Ronin Pov

Nurse: So how exactly did this happen?

Kass and I were in the hospital as of right now, with her being asleep via morphine.

Me: Uh, its a bit embarrassing to talk about.

Nurse: Sir, you realize that your friend over there seems to have basically been disemboweled. We need to how this happened.

Me: Well. We agreed that we would have some. Fun. After a bit of a scuffle. Nothing physical, we didn't fight. Just a bit of a . . . breakdown.

She seemed shocked.

Nurse: And this fun was through the rectum?

I shuffled a little bit and probably blushed.

Me: Y-yes.

She blinked a couple times in either shock or confusion.

Me: W-we used pro-tection!

Nurse: Thats not the problem here!

I was taken a back by her yelling.

Nurse: You'd have to be unsettlingly large for you to even be close to do that!

Me: Um. H-how large ex-actly?

Nurse: Nine, if not 11 inches to cause this much damage! How did she not pass out!?

I didn't exactly know how to react to this.

Me: Is th-that all?

I asked rather shyly. She seemed to notice my discomfort and was embarrassed before composing herself.

Nurse: Y-yes, that will be all.

She stated before leaving the room, not before saying.

Nurse: If you ever want some more fun ask the front desk for a Ms. Hollins~

I was washed over with a bright red blush, my ears and cheeks burning. I turned my head towards the corner of the room as she walked out for good.

You might be wondering about why I'm embarrassed and not mad about the whole, Kass kinda raping me thing. Well, I'm still somewhat mad at her. Obviously not so much that it'll make me leave for 7 hours but enough that I will not let her get lovey dovey with me.

Now as to why we are here in the hospital, well thats a different story. To put it simply, after a mental breakdown I calmed down enough to make a deal with her. Actually its more like a rule. She is allowed 2 sexy fun times a week. When I first proposed that rule she was fine with it and immediately called one in at that moment.

I reluctantly agreed before taking some of my anger out on her by being rather . . . dominant you could say. Now we're here and she might have intestinal problems because of how rough I was with her. There are also some spank marks but they either faded away or the nurses didn't notice.

Kass: Mmmm~ Nooo . . . stahp~

It seems like she's enjoying it even in her sleep, but I'm gonna have to make her plan those fun times ahead.

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After a day in the hospital she was allowed to leave and has been a lot more clingy since. I would've been too but I still felt bad about this whole thing since it was my fault for being rough. But I still couldn't get the thought of that day out of my mind. My head was filled with paranoid thoughts. If she could do such as thing to me with almost no hesitation, what else could she do?

No matter what explanation or reason I proposed to myself, the thought of her doing something worse wouldn't leave my mind. Maybe it'll just pass with time, I told myself. Play along with it for now and hope it leaves. Yeah. Yeah, I'll do that.

Kass: Where are we going now dear?

Me: Huh? Oh, uh. Where do you wanna go?

Kass: Maybe food? Although my stomach still hurts from what you did to me big boy.

She teased pressing her small frame against my arm, causing me to blush rom embarrassment.

Me: D-dont call me that Kass.

Kass: Oh? And why not? It's entirely true.

She said, tracing her finger from my neck to my stomach before I stopped her from going further.

Me: Kass n-not here.

Kass: So at home is fine then?

She asked getting a bit too close for comfort, I shoved her back slightly and just silently walked away. The car was only a couple feet away when I realized Kass hadn't caught up. I turned back around to see her walking rather slowly, her head hung.

Me: Come on Kass, we gotta get home.

She sped up but didn't lift her head.

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We got back home and we still haven't said a single thing since the parking lot. I don't know what it is but my heart breaks every second I see her like this but I can't hold her. Her skin, her eyes, her touch. They all feel so different now. She seems like a whole new person and I can't seem to see past that no matter how much I try.

We got out of the car and started walking towards the front door when I felt a small tug at my shirt sleeve.

Kass: Hun?

I turned my head but couldn't fully look at her. It wasn't her. It wasn't my Kass. I didn't know who it was. She tried to force me to look her and I resisted but her touch was painful so she eventually turned my head to look at her. I started to panic, my breathing intensified and quickened, her eyes seemed so empty and dull, with made up images of her doing worse to me. I shoved her away, much harder this time, and fell to the floor trying to scoot away from as best as I could.

Me: No.

I managed out before I quickly staggered up onto my feet and ran inside. I rushed into the laundry room and down the staircase to the basement. Pressing a button under the final step of the staircase to lift the stairs and reveal the panic room. Opening it and throwing myself inside I lowered and closed the stairs and panic room door.

I couldn't clear my mind so I used some melatonin capsules in the room to knock myself out. They worked wonders and I was out in a minute.

The thoughts only invaded my dreams next.