐎𝐧𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐞. 𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐮𝐬 𝐲𝐞𝐭 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧. 𝐈𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭...

   𝐊𝐞𝐥?"

   A/n: any guesses onto what's going on❓❓