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Here is chapter 1.

Chapter 1
Abhi's pov:
Pain.
That is the first thing I felt when I came back to my senses. Where was I? Oh right..the accident. I couldn't open my eyes even if I wanted to because of my unbearable pain. But I need to communicate in some way that I am awake. I noticed that someone is holding my hand. I pressed their hand to let them know that I was awake.
"Abhi beta, are you ok." I heard my Daadi's soothing voice.
That voice caused me to open my eyes. Darkness.
Huh, I thought I opened my eyes. I am positive. But still I am not able to see anything. Did I open my eyes or am I imagining that I opened my eyes?
"I am ok, Daadi . Can I have some water please?" I said in a raspy voice.
"Sure, beta." Daadi said and made me sip some water.
"Daadi, my head hurts." I moaned, holding my head.
Damn! This hurts so bad!
"Purab, go and call the doctor." I heard my Daadi say. I think Purab left since I heard the door close.
"The doctor is going to be here anytime to examine you. Do you want anything until he came?" I heard my Daadi ask, holding my hand.
I shook my head but I still needed to ask Daadi why I couldn't see anything.
"Daadi, why am I not able to see anything?" I asked. I felt my Daadi's hand stiffen causing me to furrow my eyebrows.
Did I say something wrong?
Before she could say something, a knock on the door interrupted.
"Hello Mr Abhi, I am Dr. Aryan and I was the one who helped you yesterday." I heard a voice say.
"Hello Dr. Aryan." I greeted him.
"So how are you doing?" He asked, while examining everything.
"I am fine doctor but there is a question that is haunting me." I informed him.
"Oh, may I know what's going on in your mind?" He asked, checking my eyes.
"Why am I not able to see anything when I open my eyes? Just ten minutes ago, I opened my eyes but I couldn't see anything. May I know what's going on?" I asked him. His hold on my hand gradually loosened while he was checking my pulse. What. The. Hell. Is . Going. On.
"Daadi, didn't you tell him about everything?" I heard the doctor ask.
Everything? What's that supposed to mean! Oh god! No!
Before Daadi could say something, I interrupted them.
"Tell what, Doctor?" I asked anxiously.
I have a bad feeling about everything. My stomach is twisting in knots and the atmosphere in the room is tense.
"Abhi, listen. You rest for a while. You just woke up." My Daadi choked out, trying to stop the doctor.
"No, Daadi. I know something is wrong and I need to know that. Doctor, please tell me what's wrong?" I demanded.
"Mr Abhi, I am sorry to say this but your retina has been damaged in this accident causing you to lose your eye sight. In some rare cases, you gain your eye sight back but as I said it's highly unlikely. I am sorry for your loss." He said sympathetically, patting me on the shoulder.
"What?" I asked softly.
Lose my sight?
"I am sorry, Abhi." The doctor said and I heard the door close.
"Haha. Daadi, today is April 1st right? You're pranking me na Daadi." I asked desperately.
"I wish, beta." Daadi sobbed.
No! This can't be happening! I cannot lose my sight! I cannot see Daadi anymore, my fans, Purab..no one! It's only darkness. When I realized the situation I am stuck, tears rolled down my eyes. So..that's it? Is this the end? I felt someone wrap their arms around and by the warm feeling, I know it's my Daadi. I lean on her and pour my eyes out .
"Abhi beta, it's ok. We are with you. We can pass through this." She tried to say firmly, but I can notice the wariness behind her tone.
And by that, I know it's never going to be ok. Never. I started sobbing. The last time I cried so much was my parents and sister's death. After losing time and my Daadi consoling me, I stopped crying since I ran out of them. I look at Daadi with a stoic face. At least I think I looked at her.
"Daadi, when can we leave from here. I am getting suffocated with everything." I choked.
"Purab, go and ask doctor." Daadi said.
After a while, I heard the door click indicating someone is coming or leaving.
"Daadi, doctor said Abhi can leave right now. They are looking over his discharge stuff." I heard Purab say. I sighed.
"Daadi, can I rest for a while." I asked her.
I think she nodded since she caressed my shoulder and I heard the door click. I closed my eyes even though it doesn't really matter since the only thing I can see darkness. God, why didn't you kill me? If you think I deserved a punishment, you could have killed me instead of making me a burden on my family. I wish I could see you once to question my fault! Why god! Why me!
After a while of me laying there, the door made the sound again.
"Very well Mr Mehra. You can leave right now. But you should come here monthly to get your eyes checked." I heard the doctor say.
As if that's going to change something.
"Thank you doctor for addressing him yesterday. I know you're shift ended but you were considerate to see him. I appreciate your help." I heard a girl's voice.
Wait, who is that?
"No problem, Ms Arora. I admire your courage. Many people would just leave if they were in your position to avoid the problems, but you valued his life. The least I could do was help you." He said.
Ms. Arora? Who the hell is she? Is she Purab's girlfriend?
"Abhi, are you ready to leave?" Purab asked me, ending my thoughts.
I nodded. I got up and held on to the end of the bed. I then noticed someone giving me a ...stick?
Cane.
I know I needed to use this, but still tears prickled my eyes. Who could have thought my life would be destroyed in the span of an evening?
"Abhi beta, are you ok?" Daadi asked.
I nodded and we started leaving. Purab supporting my shoulder. Since the car stopped after driving for a while, I thought we reached the house and Purab helped me to my room.
"Pragya beta, thank you so much for your help yesterday." I heard Daadi say.
"Daadi, don't thank me. I am glad he is doing fine. I think I will leave now." I heard a voice say.
"Wait, I will drop you, Pragya." Purab said.
"Oh, are you sure? I don't want to disturb you?" She said softly.
Disturb my ass! I bet she is going to ask money.
"Nonsense. Common let's go." Purab snorted.
"Bye Daadi, I will see you later." That girl said. And by the silence that followed, I bet both of them left.
And for the next few days, there was a freaking routine pattern in my pathetic life.
Eat, sleep, rest..
This is the first time I felt being a burden. Currently, Daadi is feeding me some soup and I hope I am almost done.
"Daadi, are you done?" I whined.
"Yes, I am, bhuddhu." Daadi said, playfully hitting me on the bed.
"Purab, can you switch on the tv for me?" I asked Purab.
"But Abhi..you..I mean.." Purab hesitated.
"I know I am blind, Purab, but I am not deaf yet!" I said, rudely.
Daadi sighed and I think she left the room. I heard the sound of the tv and door click meaning Purab left me alone.
Good.
I know I was rude to him earlier. But do I care? No, even though he is my best friend. The loss of my eyes destroyed my emotional side.
I was randomly switching channels, bored by everything until one channel caught my my attention.
"Hello, welcome to Aaj Television. Ready for some chatpata news this afternoon? I bet you're! There are many serials going on, but trust me you won't be entertained as much  as you're going to do now." An annoying voice said.
Oh really. I raised my eye brows in amusement.
"So as many of you know the incident that took place a week ago in the life of  the great rockstar, Mr Abhishek mehra. And you could say that fate was really cruel to him since the accident took place on the day of his twenty fifth concert. Ooh, that's so sad! Well, apart from the accident, do you know that the great rockstar has lost his sight?" The voice said in a mocking way.
Wow, I am flattered. I thought bitterly. I know news channels are pathetic but didn't know they would use my accident as a trp earning way.
"Now, rockstar Abhishek mehra. Oops, should I say only Abhishek mehra? Yeah guys, you imagined it right, the rockstar is not a rockstar anymore. We got the news that no sponser is interested in Abhishek mehra since he lost his sight and even his fans don't really care about him and his songs anymore. I mean we can't really blame his fans. They wouldn't want a blind rockstar as their idol. Poor Abhishek mehra, he lost his entire career due to an accident. I wonder what he does now other than being a burden to this family? Hmm, maybe he will turn into a 'house husband' after getting married where his wife works and has to take care of him. We are really sorry for her. No one would want a husband who sits at home, waiting for her for every small thing. No offense by the way. Hope you guys enjoyed our pataka review and I will see you guys tomorrow with more pataka news." The voice ended replaced by an advertisement.
The news channel was right. I am only a burden to everyone. My Daadi needs to look after my every small thing, Purab needs to come everyday for my restroom chores.
Wow, could life get more pathetic for me?
I am not a rockstar anymore. I lost everything! Every freaking thing!
No, I can't stay here and be a burden to everyone!
God, Why did you do this to me? Is it because I don't pray to you?
I am coming to you to question about my every freaking pain!
Enough of this pathetic life! It's better to die rather than being a burden, a freaking failure!
**
Hello guys,
Oh btw, I am really sorry about the news channel part. I know no one talks in that matter but I hope you guys understand I needed to write that part.
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~shriya(love kkb)