TW:blood
I woke up having a pounding headache I sat up and walked to my draws pulling out long flare jeans with a belt and a hoodie that was just black underneath a crop top with a random design on I brushed my hair and headed down stairs
"Your up early" Phil said as he started cooking the eggs and toasted bread on another pan
"I am?" I said as I grab my jacket
"Your wearing a hoodie I don't think you need the jacket it's not that cold out yet" he said pointing out my outfit I set my jacket back and toke my hoodie off I ran up to set that in my room and see techno looking around barely touching anything
"Need anything" I said throwing my hoodie onto my bed
"Just looking for the disc books you said they were in here" he said as he stopped looking at my room and looked at me
"Oh there over here" I walk over to where he wasn't looking and pull them out handing it to him letting him take it and looks at it
"Thanks" he said and leaves I follow ad put on my jacket
"Ira today your going to go exactly where you were exploring yesterday" techno said as I grab my boots off of a drying rack and slip them on
"What reason" I said as I tie them up
"There's a nation being build far away we want to make sure your not going near it" Phil said handing me food which I ate
"I headed west" I said taking another bite
Phil and techno looked at each other then me "how far" Phil said hand technos potatoe to eat
"Uhh like...8?9? Miles" I said finishing off my food I was always a fast eater
"Did you meet anyone" techno said and I slip my hands into my pockets "yeah two people now ima go out I think I saw a broken fence ima go fix that" I said going for the door not wanting to elaborate on the people I saw
"What did they look like" Phil said
"Better yer there names were Wilbur Soot and Eret" I said walking out as I heard Phil whisper the names I sat on the rail and jumped off I looked at the bridge and the stairs and thought if I could connect them it would be smoother i so grabbed a small axe techno made for me and headed up to the rails I started to chop any useless pieces until it had somewhat of a clean cut I made and bridge a layer higher so it was the same as the front of the door I was going to add the rails to the bridge but that was tomorrows project I walked to a fence jumped it and kept walking the same direction as yesterday
I starts humming a slow soft tune I made it where I met the person and kept quite I saw in the distance yellow and black walls I looked around to see Wilur walk around with someone else I hide into the trees more I slowly walked back so I could see them but I was hidden that's when I heard a voice behind me
"Spying isn't aloud" I turn around to be met with Eret
"I figured" I said putting my hands into my pockets
"My caretakers warned me about this place and I just wanted to see why" I said so I look back at the walls then him
"Our nation is nothing to be scared about, how about you join us" he said holding out his hand
"No" I said refusenik the offer why would I it's clearly dangerous
"It's almost sun down you should get back lovely night to you" he said and bowed as I just walk away dancing and walking and humming a more up tune song but dancing takes longer then walking so it was now sun down and I was still smile or so from home so I started running knowing the talks would get I jumped the fence and went inside trying to be quite so I could say I got here a long time ago and didn't hear me I take off my jacket and boots and make it up stairs and into my room I changed into pjs I crawled into bed and fells asleep
In the morning I woke up dew to a loud bang I changed into straight pants and an oversized shirt I headed downstairs to hear someone at the door I was the only one home techno went farming and Phil is building something outside since I'm not up this early they don't feel the need to stay, which I agree I'm not a baby I grab a nearby weapon I open the door pointing the sword at the person throat making there hands fly up
"How did you find me" I said looking Wilbur directly in the eyes
"I followed your foot prints and Eret watched you walk home" he said as he lowered his hands I just pushed the sword making his hands raise
"Wilbur" I heard Phil say he was out of my view but Phil came up and put my sword down following by Wilbur hands, Phil invited Wilbur in we all sat down at the table
"How have you been"Wilbur started off talking to Phil
"Good how are you" Phil said as I stood up bored of the adult talk already I grabbed some food ate it as I head outside letting them talk as I start making rails for the bridge
"Your up really early and you came home really late last night" techno said placing his baskets on the bridge
"Yeah Phil and Wilbur are talking inside" I said
"Ok" he toke the baskets off and walked inside I kept working till I go to set out to go explore
"Ira" I turn around to see Phil
"Yeah" I say
"Your not going to leave these fences anymore" he said crosses his arms making it seems more serious then it is
"Really" I say exploring would be my escape plan to break reality and take a breath of freedom
"Yes your leading people to our home it's not safe" Phil said walking up to me
"So you take away the thing that makes me happy-
"I'm sorry Ira it has to happen"
"Yeah yeah I know" I say as I get back to work trying not to look bothered by the option I wait this there all inside I grab an axe and some wood I started hitting the axe down but I realized that wore them out to fast and I grab another wood and started smashing them together but that was wood it meant nothing I turn around to see the bridge I start smashing the bridge it slowly caves in as I smash it each time
The wood in my hands break as I rips more of my skin but I just grab another one doing the same thing until I realize that my whole palm is covered in an all to familiar liquid I drop the wood as I bring my hands into fists and I start punching it bruising my knuckles I saw hands go in front of wrists blocking me from punching the wood I looks at my hands dripping in blood I look at the person stopping it, it was always techno but today was someone new but familiar,Phil he hug me as I lowered my hands and leaned into the hug
"Don't hurt yourself please" he said pulling out of the hug and grabbed a roll of bandages he had in his pocket same with some tissues and medical stuff
"Technos worried about you" Phil said as he cleans off the blood and burns disinfectant on it burning the cuts he wraps up a hand and being sit all up my arm because he said the wood chips flew at my arms I just let him due what he knew he did the same to my other hand
"What's wrong" Phil said hugging me I hug back
"Everyone is acting different and I don't know why" I say trying to slow my tears as they land on Phil's shoulder
"I'm sorry we're just trying to protect you" he said as he rubs my back "but you can't be doing this your still a kid" i nod in understanding as he picks me up and brings me inside taking off my jacket and I kick off my boots he sets me down he set a blanket on top of me as I feel asleep hopefully I find a new way to cope otherwise I'm going to really hate myself so destroying things after things
Maybe I just need to see someone that isn't a stranger but isn't Phil and techno...maybe

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Thank you guys for all the votes and comments I do try and get these out fast but school starts in 4-5 days it starts September 1st (2022) so I will be back there but I'll try and still post
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