Am I a disappointment?

Tell me now

Am I all the bad things

And none of the good?

Am I just the child that went into the bad genes pool?

For fuck's sake

I have autism

I have ADHD

I have fragile X syndrome

My athletic skill is not even visible on the charts

I'm an idiot

I'm not smart

I'm retarded

I'm not even pretty

No less beautiful

I have brown curly hair that is in a haircut just at my collarbone

I have plain brown eyes that don't compliment anything

I have freckles all over my nose

I have dark bags under my eyes

I have tan skin

I have thick eyelashes

I'm fat as fuck, god damn, my mom that was pregnant not long ago wieghs less than me

I have a potato nose

And this is only the beginning things that are wrong with me

There is nothing special about me

So why do people like me?

I'm just a disappointment

A disappointment child

A disappointment friend

A disappointment girlfriend

A disappointment sister

A disappointment cousin

Niece

Granddaughter

And anything else I am

Anything I am

I'm a disappointment

And I'm sorry to anyone

Who knows me

Sorry that I'm not what you thought or wished I was

Now you know what I have

What I am

And what I look like

So if I died tomorrow

You wouldn't have anymore questions