"where do you think you're going you little freak?" Charlie said as he yanked back my hoodie. 'why can't he just leave me alone with the amount of times  he bothers me you would of thought he liked me, just like in primary school you were mean to the person you like.' I thought as I fell to the floor.

just as I was about to get up I felt a kick to the stomach it wasn't as hard as Charlie's so I looked up and saw one of my other tormentors Nathaniel Mundy, but he prefers to be called Nathan. he smirked as he looked down on me I  really hate these guy I go though enough at home I don't need these pricks making it worse.  

i really wish i had someone to talk to about what happens, cause when you read books the protagonist always has at least one friend they can rely on, but sadly i never had anyone likethat to care for me everyone was always disgusted in me or the left me out because they didn't understand.

well i already know that i'm going to be late for class now well at least I have maths my teacher is acutually nice to me since she engadged to a woman, but i'm the only one in class who saw the ring before she took it off so  asked her about it after class and she told me that she was engaded atleast someone gets me, but i still haven't told her what happens because it will only make it worse.

RING! 

well thas the bell time to go to Science  atleast we don't have Mrs Hall today she's the biggest homophob she picks on my just because i'm gay i reall f***ing hate that b***h she'll think of any reason to give me negatives.

TIME SKIP TO LUNCH

well this is the bet part of my day. not. i'm not good at lunch i mostl just eat in he libaray because i don't like crowds and the lunch hall is probably the busiest place. 

i had finished my lunch and was now reading this book i had bought a few days ago called nowhere (go read it it's really good) when i felt someone staring at me i look up and same this boy looking at me i wonder if he's one of the new kids that have moved from he more crappier school. as soon as he realise i knew he was staring at me he quickly look down and I smiled to myself as i carried on reading. no no no you can't like him he's probably not even gay.

RING! 

well time to head back to class i think to myself as i head start to pack away my things, but as i'm just about to stand up a shadow looms over me.

"go away Charlie i really can't be late to English," i say not even looking up.

"who's Charlie I'm defiantly not called something so sterotypical" the boy who was looking at me earlier said to me as he put his hand out to help me up.

"well my names Jay, Jay Park. whats yours? oh and i'm new by the way if you haven't seen me around." that name sounds familiar, well it will come to me soon.

"oh my names Jackson stone" i reply wearily because who know what he's heard about me.

"don't worry i don't bite" he says chukling "oh and do you know where Mr Gadd's class room is because i haven't any idea"

"yeah Mr Gadd is my English teacher i can show you where his class is"

"thanks" Jay replies.

"that's okay"

we start to walk from the library to our English class as we where walking to class I saw Charlie and Nathan walking up to us.

"oh have you found yourself a boyfriend?" Nathan says while smirking at me, god I hate these guys just when I thought I could have a friend.

"erm me and my friend are trying to get to class would you please move out of the way" Jay replies, to Nathan's surprise.

"who do you think you're talking to you fag" Nathan says his eyes filling with rage.

"if you wouldn't mind I'm not a cigarette butt" Jay sasses back pushing past Nathan and Charlie and linking arms with me.

"t-thanks" I say kind of embarrassed that my new friend had just stud up for me.

"Its okay that's what friends are for ... anyway why are these guys such homophobes, like I know it's against some peoples religions but do they have to be such jerks about it, I mean my parents still except me" Jay states "oh yeah i'm gay by the way"

"ha ha ha" I nervously laugh.

"what's so funny?" Jay questions.

"well i'mgaytoo"

"what?" Jay says looking confused.

"i'm...gay...too"  then it hit me not literally, but the reason his name sounded so familiar is because it's the name of a Korean rapper.

"cool we can be gay bros lol" Jay jokes looking at me.

"you know your name is the same as a Kroean rapper"

"OMG! you listen to k-pop too ahhh~" 

"yeah, but mostly listen to boy bands what about you?"

"omg! hanni you're missing out on so much do you even know who Twice are?" Jay said entering a fanboy moment as he started belting out the lyrics to 'TT' by twice. 

"OMG , you're so embarrassing" I say looking him, who knew that we would become such good friends so quickly, well at least I have a friend that over time I can talk to about my problems.

we speedily walked to English making sure not to be late.

"well as you can see we have a new student in call today would you like to introduce yourself" Mr Gadd said looking at Jay.

"hello my name is Jay Park and I am half Korean and moved hear when I was 5"

"so Jay do you have any friends you would like to sit next to"

"yes, can I sit next to Jackson" Jay asks politely. I literally heard someone gasp at the fact that Jay would actually want to sit next to me.

"okay well you go and sit yourself next to Jackson, Jackson can you catch Jay up on what we have been doing recently?" sure I reply look up to see everyone looking and whispering about me. I can hear some girl say 'why is some good looking like him sat next to a fag like him' 'maybe he's gay too' I hear her friend reply to which she gasps and says 'no he's too hot to be gay'. oh the irony I say to myself.

Jay sits down next to me and we start talking about 'Macbeth' and some how start talking about how sharp Mingyu's  jawline is and we both started talking about biases.

"so who's your Seventeen bias?" Jay askes.

"I have two Wonwoo and Mingyu, what about you?"

"mines Woozi he's just too cute, but the he can terrifying all at the same time he's just to much to handle, what about iKON?"

"June is mine who's yours?"

"Bobby all the way, Got7?"

"AH~ I love Jackson, I think it's destiny that we both have the same name"

"mines JB he's just daddy material isn't he"

"ahemm" Mr Gadd says looking at us. "would you mind sharing with the class what you two were talking about?" he said looking pissed.

"not...really?" I say looking down Jay giving apologetic eyes.

"okay, can we now carry on with the lesson?"

"yes, sir" me and Jay say in unison looking down at our books and writing what sir had written on the board or at least I was until Jay passed me a piece of paper.

'what's his problem?' written on it.

'he's always like this' I write back making sure sir doesn't notice Jay and I passing notes.

'so BTS? mines Jungkook so hands off my golden maknae'

  'that's okay mines Yoongi insfires maaaaannn!!' I write back chuckling to myself. Jay lets a laugh slip as he reads what's on the paper, sir looks up from his computer and looks at me and Jay 

"what so funny?" he asks look at both of us accusingly.

"nothing sir" Jays says looking down. 

"then get on with your work" the class snicker to themselves.

"all of you" sir says  and everyone goes back to their work.

TIME SKIP TO END OF CLASS

me and Jay both had P.E next so we walked together and when we got down because he didn't have his kit yet so he had to sit this lesson out which was kind of sad, but not at the same time because we could just talk while the rest of the boys were actually doing what our teacher had asked us to do.

by the end of the lesson me and Jay talked plenty and I learned tat he spoke fluent Korean because he talks it at home with his parents, also that he lived across the estate from me, so we could walk home together.

maybe having a friend won't be so bad.

a/n: hello m beautiful people I would like to inform you that the lower case I this chapter was intended because i'm too lazy to change it as I am updating from my sister laptopand I really can't be bothered to change it. please don't forget to vote and follow plz #desperateauthor

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