It's gonna be a year soon that I first posted the Prologue of this fanfiction and had like 20 votes per chapter, this is so much progress and it makes me all happy and I know if you chat to me through messages or kik that I've been so mad with this fanfiction but look, I've got 7K votes and over 1K comments and nearly 100K views!

This book has been a rollarcoaster of ups and downs, many tears and anger, and I'm sorry for the tears if I have caused, or the heartbreak, or the sadness, and I want to say I'm sorry, and I love all you guys and I'm sorry for making Liam such a fucking dîck head that makes you want to enter the book and strangle.

So, thank you so much for voting, reading, commenting, recommending and I hope that this ending of Fear fits your liking

I hope you enjoy :)

"Why are you so fidgety, Lou?"Niall asks, placing a hand on Louis, fidgety Leg that keeps bouncing up and down at a speed that has to hurt. Louis jumps at the touch, Ripping his eyes away from the car window that he has intensely staring out of, watching the trees that pass the slowly moving car. The Doncaster man Looks over at the fake blonde, Niall not removing his hand from where it is now placed on Louis, uper thigh.

He draws in a shaky breath, not meeting Nialls gaze as he looks over at his blonde best friend. He's late, they've been stuck in traffic for what can be 30 minutes now and he's sure he's going to be killed when he rushes in late. Louis can never seem to be on time for anything these days, he's late home after meetings, after shopping, to meet up with friends, to meet up on a date night with Liam and now he's late for one of the most import days of his life;

His own fucking wedding

"I'm late, why am I always so bloody late because of traffic?"Louis grumbles, eyes flashing in worry as if anyone around him in surrounding cars would really care if some retired popstar and former actor was late for his own wedding. Louis, Niall, his little sisters, mother and Amelia were all split into two-three formal silver wedding cars with the ribbons to the sides of the Windows and everything.

"Those words sound awfully familiar and were spoken just little over 6 years ago,"Niall chuckles a little and Louis rolls his eyes because of course Niall can't remember what he ate yesterday but can remember a conversation that happened 6 years ago that relates to this conversation right now.

"6 years ago was a very long time,"Louis feels so old, he's 28 fucking years old and that might not be old for some people but it sure as hell is old for someone who wished to never grow up and is a father to a 5 year old girl who seems to have the energy of some puppy that has been given 10 coffees. Amelia was a perfect girl, even if she had a cheeky personality at times and liked to toy with people just to get her own way.

Amelia is in the car with her Grandma and aunties leaving Louis and Niall do have a car to themselves other than the driver.

"Y'know what's a long time? 10 years of knowing eachother. And being with Liam for 9 of those years."It was unbelievable to even think that far back, at times Louis didn't even think he'd be making it to the age that he was, he was sure that something would've happened which ended with him dead such as being struck by lightening. Now he was getting married to the man that he loved and rough patches aside, things were going okay.

"Don't stress, okay? Remember what happened the last time you got all stressed?"Niall places his hand over Louis' shaking one, an eyebrow raised as Louis meets his gaze once again. His bottom lip is bitten in worry and he knows his mum is going to have some shit fit when he gets out of the car and will be rushing to apply make up to cover it up.

"How can I forget? Most panic filled evening on everyone's lives."Louis chuckles a little and sighs."Well apart from when Oscar was born, I mean trust you to have your waters breaking while you're waiting on your pizza, and refusing to leave until you are given it freshly in its box."

"I paid for that Pizza and I was going to eat it whether I was having contractions or not."Niall huffs a laugh and Louis rests his head on his best friends shoulder at the fond memory. He was there with his blonde whenever Nialls waters broke, and it was a stressful evening when you had Niall wanting to eat his pizza and Louis trying to force him into the back of the car so he can drive him to the hospital.

The car pulls up to the country side location, a white chapel in the middle of fields of green and many cars parked in the small carpark that the church provides. The leaves on the trees rustle in the soft spring breeze as Louis is helped out of the wedding car by Niall, the Irish man brushing down Louis' wedding suit to get rid of any creases or stranded hairs.

The next two wedding cars are pulling up behind Louis and Nialls, and soon enough there's a daze of dresses and the Shouts of a 5 year old running Louis and Nialls direction. Amelia shouts Louis' name, nearly tripping over her flower girls dress as she tries to run towards him, her hair Hazel brown hair curled by her Grandma and her chocolate brown eyes sparkling with happiness.

"Poppy!"She shouts whenever she sees her Poppy, squeaking whenever she reaches him and Louis is pressing kisses to her face in a small greeting."When We gonna see Papa? Where is he Poppy?"She asks in curiosity, looking up at Louis who is now standing up straight again, not affording to stay crouched for long.

"Soon, Baby. For now, you're going to have to have to stay with Uncle Ni and I while we go over what we have to do, okay?"He smiles softly whenever She nods, curls bouncing."Do you remember what to do or do I need to go over them?"

Amelia thinks for a Moment, doing that thinking face that she has inherited from both of her fathers. She has Louis' button nose which scrunches up when she thinks and does the twiddling with her fingers thing which she also gets from Louis who's still does that to this day."I gotta walk in front of you and t-throw out the petals?"

"That's right Sweetheart, and then you come and stand over next to me and we'll wait for your Poppy and Papa to get married."Niall gushes because he's more excited about Louis and Liams wedding than the actual bride and groom are. He's been waiting on his OTP to marry since day one and even with what has happened in the last he has still clung for their best friends relationship with one another.

Louis is being brushed down from any hairs and creases by Jay who will be walking Louis down the Isle at his request because who better to walk you down the isle than your own mother who gave birth to you? Fuck the traditional way. His sisters are buzzing circles around him, complimenting him Which Louis scoffs and laughs at.

Every thump of his heart beat gets louder in Louis' ears as he waits out front of the white chapel in the country side

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"Uncle Liam! My Baba says I'm not a Bear!"Niall, Zayn and Harrys child comes running into the back room where Harry is fixing Liams tie who looks like he's about to run out in a fit if nerves and fear that's running a round inside of him. Liam jumps at the noise as his 4 and a half year old nephew clutches his trouser leg, pouting.

"But of course you're a bear! But today, your Uncle Lou's little brother is also a bear."It was the best way to explain what a ring bearer does and since Oscars favourite animal was indeed a bear, he was a bear for the wedding. A bear that will hold one right for Liam to take to put onto Louis' finger and Ernest will hold a ring for Louis to put on Liams."Your Baba is just jealous because He's not my best man, your Daddy is."

"I heard that! I am not jealous!"Zayn comes rushing into the room not that far behind Oscar who giggles and tries to run away from the man as he laughs loudly."Don't make me beat your ass again for putting false stories into my child's head."

"It's not false, you are jealous because I took your spot of being Best man."Harry smirks at Zayn, brushing down Liams shoulders and standing back whenever he has fixed the flower in his top pocket and his tie."Looking very ravishing."

"Was that flirting, styles? First I've ever been complimented by You."The Wolverhampton man wiggles his eyebrows with a smirk playing on his lips. Joking around seems to be the only thing that is calming his nerves right now, especially since he's sweating like a pig in a butchers and is pretty sure his heart is founb to beat right out of his freaking chest with how fast and hard it's beating against his ribs.

"You wish, when I flirt everyone knows."Zayn laughs at Harrys comment, his own laughing making the 4 and a half year old giggle as well Which Harry pouts at. It's dye same pout that Oscar has, even if he does have Nialls eyes and Zayns hair, he has alot of features that are much like Harrys."My flirting isn't that bad, stop over exaggerating you meanies."Harry doesn't swear in general and swerung in front of his son is nor sow thing he wants to do right now.

"Is it normal to sweat this much? I'm sweating fucking buckets over here."Liam worries, feeling his forehead slick wth sweat and his hands sweaty and sticky. He goes to rub his hands on trousers, his hand being slapped away by Harry who scowls at him."I have this urge to run, j-just  run."

"No! If you ditch Louis at the alter I'll punch your teeth down your throat."Zayn threatens as Oscar is set back down onto the ground so that he can go and hug his Daddy's leg now. He misses his Papa, his Uncle Lou and Amelia.

"I'd rather stick my head in a blender than ruin Louis and I's Relationship again."

~~~\0/~~/\~~

"He's late, Harry, where the fuck is he?"Liam speaks through worried, gritted teeth, eyes looking around the small church in worry."He's always late, what if he's not late and he left? Oh fück he ran didn't he? I knew this would happen, he left with Amelia and now I'm going to die alone."He rants, starring to hyperventilate a sweat all over again.

"Liam, Liam, calm down he's stuck in traffic, Niall just texted."Harry reassures, a hand on the mans shoulder and giving his shoulder a small squeeze."Calm down, you know Louis wouldn't run. Everyone thought that you would to be honest."He admits what has been been passed around through the entire month.

"Calm down, Liam."Liam mutters to himself, closing his eyes and breathing in deeply to calm himself down. He has his hands clasped in front of him as he thought happy thoughts do calm himself down.

He thinks back to when he first met Louis, and to the day he first kissed him, to the day that he took him on his first date. He thinks back to the bands first award show and interviews, to the concerts that he has preformed with the rest of the lads. Liam smiles a little when he thinks to the day that Louis took him back, and how could he forget the day that his sweet little princess was born? Amelia Wendy Tomlinson-Payne.

From the moment that she was bright home to the hospital, the sleepless nights that Louis and Liam would have, the constant persistence of Liam and Louis trying to get Amelia to say her first word, the swearing from both parents when her first word is 'Zayn' and not 'Papa' or 'Poppy' like they were expecting and hoping. Her first steps and stumbles, first broken bone, riding a bike for the first time and everything inbetween.

"He's here, Louis is here."Karen announces just as Niall and the bride maids (Every one of Louis' sisters) is rushing through a side door of the church to get into position. The music starts and Liam can feel himself panicking once again, holding his breath as he waits for the doors to open and for Louis to walk through them."He looks beautiful,"Liam can hear his mum whisper through the silence of the church.

It happens in a blur, how Louis has his arm linked with his mums and Amelia out in front scattering the petals as the whole churches guests stand up. Louis is smiling from ear to ear as he walks, and Liam can't help but smile back at his happy his soon to be husband looks. He was glowing and their daughter was beautiful.

Amelia was beautiful, she was One of Liams main people in his life. A perfect mixture of both fathers.

"Hi papa,"She whispers whenever she nears her papa, waving a hand before going over to her Uncle Niall who waves her over. Liam waves back, blowing his daughter a small kiss before turning his attention to Louis, Jay kissing her son on a cheek before handing him over to Liam with firm words.

"Hi,"Louis smiles,"Sorry I'm late, traffic, again."He whispers as the Priest starts the ceremony.

"I'm sorry for my sweatiness,"Liam whispers back, the elder giggling and shaking his head just a little.

"I can't really complain, I've seen you sweatier."He smirks and Liam flushes, looking out over the small gathering of friends and family. Louis had a Big family and Liams was a good size as well which just left the friends that have been invited to the wedding and those to the reception that was being held in some country club that has been hired out.

There's a moment that Louis just stares into Liams eyes, a smile on the corner of his lips. It's a Look that has been shared so many times between the two of them, and you can see that even through the darkest of moments that they did love eachother.

Liam was far better and so was Louis, they both put 100% into their careers and their parenting and this was their award, getting married,

"Liam, do you take Louis to be your wedded husband to live together in marriage?  Do you promise to love him, comfort him, honor and keep him for better or worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and health and forsaking all others, be faithful only to him so long as you both shall live?"

"I do,"He swallows thickly, with shaky hands.

"And Louis, do you take Liam to be your wedded husband to live together in marriage?  Do you promise to love him, comfort him, honor and keep him for better or worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and health and forsaking all others, be faithful only to him so long as you both shall live?"

Louis nods his head before croaking out a small; "I do."

"I now pronounce you Husband and Husband, you may now kiss."The priest blesses and Liam doesn't take another moment before he's pulling Louis in as gently as possible to press his lips to his, hands placed on the mans waist as they seal their marriage with a kiss.

Everyone cheers as they kiss, Amelia running over to her Fathers and being picked up by Liam once the kiss as broken.

"I love you,"Louis whispers, leaning in for another kiss to Liams lips, kissing Amelia's nose as well. She giggles and kisses her Poppy's cheek.

"And I love you too, And Little Amelia."He smiles, pressing kisses to her face. He sets her back down into the ground before kneeling, hands pressed to the belly of Louis and whispering softly, all eyes on him and Louis as he does so."And Baby Alister. Welcome to the family bud, we can't wait to meet you."

THIS was not how the book was supposed to end and I'm crying and it's late and I've out this enNding off for 2 months and I'm sorry.

I hope that this chapter was a good enough ending

There will be NO sequel I'm sorry this is this book finished, although there will be possible one shots made in my one shot book which you should add so you don't miss out on chapters.

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