These chapters are so sloppy and i know some may think it . I'm sick currently,my head is sore,my nose is stuffed,my throat is sore,I'm having coughing fits and it's really hard for me to breath

I'm rambling and you guys don't care

Plus my ipad charger just decided to finally croak so i have no ipad >.>

I'll work harder on the chapters if you wish,it's just I'm really stressed out and shit with school and bitches

This is a filler chapter but it's something,yeah?

Enjoy :)

"Louis!"Was the first word that Louis heard once he stepped out of his Silver Chevy,dressed in black skinny jeans,black vans a dark red wooly jumper that gave him sweater paws,a matching beanie on his head and a black scarf around his neck.Cold was something that Louis was,it was always cold in Doncaster,all year round and by living in London and going between exotic locations he was a little less immune to the coldness of his hometown.He had his (or well Liam's) coat lying in the passenger seat of his car along with his backpack that held bottles of water and some light snacks for the car ride he just took from London to Doncaster.It was a long and boring journey but Louis preferred to drive alone than have one of the other boys drive him.He needed his alone time to just think and reply what had happen a week previous in his mind.

Louis was still badly shaken up by the whole incident,he had barely spoke other than the times that he really needed to such as going to the loo or when he had to pay for petrol on the motor way.Harry,Niall and Zayn were constantly worried about him,they wouldn't let the eldest out of their sight from the moment he woke up in the hospital room to the minute that he was released from the hospital 2 days later.They kept asking questions,trying to get the full story out of Louis of what actually happened that night and what was going on before as they weren't that stupid to know that nothing was happening before the Night they found Louis.Louis wouldn't let out a word,he wasn't going to rope the boys into his mess of a life and tell them every detail that had happened previously between him and Liam.He couldn't do that to Liam,even if he was a prick that beat him and raped him,Louis still loved him.

He hadn't seen Liam since he was raped by him,Zayn had told Louis that he had went to stay with his family for a while on his own free will,but even Louis knew that Zayn had threatened the Wolverhampton so fierce that even Liam was scared.Zayn could get scary really quickly,especially when someone has picked on his loved ones.Louis didn't want to be anywhere near Liam anyway,he never wanted to see him ever again,even if that was impossible as they were in the same band,Louis would leave and start a new life in Australia if he had to.He was itching all over for release,he felt unclean,dirty and used,the touch of Liam all over his body.He was marked,it was if his scent was imprinted into everything that Louis owned,and every piece of furniture or corner in their apartment held so many memories that Louis couldn't take it anyone.

So he left

Without a note to tell the boys where he was heading

"Daisy!Phoebe!"Louis gasped,his first spoken words in two days,as he ran towards his little sisters who were dressed up in nearly identical warm winter clothing,snow over his coats and mittens obvious that they were just having a snowball fight.It was early December and Louis wasn't due to visit until the 15th but since everything went to shit,he decided to come early neuter he needed to get away from fame,and he really missed his family.The snow as thick,just like it always was.It didn't take long was Louis to crouch down to his sisters height and gather the two in his arms as he hugged them both tight."Look how big you two have gotten,gosh,the sprout anymore and you'll be taller than mum!"He laughed pulling away to look at his little sisters faces,"and so pretty.I thought I told you two to never grow up,hmm?"He joked.

"Peter Pan syndrome,"Daisy teased as Louis bopped her and Phoebes nose,"We gotta grow up sometime,get rich,kiss boys-"

"Kiss boys?!I think not young lady.You and Fi Fi over here aren't kissing boys until you're at least 25,"He said sternly,his pink lips in a straight line as both the girls rolled their eyes at their over protective older brother."Now,I'll be back in a couple of minutes to give you all of your presents,Need to go find the rest of the squad and Mum,"Louis smirked earning giggles from both of the girls as he kissed the top of both of their foreheads and started to make his way into his childhood home.He seemed to forget all of his worries when he was back home,his family was like his own stress reliever and he was glad that he was home and safe from harm.He missed his family.

"Hi Mum,"Louis smiled slightly as he leaned against the kitchen doorframe,his arms wrapped around his middle as he smelt the loving and kind aroma of his childhood home,with a mix scent of homemade cookies.Doris and Ernest were seen sleeping in their play pen in the living room when Louis went sneaking around the house trying to find siblings,he gave up on looking for Lottie and Fizzy knowing that they would be with their own friends instead of being at home.Typical teenagers,Louis thought and then frowned a little,I wish I was like them.Louis' teenage hood wasn't the best,and he wished that he had more friends and wasn't disliked like he was,but he had Stan so that was a plus.

Jay jumped from her standing position by the fridge and turned around at the unexpected voice of your eldest,her red apron she used for baking covered in flour.Even at the age she was,she never seemed to age and Louis was awfully Jealous,hoping that when he became the age his mum was that he'd look that good.Jay gasped when she made eye contact with her eldest son,her baby boy,whose eyes looked so sad and broken under that fake smile and happy go lucky attitude of his that he was able to pull so easily.Such a gifted actor."Boobear!"She gushed,speed walking towards Louis and letting the boy crumble into her opened arms,letting himself lean all of his light body weight into her motherly embrace."What brings you here so Early?Not that I don't want you hear,of course I do,I've missed you dear,"She rambled holding Louis impossibly closer,not that he was complaining.

"I've missed you more mum,I'm so sorry I haven't been round,just so busy,"He lied,not about the missing business,he missed his family so much,but the busy part.Liam wouldn't allow him out of the house at times,wouldn't let Louis go see his family by saying that he was useless and that his family never loved him and used him for fame.None of it was true,the girls (and Ernest) loved their big brother,and Jay loved her son with all of her heart.Louis froze up a little remembering Liam's words and actions that one time he asked to go see his family for the twins birthday.Ut was terrifying for the Doncaster lad.

"It's fine love,I get texts and phone calls which is all I ask for,"Jay smiles a watery smile as her eyes brim with Happy tears to see Louis and to have him in her arms.Louis' eyes are filled with sad tears."Where is Liam?I thought you wouldn't brought Puppy Dog face with you,"He joked with a smile as he nudged Louis a little just to check that Liam wasn't hiding around the corner ready to attack Jay into a hug like he always did,and then spoil the kids with toys and sweets.Louis paused at the mention of Liam,hoping his mum didn't see him freeze up,but he did,mother sees all.

"Oh,um,we aren't on talking terms?Yeah,that's it,"He muttered moving away a little from his mum and pulling down his jumper sleeves,"So he went to visit his parents,they must miss him too,"He shrugged looking down at his vans before looking up at his mum again who was giving her son an uncomfortable look,knowing that something was wrong.Louis and Liam never fought,or well what she heard they never,they were a picture perfect couple,so it was obvious that Louis was hiding something.

Something big

"Louis,dear,what's wrong?"Jay asked gently taking a step towards Louis,"Tell me,please?I know there is something wrong,mother always knows,and mother knows best,am I not correct?"She hums gently again,reaching a hand to place it on her sons baby smooth cheek,Immediately feeling the power make up that Louis has dashed onto his face to cover his bruises.She takes her hand away once feeling the make up on Louis' cheek (she knew that Louis wore make up,of course she did) and looks at her hand at where it came off before looking at Louis' cheek.A small gasp escaping her lips at the sight of the purple bruise she could spot of Louis' face.

Louis felt like he was going to pass out

Hi there!

I know this is so crappy and it's just a filler but I'm sick and shit and ugh

So next couple of chapters will be based around Louis with his mum and siblings (I have to keep musket from saying sisters because of Ernest)

So how was this other than crappy?

I've got the flue

And this Zouis shit on Twitter isn't boosting my mood

Stupid fucking greasy nugget

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Peace ✌🏼️

~Marie